No One Can Tell You Who You Are (Completed)

Chastidy's POV

3 weeks later

dylan has been awesome! she never left my side the whole time i was in the hospital. CC has a crush on me i think... you know that emoji with the heart eyes... yeah they modeled that after him. the day the doctor told me i could go home was the best day... CC was carrying me down to the car when i fell asleep. he was so sweet, he even let me sleep on him the whole way home. we we pulled in i heard a door open and close. my eyes shot open and i looked up to see CC sleeping. I put my hand on his face and his eyes slowly opened.
"Hey." he said
"I'm sorry-" he cut me off.
"No! you're the best teddy bear ever!" he said brushing the hair out of my face.
"We should head inside." i said scooting off his lap, but his hands stopped me.
"No, i want to carry you." he said. we went inside and i saw Dylan crying.
"Dyl-pickle whats wrong." i rolled out of CC's grasp
"Jinnxx le-eft. a-and Sammi Co-omitted Suicide." she handed me and envelope. i took it and ran upstairs & and closed the door, not bothering to lock it.

[Jinxx's Note]


Chastidy. i'll hate you for the rest of my life. the night you were put into the hospital i was supposed to propose to sammi. she was the love of my life. I'm taking a break from the band, i will return and if you're still here i'll make you pay for what you did. the love of my life killed herself! i'll never forgive you!
all the hate in the world,
JINXX.

[end of note]

my heart broke. i didn't need any more of this. i pulled a blade put of one of Dylans hiding places, she wasn't very secretive. but i had been taking them one by one so that she couldn't hurt herself anymore... after i was gone. i had placed the blade on my vein. i knew it would kill me, like it almost kiled Dylan when we were kids.

{flashback.}

"Dyl, i'm here for you." i screamed. "Go away Chastidy. i'm done." it was pouring down rain and we were both soaked. i slowly edged forward and launched myself pinning her arms down so that i could get the blade out of her hand. she gave up and we went hom.

{end of flashback}

i started to put pressure on when the door flung open to show CC and a shocked Dylan. a few seconds passed and she took action. she had pinned me down and i started screaming.
"NO DYLANYOU DON"T UNDER-" she yelled over me. "CC GET THE BLADE!!!"
"NO!" cc raced over and pulled the blade away and threw it across the room. "THIS HURTS ME CHAS!" dylan yelled. He pushed Dylan off of me and i lunged for the blade. before i got to it he pulled me back by the waist and hugged me to him. he whispered in my ear
" not my teddy bear, i would die with out it." and i wept.

Notes

Sorry guys. depressing i know.

-Fallen 8-4-14
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