Broken Frames

the band went to go do sound check while Kaycee and Nick made out on the couch. while i cuddled with Joey who was trying to play the nevus game with me.
" having fun ? " i asked him looking up at his pail face
" yes, why are you ? because it would be more fun if you played along."
" okay, what the hell do i have to lose ..."
" well..... "
" don't even " he held his hands up in defeat. As I ran my hand up his leg up his tummy to his neck as i leaned in to kiss him, I felt his hands come up my back and over my chest to my neck holding me still as i undid his shirt.
" Rach, babe, not now." he spoke to me gently " believe me i want to, but not right now, okay love."
" okay." i said as my brother came in telling us to get ready which by then Kaycee and nick pulled apart.
" children get ready for the show."
" okay." Joey and Nick went into one bathroom and Kaycee and I went into the other. as the Black Veil Brides got the actual dressing room.
once we finished getting ready we ate some food and headed to the stage the opening band Set It Off was finishing getting there equipment off the stage and getting Black Veil Brides equipment ready and set up for there performance my brother gave me a hug before going out on stage and the crowd went crazy. like holy shit, i remember when my brother brought me on stage when he played shows in Ohio and would bring me out and id sing my favorite song off the album wit him and we'd dance around the stage together and act like nobody was around, but it changed when i got into middle school and i started to cut because i was different and i didn't like country music, i was different and it was like hell every god dam day, i was beaten by the football team and basket ball team as well . and the worst day but the day Andy problem saved my life from mark and his friends Devin, zack, and Seth all teamed up and beat me up after school that day when Andy surprised me to pick me up, and he saw what was happening and realized it was me he saved me and took me home luckily my mom and dad wernt home so he cleaned me up and made sure i was okay. i was snapped back to reality when Kaycee said
" hey child, were going on stage you coming ??? "
" yeah, sorry spaced out for a minute." i replayed back taking the mic from her as all of us walked out on stage.
" alright you motherfuckers, who remembers Kaycee Coma, Nick Purdy, and my little sister Rachel Beirsack, and we have a someone else with us my baby sisters boyfriend Joey black. "
the crowd we crazy i can remember this loud noise used to scare me so much but ive gotten used to it. then In The End started playing and we started to sing along with the band

" In the end, as we fade into the night (Whoa!)
Who will tell the story of your life?
In the end, as my soul's laid to rest
What is left of my body?
Or am I just a shell?
I have fought
And with flesh and blood, I commanded an army
Through it all
I have given my heart for a moment of glory
In the end, as you fade into the night (Whoa!)
Who will tell the story of your life? (Whoa!)
And who will remember your last goodbye? (Whoa!)
'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid!
I'm not afraid to die!
Born a saint
Though, with every sin I still wanna be holy
I will live, again
Who we are isn't how we live
We are more than our bodies
If I fall, I will rise back up and relive my glory
In the end, as we fade into the night (Whoa!)
Who will tell the story of your life? (Whoa!)
And who will remember your last goodbye? (Whoa!)
'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die
In the end, as you fade into the night (Whoa!)
Who will tell the story of your life? (Whoa!)
And who will remember your last goodbye? (Whoa!)
'Cause it's the end, and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die
Who will remember this last goodbye? (Whoa!)
'Cause it's the end, and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid!
I'm not afraid to die!
Not afraid!
I'm not afraid to die! "

we finshed as bvb let the stage i said
" now we Kaycee, Nick, Joey, and I are a band called Blood On Our Hands and we are going to do a cover of war child by Hollywood Undead
once we finshed we left to be greated by bvb back stage they had to go to a small meet and great while we went to the bus and that night the best thing ever happend to me .

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