Who could save me now?
Alone
*Skylar's POV*
'OH! THIS IS THE END OF EVERTHING THAT IVE KNOWN!' I belted out in harmony with Ronnie, This was so much fun! I look on side stage & see all of my brother taking pictures of me. I rolled my eyes as i sang the last part of the song & said with Ronnie. 'Yo. 2013 Mother fuckers, Falling In Reverse!' then i walked off the stage after saying thank you. All the guys including Jon dog piled on top of me & told me what a good job i did. At this point i wanted to take a shower & go to sleep. But i still needed to do In The End. & The guys had a suprise for me. I walked outside with Jinxx & lit up a cigarette & took a long drag. I had some stuff on my mind. I was really missing Parker & Jimmy. They were texting me everyday & we skyped at nights but i still missed them. My parents were on my mind too.. I didnt know why, or what for, but they were there. Jinxx could tell & he took my hand & started talking. ' Whats wrong, sis?' 'I dont know, i miss Parker & Jimmy, & my parents are on my mind, i dont know why, but they are...' Jinxx looked at me like he was very sorry. He didnt say anything. All he did was hold me in his arms. I felt safe there. Like i finally had a big brother who cared..
*Jinxx's POV*
I didnt know why she was thinking of them, but i didnt need to, she needed someone to hold her. & I was her big brother, id be that for her. 'GUYS, TIME FOR IN THE END!' shouted Andy. We ran into the venue & onto the stage. Andy threw Skylar a mc as soon as we got onto stage. They both started singing. 'In the end, as we fade into night, who will tell the story of your life!' Again she was having a good time. By the time we were done with the first song on the set we were all sweaty, she got off the stage & let us finish. That was a good thing. At least she wasnt being complicated like most teenagers.
*CC's POV*
Doing one song a show with Sky was great, she really loved it. she had the time of her life.
*Skylar's POV*
Doing this tour was going to be great & i couldnt stress that enough! But, i was hot & sweaty. What i really needed was a smoke. Since i didnt want to be on the streets of whatever city we were in by myself i asked Ronnie to come out with me. At first he was sceptical. When he realised i was smoking he told me that a 15 year old really shouldnt smoke. Then i asked him what he was doing when he was 15, he shrugged. I was in a pissy mood & i really didnt know why. 'I dont know why youre in such a shitty mood, were taking you to get your back piece tonight, remember?' 'Fuck! I forgot!' I was instantly happy. When the guys told me i could get a brand new tattoo it was great. Ecspecially since, one of the two people who stayed in my life, my step brother will be one town over. I was texting back & forth with my big brother Sammy, i was excited to see him. We would be in North Carolina soon & the guys already told me i could see him. So, after this show were getting my tattoo, then its off to NC!
*Ashley's POV*
Being good adult figures was in our best interest for Skylar. & If that meant spending one of our days off in North Carolina with her brother we could. Only two people from her biological family still talked to her. Sammy & Virginia. So of course we would let her. After our set was over we took Sky to our favorite tattoo artist here in New York City. We told her what she wanted & thats what she got.
*The next morning* (Tattoo complete)
'Fuck...' Sky says. Nudging me in the side. She slept in my bunk last night because CC.. You know... She rolled out of bed, me shortly following. I rubbed the tattoo ointment on her back peice & then washed my hand. She got the ADTR album cover. The purple one, into a giant back piece. She obviously hurt but we had no time for that. We were rolling into her brother's driveway. He was sitting in the driveway with a little girl about 5 or 6. I asked Skylar, 'How old is she?' '3' she said. 'Her names Courtneyy.' Sky ran out of the bus & scooped up the girl. Then her brother gave her a big hug. We were only there for about 20 minutes, seeing as he really didnt want much to do with her..
*Andy's POV*
I could tell the asshole didnt want anything to do with Sky & it pissed me the fuck off. Why did we come to his house if he was going to act this way? I was really close to beating the shit out of him when Sky lit a cigarette & started walking towards the bus. 'Bye' she said. We all waved. All the FIR guys rode with us, but we had to tell their driver that. She walked in & was clearly really upset...
*Skylar's POV*
I opened up my suitcase & got out a fresh pair of panties, socks, & a bra. I got out a shirt, a tank, & a pair of pants. I was doing something today if it killed me. I walked to the bathroom & slammed the door shut. If Sammy didnt want to see me, he could have told me not to come. It was that fucking simple. I turned on the water & adjusted it to where i liked it. I undressed & stepped in. Just then, a knock on the door... It was CC of course. 'What..?' I said, a little adjitated. I couldnt take it our\t on my family though. They have been wonderful to me. So i would not in any way be a bitch. 'Can i come in? Are you already in the shower?' CC said. 'Yeah, come on in.' I said. CC came in & jut started talking to me. He usually made me feel better. I was glad i had them. I could never be more greatful. I went to step out of the shower but relised CC was in the bathroom still. 'CC, please get out.'He walked out & i got dressed, blow dried my hair, straightened it, teased it, & did my make up. I was all set. I was doing something. By the time i got out, we were at our venue for sound check. I didnt want to do this today, it had already been a bad day. Could it get any worse?
