Broken Frames
Is my life over or is it just begging
I couldn't breath i cold feel a panic attack starting while the thoughts of me having a baby, me and Joey being parents and Andy being an uncil and,the thought of Andy's reaction would he be happy or upset or pissed would he kill me? I know he'd kill Joey. i quickly went to get water from the mini frig, i downed the whole bottle then went to Kaycee's bag i knew she would have a test, cents she was active, i had to pee so i took the test with me she wouldn't mind i took the test and waited 5 minutes i grabbed the test from the bathroom and found Joseph sttiing on our bunk he looked at me with is deep blue eyes
" ready " he asked i knew he was scared i could hear it in his voice
" yeah, i mean id rather know now then wait 3 months to see if my tummy gets bigger." he just looked at me with the look of just flip over the dam test look, i took a beep breath and turned it over i sighed all fear left me i wasn't pregnant it was a relief i watched Joey sigh and color return to his face. i through out the test in the trash and went to bed
************** next morning***********************
i got dressed
Rachel - http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=171083790
i was feeling a little gothic today i dont know why though just did, i was really excited for today we got to open for BVB today although i was sad because today was the last day of tour, but its okay im gonna make this the best ending concert warped has ever seen.
Notes
sorry its a short chapter i had writers block so imma thinking of what gonna happen ill eather post it tonight or tomarrow .... love all
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rain
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12/27/15