Can you ever forgive me?

Cassidy's pov
I stretched my feet out on Abby's bed. "How long can I stay here?" I asked.
"As long as you want." She replied understandingly.
"Thanks. I triggered one of my mom's emotions about dad again. Then she threw me out of the house."
"Yikes." She said.
"I know right. Can I see your phone?" I asked. She handed me her phone and I went onto Instagram. I scrolled down the giant list of people she was following until I got to Miley Cyrus. " You follow Miley Cyrus?" I asked.
"What?" I shook my head and continued to search for the person.
"Who's Ashley Purdy?" I asked. She slapped the phone out my hand and shook me back and forth.
"YOU DON'T KNOW WHO ASHLEY PURDY IS? She screamed. She stopped shaking me and I took big breaths.
"That's why I asked." I replied.
"He's in the band Black Veil Brides. I love them."
"They sound nasty." I replied. She slapped me on the leg and I slapped her back. I grabbed her phone that was lying on the floor and continued my search. Finally. @Jessica_Young99. I went onto her profile and looked at her latest post. It was a somewhat decent selfie but I couldn't resist commenting.

You're fugly. Get a life instead of posting nasty selfies all day. - Cas

I hit send and waited for her to reply. I couldn't comment on my own account because Jessica blocked me.

@AbbylovesAshley24
Please stop Cassidy. You're a bully and nobody likes you. Just leave me alone.

Was I ever going to stop? No, I couldn't control myself.
"What did you just do Cassidy?" Asked Abby.
"Nothing." I said with a sigh.
"Give me my phone back." She said with her hand extended. I handed her her phone and she went onto Twitter. "OMG" she screamed. She threw her phone onto the floor and started to dance. "ANDY BIERSACK AND ASHLEY PURDY ARE COMING TO TOWN!" She shouted.
"Yippee." I said.
"I can finally see them. They're coming to town in 1 week!" She continued to dance and pulled me onto my feet.
"Why would those famous people come to Ohio?" I asked in confusion.
"On Twitter Ashley said that him and Andy were coming to see an old friend.They are staying for 1 month! And in that month there are going to be millions of concerts in Ohio." She said while shaking my shoulders.
"I am going to puke if you shake me one more time." I said. She giggled and layed down on the bed with a dreamy sigh. I kinda wanted to meet them but then again not really.
"Come on, Cassidy." Said Abby while pulling my hand. "We have to go Hot Topic shopping if Andy and Ashley are coming to town."
"You mean you have to go shopping."
"It'll be fun." She said with pleading eyes.
"I've never been there before and it sounds like a bunch of emo freaks shop there." I said in a mean tone.
"That was offensive. Try something new." She begged.
"No thanks. I'd rather shop at Forever 21 or Areopostale. You can go. I'm going home." I snapped. I grabbed my bag off of her bed and pushed past her in the doorway. I looked back and saw her tears welling up. She was very emotional. I didn't care. I jumped into my car and drove back to my small house. Home sweet home. Ugh. Just saying that makes me want to puke.
I unlocked the front door and strolled into the kitchen.
"CASSIDY!" Screamed my mother. I plugged my ears and shouted back.
"I'M RIGHT NEXT TO YOU." She turned around and frowned.
"Don't scream like that. I was looking for you. You need to start buying more appropriate clothes." She said while eyeing my croptop and shorty shorts.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because you look like a slut." She said. My mouth dropped and I backed away from her."Go change."
"No. This is what I like to wear. I am not a slut." I said confidently.
"That Abby is a bad influence on you. Get some better friends." She said and stormed off. I ran off to my room and looked in the mirror. Why is everyone trying to change me? Was I not good enough? I slammed my head onto the desk and cried. My knife was to the left of me and I reached for it but it fell to the floor. I sobbed even harder because that was a sign. Today wasn't my day to cut.

Notes

This is the first chapter and I am so excited!