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No One Can Tell You Who You Are (Completed)

i can't believe i still want you

Chastidy's POV

it was the day after christmas which means its Andy's birthday, Jinxx has been staying with us and i keep getting puppy dog eyes thrown at me when ever he's around. BLEGH! Christian has decided to go on a trip around town with the guys & miss Dylan, so that left me home alone... or so i thought... i walked down the stairs with I miss you by blink 182 blaring through my headphones. i saw someone out of the corner i=of my eye and dropped the glasses i was unloading from the dishwasher.
"YOU'RE SUPOSED TO BE WITH THE OTHER GUYS!" i yelled at Jinxx.
"Oh god, sorry! so sorry! you're bleeding, come on, lets go get you cleaned up. he went to pick me up and i pushed him away, grabbing paper towels and started walking away when i felt a hand on my arm pull me back.
"Let me help you!" he yelled
"NO! DON'T YOU SEE I'M STILL SCARED OF YOU?! just let me go-" I felt a sharp pain on my face that threw my head sideways. i looked back at him with wide eyes, but he looked just as shocked as i did. i turned and ran up the stairs into the bathroom and locked the door. i instantly called CC.
"Hey babe!" i sobbed a little. "BABE?! whats wrong?!" i heard everyone in the background yelling.
"i-i can't anymore-"i heard the phone go dead and my FaceTime alert going off, it was CC. i answered with my thumb covering the camera.
"What happened, let me see your face."
"No..." i said sniffling.
"CHASTIDY MAE-LEIGH JOY!" i heard Dylan yell. i closed my eyes and uncovered the camera, all of them gasped, i still had my eyes closed, i didn't want to know what it looked like.
"Open your eyes love..." cc said and i slowly revealed my silvery blue eyes, i couldn't see out of my right eye, everything was still blurry and it hurt. i saw what the problem was, my cornea had a tear in it.
"Don't leave the bathroom, we're 5 minutes away."
5 minutes later i heard yelling and footsteps coming up the stairs, it felt like Déjà vu. i heard Christians voice.
"honey its me, will you open the door?" i took a step forward and flung the door open, i saw everyone in the hallway.
"there are only 2 people i want to talk to right now... Dyl and CC. happy birthday andy, and Jinxx," i said turning to look at him "you've been forgiven..." Dylan looked pissed and i knew she was going to hurt him, but i was hoping that she would just take a chill pill and let this one slide...

Notes

sorry i haven't updated in forever guys! my life changed a little yesterday (4-16-15) my best guy friend asked me to be his girlfriend and i'm over joyed!

songs of the week:
i miss you- blink 182
Seasons- Future islands
i don't want to be in love- good charlotte (but ironically i am in love)

Comments

@Tyler 7-4-98 i miss you honey xoxo jessica

@Tyler 7-4-98
I'm sorry love!!! It was just a sudden urge to write it and then it felt rude to kill Chas of so it turned into a dream

Fallen 8-4-14 Fallen 8-4-14
6/17/15

So I just read this at 12:40 and I'm crying my ass of




@Fallen 8-4-14

Tyler 7-4-98 Tyler 7-4-98
6/17/15

@Fallen 8-4-14
Always there for you bud...
<3 ily

Tyler 7-4-11 Tyler 7-4-11
5/7/15

welp.... there goes my happy mood love you @Tyler 7-4-11

Fallen 8-4-14 Fallen 8-4-14
5/6/15