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Stitch These Wounds With Me Tonight

My Head Is Full of Splodey Bits

[Jessa's POV]

CC went up to bed and it got quiet again, at least until we heard several thuds and a huge splash.

"What the hell was that?" I asked putting my bottle of water down.

We all went to the back door. Jake and Andy made it there first.

"Fucking hell. CC just jumped from the roof into the poof. Crazy bastard!" Jake laughed.

We opened the door and heard CC rat Andy out.

"Damn it! Why do I always get CC duty?" He asked.

"Because Ash is sneaky about getting CC wasted, you most definitely are not." Ronnie said shaking his head.

CC came in dripping wet and carrying his boots.

"I'm going to get dried off and I'll be back. Call of Duty when I come back down?" CC asked the guys.

"Too much excitement for one day. I'm going to bed and taking Jeremy with me." I told them as I grabbed his hand.

I was feeling the buzz wearing down and a nasty headache coming on. I dug in my bag for the shirt and shorts Jeremy grabbed for me with one hand, and rubbed the back of my neck with the other.

"You okay babe?" Jeremy asked.

"Yeah, just a headache. I'll take something before we lay down."

"Okay. Let me know if it gets worse, I remembered your migraine meds just in case." He said shrugging out of his shirt.

I took some advil and got changed.I grabbed my toiletry bag and went to put on a cleansing mask, before I could Jeremy already had it in his hands.

"Let me help, then you can do me if you want." He said gently applying the mask to my face.

"Hmm... Matt said no sex in his house." I smirked.

"Not what I meant, you've been hanging out with Ashley too long."

I let a slight giggle escape and immediately put my hands on my temples.

"Ouch." I sighed.

"Jessa, please go lay down, I'll make sure to take this goop off if you fall asleep."

"Thank you for taking care of me Jeremy. I love you."

"It's what husbands do. I love you too." He kissed my nose before putting the mask on it.

"Now go lay down. I'm going to find you an ice pack for the back of your neck."

[Jinxx's POV]

"Hey Yanni, I need an ice pack for Jess." I called into the living room as I came down.

"I'll grab her one. What's wrong?" His face just as concerned as mine.

"I think she's getting a migraine. It's got me worried how quick it's coming on."

"Jake? Can you come here?" Matt called out.

Jake came walking into the kitchen, "What's up guys?"

"Jess is getting a migraine really quickly. How often does she get them and how do I stop it?" I spewed.

"Fuck! Ice like you do for yours, get her to take some meds and lay down. Make sure it's dark and quiet, take a few waters and a ginger ale with you. This whole Dylan thing getting this out of hand has her so stressed. She's bottling it up. That combined with us all drinking had to have triggered it."

"Okay, I grabbed her meds. She already took Advil. What else can I do? I feel horrible that she's hurting."

Jake put his hand on my shoulder, "There isn't really anything else you can do. If it gets too bad, we'll try to find a doctor that makes house calls, or rush her to the emergency room."

"Here Jinxx, take this up there. I put some crackers in there for her and some stuff for you too." Yanni said handing me a bag.

"Thanks, I'll text if she needs anything." I said heading back to Jessa.

"Jeremy?" She asked half crying.

"I'm right here. Let me get your meds and wipe your goop off." I said rushing around in the dark room.

I got her the meds and water, then went for a washcloth.

"Hun, close your eyes. I've got to open the blinds a little so I can get this off of you."

"Kay."

I made sure to get the face mask off as fast as I could and close the blinds again. I threw the wet rag back in the bathroom and quickly went back to Jess. I sat on the edge of the bed next to her.

"Can you hold me please?"

"Of course. Scoot over and I'll get in."

As soon as I was in, she wrapped herself across my torso. I held her ice pack in place with one hand and rubbed the other up and down her back gently.

"Let me know what I need to do for you."

"Just hold me." She softly sobbed.

"I feel so helpless when you're like this. I want to take it all away." I whispered kissing her head.

My shirt was quickly absorbing the river of tears she shed. This was only going to make things worse. I need to figure out how to get her to calm down. I don't want to have to take her to the hospital.

I pulled her overonto my chest more,"Focus on my breathing and try to match yours to mine. Breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth."

I felt her cling to me tighter and nod her head. My poor baby.

[Jake's POV]

As soon as Jinxx went to take care of Jessa I started looking up things that might help her. Lavender oil and peppermint oil seem to look like they'll help the best.

"Matt, we need a store run for stuff for J." I called out.

"Write a list, I'll run and grab it."

"Texted it to you, along with the closest store that has it. Here's my card." I held it up as he walked by.

I really hope this stuff works.

Matt was back in no time and I crept up to Jinxx and Jessa's room with the stuff.
I knocked softly and opened the door. I opened the door and looked to the bed and saw it empty. I saw the light on in the bathroom and heard Jess getting sick.

"Jinxx, it's me." I called softly.

"Bubby?" Jess called.

"Yeah J, it's me. I brought some stuff that might help your head more than just the meds."

She went to say something and puked again instead.

"I got some lavender and mint oils, something to settle your stomach, and grape juice. It's all supposed to fix your migraine."

"Thanks." She said wiping her mouth.

"I'll get everything set up and we'll get you back to bed. I brought a fresh ice pack up too."
Jinxx helped her sit on the counter while I cleaned up the mess a bit.

"Can someone help me brush my teeth?"

We got her teeth brushed and Jinxx got her back in bed.

"Try and sleep, you let the rest of us worry." I kissed her head and left the room.

