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No One Can Tell You Who You Are (Completed)

Crying Like Never Before

Dylan's POV


I was crying, just crying, Ashley has been trying to comfort me but it wasn't really helping.

I was crying because my best friend is gonna have surgery soon,
I was crying because every time I would eat something I would throw it all up,
I was crying because my body is aching for pain,
I was crying because I've been crying for the past 2 days.
I was crying like never before.

I refused to go downstairs and make any social contact with anybody unless it was Ashley,
I refused to talk to anybody, even Ashley.
The only time I would get off my bed was when I would have to go to the bathroom, or to shower.

Right now Ashley came in with a plate with 3 slices of pizza,
"If you want anymore just ask ok?"
I just nodded in response and took a little bite of the pizza, I instantly felt sick to my stomach, but ignored it, I didn't want Ash to feel sorry for me, I mean he was already doing so much.

After about 5, or 6 bites if the pizza, I felt it all come back up, I rushed into the bathroom and threw up all the pizza, Ashley was holding back my hair, and rubbing my back.

After I finished puking out my guts I brushed my teeth and changed my PJ's because they smelt of puke.

I put on black sweat pants, Grey V-Neck, black socks, and my nerd glasses to go with it.

"Dylan, maybe we should go to the Doctor?" Ash asked, I bit my lip and nodded, I put on a black hoodie and simple lack low cut converse and for the first time in 2 days, I stepped outside my Room, it felt... Good?

Ashley helped me to his car since I was struggling to do so, and since I was so much shorter than him, it wasn't a problem.

*At docs*

Dr. Williams came in with a slight disappointed face, since I knew it was going to be bad news, I preferred to be alone.
"Ash can I-?" I spoke for the first time in a while, my voice was all raspy and all but I didn't care,
he smiled and left the room,

"I'm sorry for you to hear but you have-"

Notes

Clifhangeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

~How wonderful it is that nobody
need wait a single moment
before starting to improve the world. ~Anne Frank

Comments

@Tyler 7-4-98 i miss you honey xoxo jessica

@Tyler 7-4-98
I'm sorry love!!! It was just a sudden urge to write it and then it felt rude to kill Chas of so it turned into a dream

Fallen 8-4-14 Fallen 8-4-14
6/17/15

So I just read this at 12:40 and I'm crying my ass of




@Fallen 8-4-14

Tyler 7-4-98 Tyler 7-4-98
6/17/15

@Fallen 8-4-14
Always there for you bud...
<3 ily

Tyler 7-4-11 Tyler 7-4-11
5/7/15

welp.... there goes my happy mood love you @Tyler 7-4-11

Fallen 8-4-14 Fallen 8-4-14
5/6/15