'OH! THIS IS THE END OF EVERTHING THAT IVE KNOWN!' I belted out in harmony with Ronnie, This was so much fun! I look on side stage & see all of my brother taking pictures of me. I rolled my eyes as i sang the last part of the song & said with Ronnie. 'Yo. 2013 Mother fuckers, Falling In Reverse!' then i walked off the stage after saying thank you. All the guys including Jon dog piled on top of me & told me what a good job i did. At this point i wanted to take a shower & go to sleep. But i still needed to do In The End. & The guys had a suprise for me. I walked outside with Jinxx & lit up a cigarette & took a long drag. I had some stuff on my mind. I was really missing Parker & Jimmy. They were texting me everyday & we skyped at nights but i still missed them. My parents were on my mind too.. I didnt know why, or what for, but they were there. Jinxx could tell & he took my hand & started talking. ' Whats wrong, sis?' 'I dont know, i miss Parker & Jimmy, & my parents are on my mind, i dont know why, but they are...' Jinxx looked at me like he was very sorry. He didnt say anything. All he did was hold me in his arms. I felt safe there. Like i finally had a big brother who cared..
*Jinxx's POV*
I didnt know why she was thinking of them, but i didnt need to, she needed someone to hold her. & I was her big brother, id be that for her. 'GUYS, TIME FOR IN THE END!' shouted Andy. We ran into the venue & onto the stage. Andy threw Skylar a mc as soon as we got onto stage. They both started singing. 'In the end, as we fade into night, who will tell the story of your life!' Again she was having a good time. By the time we were done with the first song on the set we were all sweaty, she got off the stage & let us finish. That was a good thing. At least she wasnt being complicated like most teenagers.
*CC's POV*
Doing one song a show with Sky was great, she really loved it. she had the time of her life.
*Skylar's POV*
Doing this tour was going to be great & i couldnt stress that enough! But, i was hot & sweaty. What i really needed was a smoke. Since i didnt want to be on the streets of whatever city we were in by myself i asked Ronnie to come out with me. At first he was sceptical. When he realised i was smoking he told me that a 15 year old really shouldnt smoke. Then i asked him what he was doing when he was 15, he shrugged. I was in a pissy mood & i really didnt know why. 'I dont know why youre in such a shitty mood, were taking you to get your back piece tonight, remember?' 'Fuck! I forgot!' I was instantly happy. When the guys told me i could get a brand new tattoo it was great. Ecspecially since, one of the two people who stayed in my life, my step brother will be one town over. I was texting back & forth with my big brother Sammy, i was excited to see him. We would be in North Carolina soon & the guys already told me i could see him. So, after this show were getting my tattoo, then its off to NC!
*Ashley's POV*
Being good adult figures was in our best interest for Skylar. & If that meant spending one of our days off in North Carolina with her brother we could. Only two people from her biological family still talked to her. Sammy & Virginia. So of course we would let her. After our set was over we took Sky to our favorite tattoo artist here in New York City. We told her what she wanted & thats what she got.
*The next morning* (Tattoo complete)
'Fuck...' Sky says. Nudging me in the side. She slept in my bunk last night because CC.. You know... She rolled out of bed, me shortly following. I rubbed the tattoo ointment on her back peice & then washed my hand. She got the ADTR album cover. The purple one, into a giant back piece. She obviously hurt but we had no time for that. We were rolling into her brother's driveway. He was sitting in the driveway with a little girl about 5 or 6. I asked Skylar, 'How old is she?' '3' she said. 'Her names Courtneyy.' Sky ran out of the bus & scooped up the girl. Then her brother gave her a big hug. We were only there for about 20 minutes, seeing as he really didnt want much to do with her..
*Andy's POV*
I could tell the asshole didnt want anything to do with Sky & it pissed me the fuck off. Why did we come to his house if he was going to act this way? I was really close to beating the shit out of him when Sky lit a cigarette & started walking towards the bus. 'Bye' she said. We all waved. All the FIR guys rode with us, but we had to tell their driver that. She walked in & was clearly really upset...
*Skylar's POV*
I opened up my suitcase & got out a fresh pair of panties, socks, & a bra. I got out a shirt, a tank, & a pair of pants. I was doing something today if it killed me. I walked to the bathroom & slammed the door shut. If Sammy didnt want to see me, he could have told me not to come. It was that fucking simple. I turned on the water & adjusted it to where i liked it. I undressed & stepped in. Just then, a knock on the door... It was CC of course. 'What..?' I said, a little adjitated. I couldnt take it our\t on my family though. They have been wonderful to me. So i would not in any way be a bitch. 'Can i come in? Are you already in the shower?' CC said. 'Yeah, come on in.' I said. CC came in & jut started talking to me. He usually made me feel better. I was glad i had them. I could never be more greatful. I went to step out of the shower but relised CC was in the bathroom still. 'CC, please get out.'He walked out & i got dressed, blow dried my hair, straightened it, teased it, & did my make up. I was all set. I was doing something. By the time i got out, we were at our venue for sound check. I didnt want to do this today, it had already been a bad day. Could it get any worse?
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6/28/13