Will I ever love you?

*six months later*
“wake up, we gotta find out what we are having today” Andy screamed excitedly, I got up, laughing at him,
“calm yourself” I said, he helped me out of bed, and I did my best to get ready, getting up, and sitting down was super hard for me, for my petite figure, I was only 5’1” and about 97 lbs.
I got dressed,
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and walked into the living room where Andy was waiting,
“ready to go?” he asked,
“yea” I said, walking out the door,
“im so excited” he said,
“obviously” I said laughing, we pulled into the dr.s office, and I was super excited, but nervous at the same time, pregnancy has gone wrong so many times for me, and even tho I constantly feel the baby kicking, im scared that we are going to go in for a checkup, and they will say that they cant find the heartbeat, or that something is wrong,
“you ok?” Andy said, grabbing my hand as we sat in the waiting room,
“yea” I said, and smiled at him,
“biersack” the nurse said, walking thru the door,
“ok, lets see where we are” she said, as Andy skyped the guys, who were all at ashleys house, so they could see the ultrasound and hear if it was a boy or a girl with us,
“hello?” Ashley said, answering the skype call,
“hey, yall ready?” Andy asked,
“yea” they said, the nurse put the gel on my stomach, and then ran the machine over it, and the ultrasound came up, revealing our baby,
“okay, there’s the head” she said, pointing to the monitor, awes erupting from the phone,
“that’s a hand” she said, pointing once again,
“alright, ready to see what the gender is?” she asked,
“yea” we all said at once, causing her to laugh,
“it’s a girl!” she said, pointing to the monitor, yays erupting from the phone, Andy kissed my cheek, as the nurse wiped the gel off of my stomach,
“bye guys, see you in a little bit” Andy said, ending the skype call,
“congratulations you two, dr.cooke will be in in just a few minutes” the nurse said, leaving the room,
“were gonna have a baby girl” Andy said, grabbing my hand,
“I know, im excited” I said, as the dr. came into the room, he asked a few questions, and then we left,
-
“blaze!” Ashley said hugging me,
“so the little peanut is a girl” alex said, poking at my belly,
“stop it” I said, laughing and swatting his hand away, as my phone started ringing,
“hello?” I answered,
“hey sis, um I need to ask you something?” my brother said,
“yea sure, anything?” I said,
“um, I sorta need a place to live”
“really, you little twat, what did you do?”
“mom stopped giving me money, and I cant afford my half of the rent”
“ok, ill talk to Andy tonight, im kinda busy right now, ill call you in about an hour” I said,
“alright, thanks sis” he said,
“no problem” I said, hanging up the phone,
“who was that?” Andy asked,
“johnnie, mom stopped giving him money and he cant afford his half of the rent, he asked if he could come stay with us, I told him I was busy and would talk to you about it later” I said,
“tell him he is always welcome” Andy said, walking off, Im kind of excited, me and my brother were so close before I got married, I just hope he doesn’t piss Andy off.
-
“bye!” I said waving as we got in the car, I texted johnnie and hes fixing to get on the plane now, he should be here in a few hours,
“you ok?” Andy asked grabbing my hand,
“yea, fine” I sighed,
The rest of the ride home was pretty silent for the mos part,
“im really tired, im gonna take a nap but make sure you wake me up so I can go pick up johnnie” I said, laying down on the couch,
“ok, im going to the room, I need to work on some songs” he said,
-
I woke up, checking the time on my phone,
9:30, great, my brother is probably sitting in the airport hating me right now, I started to call him, while running up the stairs to get Andy, when I heard his phone ring behind me, I turned around and almost knocked him over I was so excited to see him, it has been almost a year, and ive missed him so much,
“easy fatass” he said, putting me on the ground,
“shut up twat” I said, play punching him,
“so, batman?” he asked, holding the movie up,
“you and Andy I swear!” I said, throwing my hands up,
“you and andy what?” Andy said, walking up behind me,
“fucking batman shit” I said,
“BATMAN!” he screamed, snatching the movie out of johnnies hand and quickly putting it in the dvd player, I made popcorn, and scrolled aimlessly thru my phone while the guy’s eyes were glued to the movie
“best movie ever made” Andy said, as the movie ended,
“right!” johnnie relpied, fist bumping Andy,
“losers” I said,
“whats that?” Andy said, hopping closer to me,
“nothing” I said, and he gave johnnie a look, and all of the sudden they were tickling me,
“what was that?” Andy asked again, as they tickled me,
“stop, stop!” I screamed, laughing
“im gonna pee!” I screamed, and they got off,
“I hate you” I said, laughing,
“love you too” johnnie and Andy said in unison,
“so, when is the tiny thing gonna come?” johnnie asked, sitting back on the couch,
“three months” I said rubbing my belly,
“you excited?” he asked,
“very” Andy said smiling,
“well, im gonna go to bed, please don’t destroy the house” I said, walking to the bedroom.

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