I guess you were always the worst thing about me

AShleys P.O.V
"Yo ash I think you wanna see this "
Jake and olly quickly rushed in to my room while I was packing.
It handed me his phone and my whole world came to a crashing standstill. Ameila on Andy . A single tear slid down my cheek
" you ok man?" Olly asked
"Yeah fine I guess I knew it was gonna happen anyway"
I sighed loudish and put all the things I packed back in to its original place and teh guys left my room
I picked up my old blade ." Am I really going to do this" I questioned my self then lowly stunk the metal in to the flesh of my tattoo covered arm . About 10 times so noone could see them because if u think about it 10 cuts arnt that many.

After that I posts an old photo of me and Andy's newly ex Juliet and and her was hugging and she was kissing my cheek I uploaded it to instagram with the caption of : this girl is the best love her <3 and I tagged her in it.
Then after I wrote a paragraph about a girl who I loved who I had a child with . Bit obvious. Who it's for but meh. I sighed an fell a sleep

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