Destiny

When I wake up I'm laying on the couch next to Andy. "Oh no." I say and sit up. He looks at me "What?" he asks. "We didn't..." I say while making a hand gesture. He laughs. "No no no, we're both still clothed, aren't we?" he says. "Then what happened?" I ask. He shrugs. "So. Nothing to worry about then?" I ask. "Why would we worry anyway?" he say. "What do you mean, why would we worry, what would happen if we had sex?" I say, feeling kind of angry. "Would it really matter anyway?" He says. "Of course it would matter. I can't have sex with you, Andy." I say, almost yelling. "Sex doesn't mean anything." He says. "I have to go." I say. I stand up and walk out the door and get in my car. "Why would we worry" is all that rings in my head. "Does that mean he wants to have sex with me?" I ask myself. "Of course not." I say out loud. "But if we did have sex, it wouldn't mean anything?" I ask.

When I get home I have one text from Andy it says "Noah, please, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. I know you don't want to. I wasn't forcing you to do anything. I just don't want to loose you. Not like this." I put my phone down and sit on my couch and hug my pillow. Then I decide to pick up my phone and send him a text that says "Come over." and then I give him my adress.

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