My Reality

When I wake up I feel a hand caressing my ass. I open my eyes to see it's Sam's. He must of carried me in here after I fell asleep. I remove his hand from me and get up to check the time. The clock radio reads; 11:12am.

I get up and take a short shower. I put on my Automatic Loveletter Tshirt, red skinny jeans, and my black doc martens. I put my hair in a french braid and decided against makeup. I don't like getting up during the weekend, but I have to for detention with Biersack. I wander who else is going to be there. I just want to get detention over with and go see how my mother is. Then I can ask her if Blake really is my dad.

I eat a bowl of maple loops, which really are maple-licious, and grab my leather jacket. I start walking down to the school and I text Sam.

*I have detention :(*

I put my phone into my pocket and enter the school. I go straight to the library. I sit at a table and look at all the faces. Taylor, Ricky, Katie, Alexis, and a few other teens are here. I sigh and look at Andy torn.

"Alright first thing's first, I paper's being passed around for attendance. Sign it and you won't have anymore problems." Andy says and I take out my notebook.
"Also, Mr Purdy will be in here watching you all, except for Scarlet." I look up at him.
"Scarlet, you'll be coming with me to start on the play." I roll my eyes and put my notebook away. I get up and leave the room with him.

"You still mad at me?" He asks.

"Does a dog chase it's tail?" I ask and he nods.

"I guess I was a little pissed off myself, and I gave you shit for it. It's not your fault at all. Just near the end of lunch, the principal came in and told me he was cancelling Romeo & Juliet."

"Wait, then what are we doing now?"

"You'll see." He grabs my hand as we walk and just holds it till we get to the auditorium. "He said he was cancelling the play so that instead he could put the budget towards a computer lab. But he said he'd put on a talent show to raise money for the play next year."

"And why are you telling me this?" I ask.

"James told me you can play guitar and sing." He says.

"You want me to be in the talent show?" I ask and he nods.

"I'm sure you'll choose the best song for it."

"Question, you said you were in a band when you were in college right?" He nods, "Was Mr Pitts in the band?"

"Yeah he was the lead guitarist."

"Alright, I'm playing one of your songs." I state walking onto the stage.

"That's cute, but how about something else?"

"Nope, I'm going with one of yours." I say and sit over at the piano.

"You can play piano too?" He asks.

"Yes, I'm very talented in all sorts of ways." I begin playing the Black Parade.

"So we have a My Chemical Romance fan in here?"

"Indeed."

"What's your favourite song of theirs?"

"Famous Last Words, you?"

"Helena. I'm gonna go have a smoke, wanna come with?"

"Sure."

I take his hand and we walk out of the building together. He takes out a cigarette and offers me one but I refuse. If he blows the smoke in my face, then I'll except that the dream is coming true and I will kiss Andy. He lights up the cig and takes a long drag. The smoke hits me and I smile.

"Oh sorry-

Before he could say anything more, I kiss him and he kisses back. He pushes me up against the wall, our bodies are so close I can feel the big hard bulge in his pants. We release and smile at each other.

"I thought you had a fiancé?" He asks smugly.

"You have a girlfriend." I state.

"True, I'll be right back." He says. I lean against the wall as he goes back into the school. A few moments later he walks back out with a huge grin.

"What'd you do?" I ask taking his hand again.

"I told Purdy that I was feeling sick. What do you wanna do right now?" He asks.

"I would love to go to lunch, but first I want to go see how my mom's doing." I say and we start walking towards his car.

"What's going on with your mom?"

"She's in the hospital, she accidentally got shot."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be, you didn't shoot her." He drives us down to the hospital. We walk in and I speak to the receptionist.

"Hi I'm looking for my mom, Sandra Kanes." I state.

"Do you have ID?" She asks. I nod and take out my student ID. She stands up. "Her room number is 304." I nod, Andy and I walk down the hall to the elevator. We get to her room and walk in. I rush to her side as her eyes flutter open.

"Mommy." I weep as I grab hold of her arm, she smiles as she sees me.

"Honey I'm glad you came." She says.

"Andy, would you mind waiting outside for me?" I ask and he does. "Mom who's my real dad?"

"What do you mean sweetie?" She asks.

"Don't lie to me."

"His name was Blake."

"So Ricky wasn't lying. Get well soon, I'll see you later." I'm broken hearted. She lied to me all my life, I can't even look her in the eye.

"Honey please don't leave just yet." She begs.

"I'm gonna call aunt Carla, you'll stay with her till you pick yourself back up again. You lied to me and you have to give me time to take the news. Goodbye mother." I say and walk out of the room.

"You okay?" Andy asks.

I kiss him, "A lot better now that I'm with you."

Notes

Q: If you had to date a band member that's not from BVB, who would it be?
Mine is Jack Barakat of All Time Low


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