Can a shattered heart become whole again???
I hate the winter time!
Cats Pov:
"sure I guess."
"can we talk outside?"
i look outside and it looks like a okay night so I shake my head and follow him out side. We get outside and it was a beautiful night the stars were out and when I looked over in Ashley's direction you could tell he was thinking the same thing.
" Can we walk?"
i shack my head and I followed beside him down the sidewalk.
we walked in silence for a couple of mins till Ash broke it.
" So you know I love you right?"
i shack my head not lefting my sight from the ground.
" And you know no matter what happens I'll be by your side 100% right?"
i shack my head again.
" Then answer me this one thing why did you run away?"
i shrug my shoulders and noticed by his feet he stopped and that made me look up and see the Ashley Fuckin Prudy with tears in his eyes and his hands in his pockets just staring at me with a hurt look in his eyes. I couldn't help it I ran to him and hugged him and cried in his chest repeating "I'm sorry " over and over he pulled me away from him and kissed me. I couldn't help it I loved him and I saw I hurt the person I loved to the point were he didn't eat, sleep, drink, nothing he looked like a train wreck but I didn't care to me he looked handsome and I wanted.... No I needed to be with him.
"baby I love you so much and I'm sorry I thought you would hate me and I'd ruin everything."
" Oh kitten I could never hate you ever! You are my shinning star in the darkest sky! I love you so much and I missed you so much!"
i was soaking up this moment till this cold wind hit me and I froze up I hate the winter time and I forgot I'm going to be pregnant threw the hole winter so I'm going to be so ugh!!!!
"Ashy boo can we go back and fast I'm freezing right now!"
he shacks his head and walks me back to CCs place.
"sure I guess."
"can we talk outside?"
i look outside and it looks like a okay night so I shake my head and follow him out side. We get outside and it was a beautiful night the stars were out and when I looked over in Ashley's direction you could tell he was thinking the same thing.
" Can we walk?"
i shack my head and I followed beside him down the sidewalk.
we walked in silence for a couple of mins till Ash broke it.
" So you know I love you right?"
i shack my head not lefting my sight from the ground.
" And you know no matter what happens I'll be by your side 100% right?"
i shack my head again.
" Then answer me this one thing why did you run away?"
i shrug my shoulders and noticed by his feet he stopped and that made me look up and see the Ashley Fuckin Prudy with tears in his eyes and his hands in his pockets just staring at me with a hurt look in his eyes. I couldn't help it I ran to him and hugged him and cried in his chest repeating "I'm sorry " over and over he pulled me away from him and kissed me. I couldn't help it I loved him and I saw I hurt the person I loved to the point were he didn't eat, sleep, drink, nothing he looked like a train wreck but I didn't care to me he looked handsome and I wanted.... No I needed to be with him.
"baby I love you so much and I'm sorry I thought you would hate me and I'd ruin everything."
" Oh kitten I could never hate you ever! You are my shinning star in the darkest sky! I love you so much and I missed you so much!"
i was soaking up this moment till this cold wind hit me and I froze up I hate the winter time and I forgot I'm going to be pregnant threw the hole winter so I'm going to be so ugh!!!!
"Ashy boo can we go back and fast I'm freezing right now!"
he shacks his head and walks me back to CCs place.
YAY!!!! OMG that was such a CC thing to do.....
12/29/13