Why?

Josie's POV

.... I was running through an old beaten down house I have no idea what I was running from, but it was chasing me. I tripped over a crack in the wood and fell on my arm, painfully I turned around and before I could see anything there was a deep pain in my stomach. I was stabbed. I was dead. Then I woke up. Sweating and frightened ," It was just a nightmare," I said repeatedly to myself trying to calm down. I looked at the time and it read 3:42 am. I knew I couldn't get back to sleep so I got up and went to the living room to watch TV until the boys got up. After turning on Spongebob I began to dose off.

I awoke to the of feet clattering down the stairs. It was Andy. I looked at the time on my phone. It was 9:00. " Oh yea...." I thought to myself," he's going on his date with Juliet...". God I hate her. She's such a bitch, she doesn't want me any where near Andy. She basically hates my guts. Guess she knows I have a secret crush on him. Hopefully it isn't that obvious.. If Andy were to find out he would never talk to me again cause he doesn't feel the same. God I should stop thinking about this it only makes me more depressed. Yes I suffer from severe depression. But I decided to get my lazy butt up and take a shower.

After my shower all the boys were up and of course fighting over who gets the TV remote. I walked up to them took the remote from CC and turned on Spongebob. They just stared at me till Ashley said ," guess that settles it, Spongebob it is," I just laughed until Andy walked in the house with Juliet glued to his side has always. She gave me a dirty stare..... She did something. I know that stare. Just then a
Andy said ," Josie we need to talk, privately," I swear I almost fainted before I said ," oh ok ," we walked up to his room and we sat on his bed.

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