Sweet Blasphemy

I had to go through counselling and go into rehab. I was gone for two months and today was the second day being home. I am on anti-depressants and feel a lot better. Two months clean and I am so proud of myself. Everyone at school found out and I have been getting so many nice messages. Even from Emmett;
Hey. So um I hope your okay. Oh and I am so fucking sorry for everything I have ever said. I never really wanted you to kill yourself. I get you wont forgive me, but I just want you to know that I fucking promise never to be mean to you or anyone ever again. Get better soon x ~ Emmentt
I was really shocked but I thought about it and I did believe him. I thought about messaging him back but I thought that I would wait till I went back to school. At that moment in time I was sitting in my room snuggled in my The nightmare before Christmas blanket watching Coraline. About half way through I started to get hungry so I decided to go and get a snack. I pulled my blanket around me and walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. My mom was sitting at the table and she smiled when I walked in.
"Honey, you didn't have to come down you could have just called down and I would have brought you something" She said taking the packet of super noodles from my hand. Ever since I came back she has insisted on doing everything for me. I felt better but not 100% to do stuff. I still had my bandages on. I had to go back to the doctors in a couple of days to get them removed and if I wanted to have something to cover the scars until they healed then I could. It hurt like hell to move my hands and picking a small pillow killed. I sat down on a chair and watched as my mom cooked my food.
"So um honey. Do you think that you are going to talk to Andy and the guys? It's fine if you don't." She said watching the food cook. I had sometime to think about that and I mean if I was willing to forgive Emmett I would be able to forgive the guys. I can forgive them but I can't trust them. They all promised never to leave me and that they would be there for me.
"Uh... well I can forgive them but I can't trust them mom. I just can't." I said closing my eyes leaning back in the chair.
"They really do care about you Blade." She said
"Yeah I know." I said opening my eyes looking at her.
"When do you think you are ready to see them?" She said stirring the pot.
"Whenever they can be bothered to make time to see me I guess" I said.
"Don't say that they really want to see you. I know you really want to see them especially Andy..." She said smiling to herself.
"Mom!" I shouted. She just put her hands up and laughed
"Oh come on I know you like Andy. You can't hide everything from me!" She laughed. I turned bright red.
"Okay well maybe I do but it's not like he will ever like me like that..." I said looking down.
"I wouldn't be so sure about that..." She trailed off.
"What's that supposed to mean mom!" I said getting up
"It means don't say anything you're not 100% on. I've seen the way her looks at you. Now go back to bed and I will bring your food up in a minuet." She said pointing to the stairs. I laughed and walked over to her and gave her a hug.
"I love you mom" I whisperd before walking back to my room...

Notes

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