BITE

"You had a sister. A brother. A mother. A father. Your sister didn't know you had a brother because the pain would have been unbearable." Kellin yelled at me for the thousandth time.
I yelled back the only answer I had for this. "I don't remember any of this. Okay" this had been going on for two hours with only a few out bursts from Jensen.
Kellin had been left with Copland and Jensen and I with only one thing said. "Get sister was get link to humanity." And then Andy and Gerard and Bandit went to the only other link they had. Andy's mother, Marie Antoinette.
"We'll what the fuck do you remember?" Kellin screamed. His high pitched voice made it hard for me not to laugh at him but I didn't.
"Nothing. Absolutely nothing." Kellin got frustrated and walked away from the table.
He told Copland to look after us while he cooled off. I walked around the main room bored. I managed to find myself in a room filed with strange nose making objects. Then I found one that looked familiar. I hit a stick that was on it. It sent a small rivet down my spine. Piano. G note. Key. And ten notes followed after that note. Copland and Jensen came in upon hearing my repeated keys. I wanted to remember something. Something that would make them happy. But there was nothing.
Copland looked wide eyed at me and Jensen as he hummed it. "How do you remember this song and how do you even know it?" I hit a wrong note. A song? I was remembering a song. I smiled to myself. Something small was better than nothing at all.
"A song?" I asked hoping for more insight. This was the first time I ever really actually talked to her. I had watched her for the past week since they have been trying to get me to remember. She used to hate me now she was only annoyed by me.
"Yes it goes like this. Here keep playing." And so I started over and after one round of notes she began singing. "When I was a young boy my father took me into the city to see a marching band. He said" and then Jensen began singing too. Soon they reached what I assume was the end of the piano and had a moment banging to a new beat and softly strumming wires on wood.
The important thing to remember here is that Copland was very much into Jensen and Jensen was very much clueless about the whole thing. Like most men when it comes to woman being in love. I laughed to my self then I caught it. I have never been in love. Or at least don't remember being in love. How could i possibly know that. Then a memory came back.
We were in kellins house music was playing in the back ground. It was the early years and Copland was three. We were dancing on the kitchen for when I said I wanted one. And I deep voice from behind me said "you gonna fuck some random human for a baby." My cheeks went red and I could feel me bite my tongue do I didn't say that I'd rather lay on a couch with this stranger. I turned towards them. That's when it vanished. But the song kept playing.
"I haven't listened to this song since you were three." I said looking at Copland not really thinking. Get face lit up. It was me remembering something. She was about to say something when the door slammed. We all ran to the door to listen.
"So what happened?" Kellin asked
"Nothing. She said we needed to focus on small things. Like a small memory could change a while day. That's like going to a funeral of a murdered person if your a new vampire. stupid." Gerard said.
Just like that another memory surfaced. A church with hundreds of people all sobbing. A girl in a box that I knew. And then a little boy fell from the step by the casket scraping his knee. And then I killed everyone. Blogs sending me ballistic.when I got my senses together I looked at the name next to the box.
And everything went black I passed out and could hear the others coming. Get up. I told myself. You are not a child. Get up. I opened my eyes and sat up. This meant that I had done something bad.this must be what they meant when they said I betrayed them.
And we're tightly wrapped around me and I smelt leather and cigarettes. A sent well known to me. I started to cry. This was ask I would remember. "What's wrong love." Andy said in my ear
And my body crumbled into sobs. "I killed all those people at the funeral. I don't even know whose it was." Andy backed away from me.
"How do you remember something like that." He looked confused yet sympathetic.
"Something Gerard said about letting a murdered person and a new born in the same room." I couldn't quite remember the entire sentence.
"You mean," Andy started but Gerard looked wide eyed at Andy.
"Funeral." And Copland butted in with the story of today. And just add quickly as I had fainted they decided that the easiest way here was to go back to America. Apparently that's where I was from and held thousands of memories.
So we set off on a new adventure with nothing but a few cds and a pre vampire era auto mobile. it was the longest rides ever to the shore with a large boat.

Notes

Do been awhile. I might update tomorrow who knows. I have another story up called what made you like this. It's about early Andy and it flashed back then a lot. So go check that out and good night.
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