You're Everywhere to Me
It's hard to think that you might not be real
She looked into the eyes of Andy. His eyes were blue and his smile was crooked. His teeth were pearly white and perfectly straight. He was a little taller than her, but not by much. Roxanne had always been tall. He was a punk, exactly how she thought he would be. He wore leather and tight pants. But his hair was blonde and cut short and choppy. This wasn't actually her Andy. He was just Andy.
"It's nice to meet you." He held out his hand for her to shake. His voice wasn't nearly as deep as her Andy's. "I love your hair color." He pointed out.
She reached up to her hair and smiled. "Thanks." She said, blushing. "Um, excuse me." She turned away from him and walked through the crowd of people. Andy was nice but he wasn't her Andy.
She didn't see the point in staying. Ashley appeared to have moved on to other girls, she hadn't seen Jake or CC anywhere, Vega was waiting at home, and Andy wasn't here either. There was no point.
She went out the front door into the cool night air. She briskly walked by a few people smoking a bong and headed towards her car parked on the curb.
"Hey, leaving so soon?" She heard someone call out. She figured they must be talking to her since she was the only one walking away from the party. She turned around and saw a big mass of black hair. Possibly Andy? It didn't look like Ashley, Jake, or CC.
Oh, stop thinking it's Andy. It's hard to think he might not be real but you need to get over him. It's not Andy. But it could be. Ugh. Roxanne debated with herself in her head.
She got closer to the guy and realized it wasn't Andy. One side of her brain had been right. The other side was still in denial.
"I'm Jinxx. I don't think we've met before." He said, holding his hand out for her.
She shook his hand and introduced herself to him. "Roxanne." She said.
"Why are you leaving so soon? The party is just getting started!" Jinxx exclaimed.
Roxanne shrugged. "I didn't really have any friends."
Jinxx took a sip of his drink before saying, "Hang out with us; me and my girlfriend I mean. You'll like Sammi. She's really easy to talk to. You two can talk about whatever it is girls talk about."
Roxanne slightly shrugged again. She really just wanted to get home to bed so she could see Andy. It sounded so pathetic but he was the reason she went to bed so early every night. He wasn't even real, but she still believed he was.
"I don't know, my friend is waiting for me back at our apartment." Roxanne explained.
"Tell her not to wait up." Jinxx said.
Roxanne sighed. "Alright." She agreed and followed Jinxx back inside.
***
She held the flyer in her hands, sitting at the kitchen table, while Vega made pancakes.
Black Veil Brides:
Ashley, Jake, Jinxx, CC and Andy
Andy.
"Hey, we should go to this." Roxanne announced, still looking at the flyer in her hands.
Vega look back at her friend sitting at the island. "Go to what?" She asked, holding her hand out to see the paper.
Roxanne handed her the flyer Jinxx had given her last night at the party. "Huh, local band? I guess we could go check them out." Vega actually seemed interested. She put the flyer back on the counter and turned back to her pancakes.
Roxanne reached for the flyer but Vega turned around and snatched it away from her. "What's this?" She asked, pointing to the highlighted name on the paper. "You just want to go because you think this Andy guy is the guy from your dream, am I right?"
Roxanne looked down at the counter top. "Maybe..." She mumbled. When her friend didn't respond, she looked up to see Vega giving her the most un-amused look she had ever seen. "What?"
Vega shook her head as she flipped the pancakes onto a plate and passed it over to Roxanne. "Shut up and eat your pancakes."
"It's nice to meet you." He held out his hand for her to shake. His voice wasn't nearly as deep as her Andy's. "I love your hair color." He pointed out.
She reached up to her hair and smiled. "Thanks." She said, blushing. "Um, excuse me." She turned away from him and walked through the crowd of people. Andy was nice but he wasn't her Andy.
She didn't see the point in staying. Ashley appeared to have moved on to other girls, she hadn't seen Jake or CC anywhere, Vega was waiting at home, and Andy wasn't here either. There was no point.
She went out the front door into the cool night air. She briskly walked by a few people smoking a bong and headed towards her car parked on the curb.
"Hey, leaving so soon?" She heard someone call out. She figured they must be talking to her since she was the only one walking away from the party. She turned around and saw a big mass of black hair. Possibly Andy? It didn't look like Ashley, Jake, or CC.
Oh, stop thinking it's Andy. It's hard to think he might not be real but you need to get over him. It's not Andy. But it could be. Ugh. Roxanne debated with herself in her head.
She got closer to the guy and realized it wasn't Andy. One side of her brain had been right. The other side was still in denial.
"I'm Jinxx. I don't think we've met before." He said, holding his hand out for her.
She shook his hand and introduced herself to him. "Roxanne." She said.
"Why are you leaving so soon? The party is just getting started!" Jinxx exclaimed.
Roxanne shrugged. "I didn't really have any friends."
Jinxx took a sip of his drink before saying, "Hang out with us; me and my girlfriend I mean. You'll like Sammi. She's really easy to talk to. You two can talk about whatever it is girls talk about."
Roxanne slightly shrugged again. She really just wanted to get home to bed so she could see Andy. It sounded so pathetic but he was the reason she went to bed so early every night. He wasn't even real, but she still believed he was.
"I don't know, my friend is waiting for me back at our apartment." Roxanne explained.
"Tell her not to wait up." Jinxx said.
Roxanne sighed. "Alright." She agreed and followed Jinxx back inside.
***
She held the flyer in her hands, sitting at the kitchen table, while Vega made pancakes.
Black Veil Brides:
Ashley, Jake, Jinxx, CC and Andy
Andy.
"Hey, we should go to this." Roxanne announced, still looking at the flyer in her hands.
Vega look back at her friend sitting at the island. "Go to what?" She asked, holding her hand out to see the paper.
Roxanne handed her the flyer Jinxx had given her last night at the party. "Huh, local band? I guess we could go check them out." Vega actually seemed interested. She put the flyer back on the counter and turned back to her pancakes.
Roxanne reached for the flyer but Vega turned around and snatched it away from her. "What's this?" She asked, pointing to the highlighted name on the paper. "You just want to go because you think this Andy guy is the guy from your dream, am I right?"
Roxanne looked down at the counter top. "Maybe..." She mumbled. When her friend didn't respond, she looked up to see Vega giving her the most un-amused look she had ever seen. "What?"
Vega shook her head as she flipped the pancakes onto a plate and passed it over to Roxanne. "Shut up and eat your pancakes."
Notes
I got lazy. There's really no excuse for this really stalled update.Shout outs:
-Love_Andy6666
-Kvengeance
-BVB_Lover
-JINXXismyHero_Love_Him_Forever
-Jigsaw
-Lyrainthedark
I'm sure I let you all down with the beginning of that bc i'm satan. jk I'm not but now you're all probably like h8 u molly and I'm like lol luv u guise.
I.LOVE.THIS.STORY.
12/22/13