All I Can See Are These Flames Around Me

It amazed me how much self control I exercised as I waited until morning to call Andy. I don't think he understood a single word I sobbed into my phone when he picked up, but that didn't seem to matter. He must have gotten some of what I was trying to get across to him because here I was standing at his front door, body trembling with a tear stained face.

Andy answered the door almost the second I knocked, so I wasn't cowering in the hall for very long. Causing a scene in the hallway of his apartment building probably wouldn't have been a good thing. The second he opened the door I latched onto him and cried into his chest.

Clearly not sure what to do Andy held me and lead me into the house. Peeking up from his chest I saw that CC, Jake, and Ashley all watching me with confused expressions from their seats in various places in the living room. The sight of Ashley only made me sob harder into Andy's chest. Not only is Andrew going to kill me when he find outs, but now so is Ashley. They'll probably team up and make my life a fucking living hell together.

Awesome. Just fucking awesome.

“Sweetie, is everything okay?” Not wanting the guys to hear our conversation, I was lead into Andy's bedroom.

Shaking my head no I hid my face in his chest. “N-no.”

“Nick, what’s wrong?” He sounds so worried.

God, he's going to hate me so much. I almost don't want to tell him.

“You’re going to hate me so much.”

“I could never hate you, and you know that.”

“Don’t be so sure, your feelings could change.” I pulled myself out of Andy's arms and held myself tightly. I just know he's going to hate me. Fuck, I would hate me if I were him.

“What do you mean? What happened?” He sounded a little nervous, like he really didn't want to know the information I had for him.

“I have really bad news...” Biting my lip I hoped he wouldn’t freak the fuck out on me.

“It can’t be as bad as you’re making it out to be.” In an attempt to sound like his normal self, Andy laughed a little. But it just sounded uncomfortable and forced.

Breathing deeply I held myself tighter. "Andy, I’m a late.”

“You’re late what do you mean?” It was clear with his response that Andy had no idea what I was talking about.

“You’re making this so much harder on me Andrew...” Closing my eyes I hoped that he would think back to seventh grade sex education class that we all had to sit through.

“Nick, what are you talking about? I don’t understand what are you late for?”

“Andy, I’m late meaning I’m pregnant.”

The smile that had graced Andy's face fell as my words registered with him. I knew this was going to kill him. He had stopped breathing for a moment and his eyes filled with pain.

“Who’s is it?” We both know who the father is. He just doesn't want to say it out loud.

Yet another sob ripped through my chest. My head hurt from having cried so much. Swallowing hard I couldn't look at him as I spoke. "It's Ashley's."

“Nick...”

It hurt me more than I thought it would to see the tears that ran down Andy's cheeks. But what will hurt more it what happens next. When he tells me he wants nothing to do with me anymore and that he hates me, that is what is going to break me.

But Andy didn’t tell me he hated me. He didn't tell me he wanted nothing more to do with me. Instead of pushing me away our lips crashed together. Roughly Andy pushed me down onto the bed while deepening the kiss. This really wasn’t what I had expected to have happen…

“Nikki…” Andy whispered breaking the kiss.

“Andy I’m so sorry.” I began to babble, tears still falling from my eyes.

“It’s not you’re fault. It’s his.”

His voice was hard and dead. Standing Andy stalked towards the door. He ripped it open with a tremendous amount of force before he left me sitting on the bed still in shock. How is it possible that he isn't mad at me? I don't understand how he doesn't hate me.

In the other room I could hear the sound of people yelling. Hell was about to brake loose in Andy's living room. I quickly removed the tears from my face and ran out of the room only to find Jake holding Andy back while CC was doing the same to Ashley.

Great. Now look what I've done.

Thank you Ashley you non-condom wearing prick.

“What the fuck is your problem, Biersack?!” Ashley growled looking back and forth between Andy and I with a disgusted look on is face .

“You fucking asshole!” Andy trashed about trying to get loose from Jake's grip to beat the shit out of Ashley.

Jake shot me a worried looking begging me to tell him what was wrong. I ran up beside him ready to tell him but CC spoke before I could.

“No there’s no need for that kind of language when we have a lady in the room.” CC was trying to defuse the situation with humor, but it didn't work like he had hoped it would.

“Shut the fuck up Christian. Andy what the fuck is wrong with you?! Why do you hate me?” Ashley shot me a glare I guess he already had some idea that this all has to do with me.

“You fucking got Nikki pregnant, you self centered asshole.”

Andy's words echoed through the room. Everyone was silent and all eyes fell to me.

Notes

Aww hell...
Shit just got real!
What do you guys think is going to happen next??

Thank you rebel 2204 for the comment!