All I Can See Are These Flames Around Me

When you're supposed to be out having a girls night with your best friends, you're normally not allowed to run off and have sex then be raped by a rockstar. And you're really not allowed to hangout with a different rockstar for the rest of the night rather than your friends. Which explains why Katie and Brittany aren't exactly impressed with me at the moment. They would be even less impressed when they found out that Andy and I were now friends and were planning to go on a date when the tour came to an end.

My bad...

As I pulled into their apartment complex I sighed over dramatically, signaling to them that I was fed up with their silent treatment.

“Are you two ever going to stop hating me? Or am I officially on both of your shit list?" From the backseat Britt groaned. Apparently she had almost been asleep.

“We don’t hate you, we’re just pissed that you never told us where you were. We were worried sick Nikki!” Wonderful, Brittany is using her mom voice on me again. Just wonderful.

“I'm sorry, to be honest the last thing on my mind was letting you know where I was.” I hoped that by hanging my head in shame that would get me out of the dog house a little bit faster.

“Well next time think before you fuck!” Kate cried.

Rolling my eyes I debated on weather I should tell them about the second time Ashley and I did the dirty. “I’ll try harder next time, mom.”

“Thank you.” smiling Kate unbuckled the seat belt and opened the car door.

“Anytime. Goodnight, darlings.” The two mumbled goodbyes just before they slammed their doors.

Just to make sure they got across the parking lot safely I sat and watched them walk towards their building hand in hand. Goddamn, my friends are such a cute little couple.

The late night traffic didn't end up being nearly as bad as I had expected it to be. For a Friday night in LA it was little bit surprising how early I got home. Walking through the front door of my apartment my mind raced with thoughts of Andy, Ashley, Kate, Brit, and everything else in the realm of my life. In my pocket I felt my phone vibrate. I quickly snatched the phone from my pocket and opened the text from Andy.

Hey...it’s Andy(:

Seeing his name on my phone screen made this stupid smile appear on my face. Laughing at myself I quickly tapped out a reply.

Good evening Andrew! What in heavens are you still doing up?

I could ask you the same little miss. I am two years older than you are :P as for what I’m doing I’m sitting in a hotel room board out of my fucking mind.

Aww poor wittle Andy! Go cause hell in the lobby, that’s always fun.

Setting my phone on the coffee table I thought about taking a shower. I mean I do smell like sex and a rock concert, a shower might do me good. Walking into the bathroom I turned on the shower and began to strip out of my jeans. My clothes nearly stuck to my body from all the sweat that had covered my body earlier. Tossing my dirty clothing into the basket near the bathroom door I heard my phone vibrate on the coffee table. With just my panties on I went out in search of my phone.

I already tried that, Jon got mad at me :/

That sucks, what about TV anything good on?

There’s nothing on TV! Fuck I’m sooo board.

Read a book or something? Knit a sweater? Learn Finnish?

Tapping out a text to Andy I made my way back to the bathroom. I set my phone on the sink counter so I could run a hairbrush through the mess I once called hair. My phone buzzed as I worked the brush through a small knot. I ignored it though, because let's be serious here, hair is much more important than a text.

Still ignoring my phone I tested the water, displeased with the warmth of it I tossed my brush into the basket of hair care products next to my pile of makeup. Fuck a duck, I need to reply back to Andrew.

Read? Pffttt… no thanks mom. Finnish sounds promising though.

Hey! Books are great so shut your mouth, boy! Do it. Learn Finnish, I dare you.

Sure, sure I still say books blow but whatever. I will learn fluent Finnish by the time I see you in a few weeks and fucking blow your mind. Watch me.

Whatever you say Biersack. Taking a shower. Be back in a second.

Dropping my phone next to the sink I pulled off my panties and jumped into the shower. I moaned softly as the tension slowly left my body, wetting my hair I scrubbed a handful of shampoo and conditioner in my hair and rinsed it out. Closing my eyes I almost fell asleep, that’s probably a sign that I should go to bed. Turning off the water I got out and began toweling off only to find I had a message from Andy.

Oh well I see how it is, showering is more important than your new best friend. I get it.

Rolling my eyes I wrapped my towel around my body and walked into my bed room in search of clothing.

Yes Andrew, that is how it is. I’m cheating on you with the shower. I’m sorry you had to find out this way

I knew it! I feel so used! How could you?!

I don’t know it just happened we needed each other. I’m sorry!

I don’t know if I could ever take you back… you know what? Yeah I could.

Good you better take me back! I’d miss you too much!

I’d miss you too. My prison guard is making me go to bed. I’ll talk to you in the morning.

Tell your jailer I said hi! Talk to you then. Goodnight <3

Jake said hi and good night to you as well <3

My phone went straight on silent and was plugged into its charger. Crawling into bed I sighed in content as I wrapped myself up in my many blankets. I had thought I would lay awake replaying the events of the evening over and over in my mind, but instead the second I was comfortable I was out. Not that I was complaining.

Notes

Well... I lied.
I can't fall asleep so it looks like I'm just going to continue to post updates.
I'm on a roll or something haha

Hope you guys like where the story is going.
I promise things are going to get way better soon!
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