I got back down and plopped down on the couch and CC patted my shoulder,"She'll be alright Jake. We'll be back home tomorrow and things can start to get back to normal."

"I hope so man."

[Jessa's POV]

I woke up around seven thirty, thankfully the stuff Jake got me worked perfectly with my meds. Hopefully we can go back home later. I got up to go to the bathroom and tried not to wake Jeremy up. He doesn't look like he slept well at all. I brushed the hair from his face and crept to the bathroom. When I went back to bed he was face down, sprawled out, and snoring.

"Sweetie, you need to move over. I want back in bed." I tried to shake him a little.
I got nothing.

"Jeremy... move... over." I pushed him harder.

Still nothing, so I plopped down next to him and curled up under his arm. Hopefully I can go back to sleep. As soon as the thought entered my head, his snoring got louder. I crept back out of the bed and decided to go downstairs and figure out breakfast. I hope there is something for pancakes.

As I walked into the living room Jake and Yanni were coming in from working out.

"Nice to see you're alive. Feeling better?" Jake looked hopeful.

"Mmhmm. Just hungry."

"There's a bunch of stuff in there, want anything in particular?" Matt asked.

"Pancakes, always pancakes." Jake answered for me.

"I don't have anything to make regular pancakes, but grab the eggs and bananas and I'll show you a different way to make them."

I followed the guys to the kitchen and grabbed the items in question then met them at the island. Matt grabbed a pan, a few bowls and the trash bin.

He started talking me through what to do. "Okay, so for your pancakes, you use one medium banana and two eggs. Mash the banana and then whisk in the eggs. You can add a splash of vanilla if you want, fruit or nuts go in like you normally would. This version is way better for you than the other way."

I looked at the "Are you sure that's it? It doesn't seem like enough to it."

"You'll like them." He said walking away.

Here goes nothing. I dug out the spatula and got to work. Five minutes later my short stack
was ready to devour after smothering them in peanut butter. I took them into the living room to sit with the guys. After I had completely demolished my breakfast a sleepy Jinxx came in yawning.

"I was wondering where you went." He said kissing my head as he walked by.

"Coffee is still fresh, and your pancakes are in the microwave." I yelled to him.

"You made coffee and extra pancakes and didn't tell us? What kind of little sister are you Jess?" Jake feigned being hurt.

"The best one because she made enough for you two bone heads two, as a thank you for making sure she wasn't hurting. Love you boys." I grinned as they raced back to the kitchen.

After a while Jake and Jeremy came back in as I was watching cartoons.

"You're seriously watching Tiny Toon Adventures?" Jeremy laughed.

"I decided today is cartoons and pajamas day, at least as long as I'm on lockdown and can't work."

"Good thing Yanni and the guys figured out how to get us home later on. Our house is good and has been cleared. We'll be heading out around three thirtyish. Then your slacker ass can get to work." Jake joked.

"You're the slacker big brother. You've not recorded or written in how long?" I quipped and he smiled.

"I don't have equipment here. Your laptop is in the car, slacker."

"I'm not allowed outside butthead." I stuck my tongue out.

Jake got up and walked out of the room. A few seconds later I heard the front door shut and Yanni came in with a cup of coffee.

"Where'd Jake go?" He asked taking a sip.

"Fuck! Did he just go out to get my laptop?" I bolted up from my spot.

[Jake's POV]

I went out to the car to grab Jessa's forgotten laptop bag without a second thought. As soon as I was out by the car I regretted my decision. There was someone I didn't recognize slowly walking down the sidewalk in front of the house. I acted as normally as I could and got her bag out as I tried to figure out how to go back in the house without turning my back on them just in case it was Dylan. If it is, I don't want him trying some crazy shit to get to Jessa.

I closed the door and looked around for the person before I went back in. No one in sight. Guess I'm good. As I made my way back up the path, I heard someone yell to me. I didn't hear what they said, but hear a loud bang before I felt a sharp pain in the back near my left shoulder. I dropped Jessa's bag and felt where it hurt as Yanni came running to me screaming, I pulled my hand away from my chest and it was covered in blood. Fuck! I grabbed the bag and finally started back to the house again.

What seemed like ten minutes, was probably only seconds. Matt was yelling something and sitting me down. Jess was screaming, Jinxx and Andy wouldn't let her see me like this and Riley wasn’t able to calm her down. The other security members were saying something about the cops already looking for the person, and then the paramedics came in. Just in time because I'm really starting to feel everything spin. I laid my head down on something hard and felt the darkness at the edges of my vision take hold of the rest of me.

Notes

I'm baaaaaaack... - Izzie

Comments

@Black Veil Bride

Immature me just giggled bc you said but fuck it. I'm going to be working on this more soon. I promise.

IzzieDeadnow IzzieDeadnow
7/8/18

Ayyyy! This is awesome. I just finished chapter 17 and when she started doing Asshole It took all my self control not to fangirl and start screeching the lyrics. It is 2:30 AM and im so dead for being up this late lol. I have to get up early but fuck it

@Memoirsofanindian
I just posted an update last night. I hope you like it!

IzzieDeadnow IzzieDeadnow
3/7/18

@Memoirsofanindian

I had to take a the last two weeks off to help my sister with her wedding, and plan on getting back to it this week. I hope you're feeling better now!

IzzieDeadnow IzzieDeadnow
2/26/18

@IzzieDeadnow
This is so exciting! I honestly am hooked! I’m sick right now and read this all yesterday! Can’t wait to see what happens next!