"I Got Adopted By Who?!?!"
I Can't Fucking Take It!!!
I am getting dressed. Why did he have to come? I head out and go for a run. I wish I could just dissapear. Kill me please. I end up near Andys house. Fuck it. I head over. When I ring the door I bust into tears. Andy opens it. "What!" He takes one look at me. "Carter what happened." "Everthing." "You mean you dumping Jinxx." WHAT! "Are you fucking kidding me he DUMPED ME, HE CHEATED ON ME!" He looked shocked. "I am sorry." He hugs me. I sob. "He came by and begged me to go back with him. But I can't forgive him but I want to soo bad. But I love Crash too." "Oh." "Yeah. And now Leda amd Jessa completey don't talk to me." "Woah why." "Crash." "What did he do?" "He shot one of my friends killing him and carring me out. Because I was running from perverted adopter. He went to jail and I fell back for those blue eyes." "WHAT THE FUCK IS WROUNG WITH YOU HE KILLED A GUY!" "On accident. I knew this was a bad idea." "Wait." I walk away. I head back to the house. When I come inside. I lay on the couch crying. Crash finally comes home. "Ca— What happened." I shake my head. "Who hurt you." "No one." "Babe why are you crying." "Jinxx came by." "What! What did he do to you." "Nothing. He wants me to leave you." "What." "But I am not. I can't handle what this drama is doing to me. Sure everyone liked me and Jinxx, I did too but I just can't. Plus I am underage." He pecks my lips. "Okay. But I really think you should try to talk to the girls again." I nod. "Yeah. I just hope they don't hate me forever."
Well, cheers, to new beggenings and the vanishing of horrid reminders. You my dearest, are now new.
12/4/15