You Again

I get up and open the door to see Scout. What the fuck?

"Oh Belle, I wasn't expecting you here." She says with a smirk.

"Why are you here?" I ask, irritated.

"Andy called me, he said you two broke up and that he wanted to get a drink with me." She says.

"You're fucking lying."

"But I'm not. Look, when he gets back can you get him to call me to clear this up?"

"Anything to get you to leave." She giggles before I shut the door in her face.

Could she be telling the truth? Andy has cheated on me before. Oh my god, what was I thinking? Maybe getting back with Andy is my biggest mistake. But maybe she's lying. What if she just came to mess with me? It seems like a pretty big gesture though. I don't know what to think about this all. She scrambled up my head and I can't think clearly. I need to do something to get this off my mind, but what? I'll think of something after I get dressed.

I change into my Doctor Who tanktop, my black ripped skinny jeans, and my dark blue converse. I brush my hair and put on some eyeliner. Okay I'm ready to go, back where? I don't want to see Andy, he needs to be completely off my mind right now. Yeah I have no where to go, I'll just take a walk with a bottle of vodka. I grab a bottle and exit the bus.

What if he was planning on cheating on me? I take my first large gulp of the bottle. Then that means I got back with him for nothing. All of these last few months would be wasted love. I would look like a complete fool, an embarrassment for anyone who knows about it.

But Scout could be playing me. I take another big gulp. Well if she is, she's doing a great job. She knows me very well, she knows about my anxiety disorder. She could be drowning me in my thoughts right now either accidentally or intentionally. Either way, both is in her favour.

I drink about half the bottle and none of this is helping calm my nerves. I'm walking through the tour buses, unsure of where to go, I don't even remember where the BVB bus is. One of the bus's doors open revealing the lead singer of that band I saw today. I think it was All Time Low.

"Hey, beautiful night isn't it?" He asks and I give a nod. He looks down at the bottle in my hands. "Did you drink half the bottle?" I nod again. "Are you going to speak?" He asks with a chuckle.

"Might." I say, my voice is weak and I feel as if everything's getting a bit slower.

"My name's Alex, and you are?"

"Belle." A tear falls down my cheek and I begin to break down. This must be so embarrassing.

"Belle what's wrong?" He asks rubbing my back soothingly.

"I think my fiancé's cheating because this girl came over but then again she could be messing with me because she's jealous. I really don't know what to think anymore. The worst part is my anxiety disorder that's letting her drown me in my thoughts." I slur in a muffle of sobs.

"Breathe. Remember, it's just chemicals."

I drop the bottle accidentally and the glass shatters into millions of pieces. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be, it was an accident. Who's your fiancé?"

"Andy Biersack of Black Veil Brides."

"So you're the famous Belle everyone's tweeting about. Okay time to get you to bed." He picks me up bridal style and carries me back to the BVB bus, which wasn't that far away.

"Thank you Alex, I love your band by the way." I say as he lays me down on the couch in the BVB bus.

"Thank you, I'll see you around." He says and leaves the bus. I pull the blanket over me and fall asleep almost instantly.






"CC leave my fiancé alone, she's sleeping."

"Come on man, she's asking for someone to pull a prank on her."

"Dude let the girl sleep, she looks all peaceful."

I open my eyes to see CC kneeling next to me with a marker in his hand. My head is killing me and I feel like I'm gonna, oh please no! I puke on CC making the rest of the guys laugh their asses off.

"I'm so sorry CC." I say, my voice still weak. He sighs and gets up. He goes into the bathroom and takes a shower.

"Belle are you okay?" Andy asks.

"Yeah, but that's what I get for drinking that much. And that's what CC gets for trying to draw on me." I say.

"Why were you drinking so much?" He asks as the rest of the guys retreat to their bunks for the night.

"Scout came to the bus. Said that you said we broke up and that you asked her to come for drinks. That's when my anxiety took over and I started drinking to try and calm my nerves. Luckily, Alex of All Time Low was able to calm me down." I say.

"Belle you already know that I have and always will choose you over Scout any day. And remind me to thank Alex in the morning."

"Okay, I think I might go back to sleep."

"And Belle, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you."

"Don't sweat it, I love you babe."

"Forever?"

"Forever."

Notes

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