Baby don't cut

" go die you worthless slut, no one likes you. Drink bleach, and your freak of a boyfriend hates you " that's just half the message I get daily

i grabbed a knife and ran to his bathroom, I shut the door. Andy is going to be here any minute now so I got to do it fast, I put the knife against my wrist and was about to slice when a hand grabbed mine

" Andy stop, I need to do this" " you want to cut" he said, he put his wrist out, grabbed my hand and held the knife to his " look me in the eyes, cut my arm as many times you would do it" " no Andy I can't hurt you, I'm ugly so I deserve it"I say. " you know what, your right your not pretty at all, all the people that say your not pretty are right." I look at him " your not pretty, your fucking gorgeous, I love you and I hate to see you like this" he hugs me and throws the knife.

"here I got you something" he said handing me a box, I open it and see a beautiful necklace saying Andy + Abbie " I love it" I say kissing him " anything for my baby"

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