Run Away Before It's Too Late

Hey guys. I don't know if I'm going to continue this story or not. I just feel like complete and utter shit right now. My mother found out I was cutting again and flipped a fucking switch....not a good sight to see...or experience. She treats me worse than she ever has before, (I never thought it was possible but apparently it is), and makes fun of me more. She's also been hitting me a lot more lately. I really just want to end it right now. It's gotten so bad that not even any of Johnnie's, Damon's, Jason's, etc. videos can help. I've already tried committing suicide twice and I just can't take this anymore. I'm probably going to end up back in the hospital because the counselor at school reported it. Fucking bitch made me feel like a pathetic, worthless waste of flesh and then has the nerve to say she's only trying to help me? Fuck it. I'm ust so depressed and upset right now... I'm sorry guys..

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