Can you ever forgive me?

Cassidy pov
My phone vibrated on my bed stand and I reached over to get it. I missed and ended up rolling off of my bed. I landed on my carpet with a thud and I reached up for my phone. I answered it and said "Hello? Who's calling me at 6 in the morning?"
"It's actually 10 but whatever." Said a voice that I gasped at.
"Andy?"
"Yeah, it's me. Why do you sound so surprised? I was wondering if you wanted to hang out at the mall with Abby, Ashley, and me today." My mind went blank and I struggled for an answer.
"Ummm... I-I'd Lo- sure." I said not too eagerly. I wasn't usually shy but when it came to Andy.... I don't know. It was like I was a totally different person.
"Sounds great I can pick you up in half an hour."

"Ok. See you in a little bit." I hung up and made a dreamy sigh. I quickly went down stairs and grabbed a donut. Then I went back up to my room and searched through my closet. There was nothing in my closet that said "mall"! I kicked my wall and searched again. My finger nail caught on the edge of a shirt and I pulled it out. It was a white shirt that said Paris in fancy font. I lost that shirt like 2 years ago. I loved Paris and I want to go there someday. I put on the shirt and put on a pair of tiny pink shorts. Once again, I put on my favorite flip flops. I grabbed my purse and stuffed my money and phone inside. Of course, my makeup was still on from the day before and I just had to add a few touch ups. I waited outside my house on our swing set for Andy. He showed up and my insides fluttered. He had a black hoodie and was wearing sunglasses. As he walked up to me he almost tripped on the green garden hose in the grass. He stumbled but regained his balance. I covered my mouth to keep myself from laughing but once he smiled at me I lost it. I cracked up and fell onto the grass laughing.
"It's not that funny." He said. "Get up, Princess. Aren't you afraid of getting your clothes dirty?" He asked with a grin.
"Me? Afraid of getting dirty.... You obviously don't know me." I said. Of course I was lying. What he doesn't know won't kill him.
" Then we're going to have some fun today." He pulled me to the car and he drove off.
"We just past the mall." I said.
"I know." He replied with a grin. He drove farther and farther away from the mall. I grew nervous by the minute. Then he pulled into a small home in the country. He got out of the car and pulled me with him to the front door.
"What are we doing?" I asked anxiously.
"You'll see. We're having fun. And it's going to get dirty." Then a nasty thought hit me. Was he going to.... An elderly lady opened the door and Andy gave her money.
"Go right ahead, Andy. You two have fun." She said with a smile. The lady shut the door and Andy pulled me around the house.

"Andy, What are we doing?"

"Nothing bad." I wiped the sweat off my head and I saw several horses in a pasture.
"Oh no..." I started. I hated horses. The thought of riding one made me want to puke. Imagine falling off and getting dirty. I shivered and looked at Andy.
"Let's go, princess."
"I'm not a princess." I replied.
"Why did you go "oh no" then? Afraid of getting dirty?" He teased.
"Not one bit." I said. I forced a smile. "I'm just worried about you."
"Sure. I didn't think you'd be the one to ride horses."
"Then you don't know me." I replied while pulling him towards the barn full of saddles. Yes, he didn't know me one bit. He laughed and I picked out a pretty orange saddle. He got a simple black one and the elderly lady came back out.
"Know how to ride?" She asked us.
"Yep." We responded at the same time. We both looked at each other in surprise and laughed. I rode a horse when I was 5 and 6. As I said before, I hated it and I still hate them. We saddled our horses and he helped me onto mine. The horse i chose was a Dutch Warmblood. He picked a Irish sport horse. They were both beautiful. I lead my horse into a slow trot and Andy was behind me.
"Ms, your horse's name is Rosie." She said while smiling. I nodded and patted Rosie on the head. "And Mr, your horse is Cherry." Andy smiled at her and spoke into Cherry's ear. Then I lead my horse into a gallop. The wind blew my hair back and I forced a smile to show Andy I was having fun. Honestly, I wasn't. My horse was too dirty. She went into every mud puddle she could find. I laughed every time she did it. But it was forced.
"Hey Cassidy." Andy and Cherry were galloping beside me. "Want to race?"
"Yeah!" I cried. " But only around the dirt path 2 times." I added. He nodded and we went to a flag on the track. I counted down from three and after 1 our horses fled like a rocket. He was a little ahead at first but then I caught up. We were neck and neck all the way through the first time around. Rosie decided that she would play dirty. She ran through the mud puddles on the side and it coated me and Andy, but we kept going. I was trying my hardest to not yell out at my stupid horse. In the end, Andy beat me. I'm pretty sure my horse sensed I hated her because she wouldn't go any faster in the end.
"Nice job, princess." He said while getting off of Cherry. " Didn't think a city girl like you would be able to do something like that." If he was teasing me then I didn't get it.
"I'm not a princess." I fired back while getting off of Rosie. "Didn't I just prove that?" I said while pointing at my muddy outfit. He chuckled and I took of my horse's saddle. The elderly lady came back out and took our horses from us.
"Thank you for the amazing time!" Said Andy. She looked at our clothes with crazy eyes. I smiled at the lady and walked off with Andy. I was mad. I just did all of that to prove I wasn't a princess and he didn't believe me. What else would it take to show Andy that I was like Jessica, the girl not afraid of anything. I stormed off and called Abby. "Where are you going?" I turned around and faced Andy. I was trying to change for him. God, I'd do anything for him.
"Leave me alone." I muttered. I shoved him out of the way and walked to the edge of the road. We were probably 10 minutes out of town.
" What's your problem?" He asked. I jerked my head back and glared at him.
"You."
" What? I took you out here to have fun and you act like this." He shook his head. " Wow. I thought we could spend some time together."
" Andy, you don't understand." I said. I turned away from him and saw a car in the distance. I walked into the road and the car stopped to unlock the doors. "Hurry, drive fast." I whispered. Abby drove off and all that was left was a shocked Andy leaning against his car with a facial expression I couldn't distinguish.
"What happened?" She asked. Now I was almost crying. I was trying to change for him! Did he not see how hard I was trying.
"It's nothing." I said while holding back a tear. Abby left me alone the rest of the way to my house. She dropped me off and I walked into my house. I heard my mom in the kitchen so I hurriedly went up to my room. I flopped down on the bed and let it all out, not caring if I got mud everywhere.
I'm pretty sure Andy's mad at me now. I don't know if we can makeup again or if he'll still want to hang out with me. I can't believe I lied to him.... But then he liked me. He likes girls like Jessica and I can be like Jessica. Just a little lying will get me there. I sighed and Andy's smile popped into my head. The way his hair had been blowing in the wind. His smile when he saw I was "having fun." Today wasn't as bad as I thought it was. I think I might of had fun with those stupid horses. My phone buzzed and it was Ashley.

Notes

I've been trying to update but I've had a lot of homework this past week. I also appreciate the comments, they mean so much to me! Thank you for everything and I hope you enjoy this new chapter.