With the tour coming up the guys and I have been having band practice every day and once a week we've been hitting the studio so we can put out an EP before we hit the road. Andy and BVB have been helping alot with promoting our band and even though we are only opening for the openers on tour I am so excited to finally be living my dream. Its been a good week now that most of the drama is cleared up. May and Ash havent broken up but are still not talking. Andy and Ash and Andy and Juliet made up which is good at least. Im a little concerned about May but I know she'll pull through it. Going through my routine im ready for my very last day as a photographer. I pull out my guitar and strum a few chords humming along. This song is about my photography and my view of the world. Most people take whats in front of them just accept it as reality but i like to look at it and wonder what someone elses reality is. For instance, you may see a woman crying and think she sad but i think she could be happy or devastated or just a bunch of little things lately that added up to this breaking point. I think ill name the song "Never judge a book by its cover"

its time to leave, Mays already gone to the studio to get ready with the other models. I take one look around the house before i go. I wonder if itll look the same when i get home...

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Today im recording with BVB. Andy has me on one of his tracks for their new album which drops the day before we tour. Im so excited. I almost skip into the studio. A huge grin appears on my face when i see my big brother. Andy holds his arms out wide for me. I run and jump into his arms and he spins me around. "Hey, little B. Last day of touch ups for our song. Im really excited for it." He says with a big smile. The kind of smile that krinkles your eyes. "Me too. I can not wait to hear it when its done." I bounce a little as a say this trying not to full out fan girl. The band is meeting after this session to work on our EP.
Hey, J. Can we get coffee after our session?
Hey, M. Surely. Im heading in with Andy now TML.

Matt and I have been growing closer for weeks and i want it to go somewhere but im afraid itll mess up our band dynamic. Maybe i'll stick to dating outside of the band. Especially now, theres just too much riding on this. Coffees okay though, right? I hope he doesnt think its a date.

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