The Rebel Girl (The star) An Andy Biersack lovestory

Stars point of view I ran off stage and towards the dressing room when I was pulled back, and I felt a cold hand touch my stomach softly "we need to talk" Andy said, I nodded and I followed him to his changing room, I sat on the sofa "look I am truly sorry for everything I've done to you" he said "I never meant to hurt you like I did" he explained "but you still did, you hurt me really bad, so bad that my life became hell, Andy you abandoned me when I needed you the most" I said softly "Like what? I want to know how I made your life hell, I want you to make me feel like shit" "Andy, I don't want to talk about it" "Well I do" he said a bit aggressive "You want to know what happened, I ended up in hospital, I ended up with a controlling boyfriend, you ripped my heart out of my chest, Andy you abandoned me" I snapped "I tried calling you" he explained "And after a month the guilt left and I was left to fight for my life" "What did you do?" He said sternly "Andy, are you in there?" Chris Andy's dad said from outside "Yeah" he called "Your on soon, so come out" Chris told him Andy looked at me as the door opened "oh Destiny, I didn't know you were in here" he said "i was just asking Andy song advice" I lied "ill see you after your set I have to go to the toilet" I said running out "hey beautiful" Danny said pulling me into a hug "fergi, what's up?" He asked "nothing just old memories" I told him, I seen Andy walk passed and look at Danny hugging me "wanna talk about it?" He asked, even though he is a drink minded horny fuck that everyone thinks only likes woman for sex but he can be so caring and can be so sensitive and supportive "no, go watch black veil brides, I just need time to think to myself" I explained he understood and walked off I walked onto the bus, bus call is still 6 hours away it's only 10, the bus driver had gone where ever and there was some security outside, I shut the bus door. I sat on the sofa and closed my eyes just to keep the tears back, I took a few deep breaths, I decided I need a drink, I got up and went to the kitchen area, I grabbed a shot glass and a bottle of vodka, I took a shot feeling the liquid burn down my throat, I grabbed my secret stash of weed from my bunk that I keep just for emergency, I rolled one up and lit it, I took a puff and it felt amazing,

I had done my weed and God rid of the evidence, I didn't want my bad finding out I'm back to my old ways and my uncle Jinxx knows about everything too, I was an alcoholic, I was addicted to cocaine, I took Pills, I smoked week, I tried suicide multiple different times, I was a really bad self harmer, I was put into rehabilitation and was recovered but this is the first time I have smoked weed in a long time, I can control my drinking that wasn't the bag problem. I was then pulled out of my thoughts "look, snow white, I'm sorry" Andy said "where's my band?" I asked rudely "they are away to the bar, now listen and don't change the subject" he sat next to me, I nodded and listened "I'm so sorry for everything, I didn't know what you went through but I never intended on it to happen to you, I didn't mean to do the shit I did took you, I love you okay, I would never intentionally hurt you" he explained then his lips came to mines, I kissed him back, we both got up and made out, I walked backwards and Andy walked forward still not pulling away, we got to the back lounge and our clothes slowly come off and soon we were on top of each other, "do you want this?" Andy questioned I nodded, I felt him enter me, I felt the sharp pain going through my body, I'm 25 and only just broke my virginity when there's 25 year olds having their first child, "are you okay?" He asked brushing the hair out of my face "yeah, it's just my first time and I don't think" I admitted, he nodded and went slow, it started turning into joy and we started going faster, is hands on my hips and my hands on the back of his neck as we kissed, Andy still thrusting in and out "Star?" I heard Danny's voice call, me and Andy looked at each other, we got up and grabbed our clothes as quickly as we could, I grabbed my baby wipes from my draw and wiped the place, I gave and one to wipe his sweaty face and I wiped my runny makeup off, we sat down acting normal just as Danny came in "aw, hey andy, Star I just came to check on you" he said, I'm sure he can sense something it's Danny for crying out loud, he's probably done this countless times "aww, thank you, I feel better now thanks to you".I said feeling sore down stairs "good to see I could help, do you two want to go to the bar?" He asked "I need to do my make up" I told him, I got up to the bathroom still feeling sore, I just broke my virginity with my first love.

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