The Rock Star Dream

I woke up to the sun shining in my window and stretched. It was a beautiful califonian day. Cali girl swag! I got up and got ready for the day. After getting dressed I took my yoga mat out and started doing some sun salutations. I was thinking of doing some butt toning yoga poses and workouts. Get ready for the up coming date I have with Ash. I heard Jade waking up in the next room but tuned her out I needed to focus and breathe...

In the middle of butt toning a loud banging broke my concentration. I sighed and went t open my door. I blinked and stepped back. Ashley came barging into my room. "Um, hello!" I said in total shock. "Hey so I know I said I'd let you get settled before I asked you out but I wanna take you out tonight. Where would you like to go?" he said in a rush. I took my hair out of it's pony and let it fall in waves around my face. I still needed to straighen it. "Tonight I cant," I started but didn't get a chance to finish "Oh you have another date. It's okay I get it." he rambled heading out my door. I watched him in astonishment. What just happened? "Wait! I called. He looked at me and waited for an answer. "I have a job tonight but I'll be free for lunch tomorrow otherwise I good for nights next week." I told him. He walked back over to me. "Oh okay. I'm sorry I was realy nervous I've never really dated anyone. Where do you work that you do nights?" he asked. "I'm a model." I answered.

He had followed me back into my room and sat on my bed while I contnued my workout. I was in no way self conscience about my body so his carnal glaces didn't bother me. We talked about everything and nothing while he sat with me.

When he left it was weird like their was a void. It was like when he was here I felt whole but now that he's gone just a few houses down the block that my life fell apart and I am in ruins. It doesn't make sense. I don't understand this feeling. I've never had it before.

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