Sweet Blasphemy

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I put this on^^^ and I looked in the mirror. I looked okay in my eyes, I just really hoped the guys though so. I walked back into the living room to see all of the guys sitting around the table laughing and eating pancakes. I forgot to turn my music off and Fucking perfect by P!nk was playing. They guys obviasly didn't see me walk in so I just walked over to he sink and got a cup of of the cubord. I turned around to see all of the guys looking at me. I smiled shyly and looked down at my shoes.
"You look great!" Ashley said smiling. I looked up at them and smiled even more. I felt happy for the first time in a really long time.
"Thanks, when you guys are done eating we can go. I am just going to make a quick call and I will be right back." I smiled and they all nodded.
I walked over to where my phone was and turned off my music and went onto my contacts and clicked on Bell's name. She picked up after three rings.
"Hey, how was the concert?" She asked.
"Well it was fine until I got punched in the face and Andy saw and took me backstage and we talked and they are now all in my hotel room about to go shopping at Hot topic with me..." I said excited. She gasped.
"WHAT!?!. Omg are you okay and you are so lucky!" She squealed. I laughed at her inner fangirl.
"Yeah I am fine and I will call you later and let you know what happened in full detail as I have to go shopping with Black veil brides." I giggled
"Okay you better, Bye have fun!" Bell said before hanging up the phone.
I walked back into the living room and sat on he couch waiting for everyone to finish their pancakes.
"Are you not going to have anything to eat?" Jake asked. I looked up to see him standing in front of me, I guessed he was the first to finish.
"I am not really hungry." I said.
"Really? Or don't you want to eat?" He asked. I do love food but I just don't eat. I basically forget to eat as I don't really get hungry, but I will usually have a midnight snack.
"I'm just not hungry" I said. He looked down at me and shrugged his shoulders.
Once the guys were all done my mom gave me some money and we all got onto the bus to go to hot topic. When we got there I walked in and I smiled. I walked strait over to the band merch and picked up two shirts, a Falling in reverse top and a Black veil brides tee. I also bought three bracelets.
"Who wants to get some lunch?" Jake asked. Everyone smiled and agreeed.
"So how about pizza?" He asked again. All the guys looked at each other and laughed.
"Jake you always want pizza! How about we let Blade decide." Andy suggested. I nodded.
"Um... well there is apparently this great place and they do really good food there. You know if you guys want..." I trailed off. I didn't want to go somewhere, where they didn't want to go. They all nodded and we walked over there.
We looked at the menu and Jinxx told me to go and find a table, I found a table in the corner and walked over to it. Suddenly I was surrounded by a group of people. They all smirked at me.
"Oh look it's the emo bitch from that stupid concert." One of them laughed. Then it hit me, they were the people who beat the crap out of me at the concert. I looked over my shoulder to see all of the guys busy talking to the desk. Fuck.
"What's wrong? No one hear to save you this time?" Another asked. They all took a step closer to me and one of them cracked their knuckles. Then I was falling to the floor again. I am used to it, the floor is like a second home to be, as I am there a lot. They all laughed and I just sighed as I tried to get up and then on of the boys grabbed me by the hair and pulled me up, he came close to me, to close.
"Hey baby" He smirked. I hated being this close to people. I closed my eyes and I felt his hand move further down on my side and then I did something I would have never of thought I would ever do. I slapped him. He stumbled back and once he got hold of his balance he glared at me. I could see everyone looking at us. No one helped, just like no one did at school. All of a sudden all of the boys came at me and then they all got pulled away. I looked up to see Andy, CC, Ashley, Jinxx and Jake there holding them.
"Why don't you just fuck off all ready?" Andy asked. They all let go of them and they flicked them off and before they left one of them pushed me over and I fell on my butt. Andy walked over and held out his hand. I grabbed it and I pulled myself up. I looked down at my shoes and hid behind my hair.
"Are you okay?" Asked Andy. I just looked up and nodded.
"Do you wanna go?" Asked CC this time. I felt bad just leaving but I really didn't want to stay there any longer.
"Yeah, sorry. You guys can stay, I will walk." I whisperd embarrassed.
"Hey, don't you dare think we would let you walk home alone after all of that." CC smiled. I smiled back at him and we all walked out of the cafe. We walked to the parking lot and go into the bus.
Once we got back to the hotel we walked up the stairs and opened the door with the key my mom had given me. I looked around and couldn't see her until I found a note of the fridge. I ripped it off and it read.
"Gone shopping for food before we leave tonight, pizza in the fridge if you get hungry, love from mom xx" I sighed and I handed the note to Andy. He read over it and pulled me into a hug.
"Your leaving tonight?" He seemed sad about that. I nodded into his warm chest. I closed my eyes and just took in his sent.
"Why don't you go and have a shower." Andy whipsered. I really didn't want this hug to end but I guess it had to.
"Okay, wait will you guys be hear when I get out?" I asked. They nodded and I walked into the shower.

Notes

Hey guys sorry this chapter isn't the best, I haven't been feeling to good today
thanks for reading x