The year everything changed (An Andy Biersack love story).

Next day

Amie's point of view

I borrow Alex's BVB top and baseball style jumper and some reason he had my shorts that unfortunately showed my scars , socks and I already had my converse high tops on, Alex's dad made us go to school because he has work and he said and I quote "if you want to make it big you gotta make an effort and work hard" of course me and Alex laughed, so we a walking to school which takes a very sort amount of time "Hey, if you were a stripper what would your song be" Alex asked out of the blue
"Closer by Nine Inch nails but the asking Alexandria version" I said straight away before he suggested some BVB song since I "have a mega crush on my dad" bullshit I fucking hate him.
"Dont you think it will be a bit awkward dancing to Danny's voice since has like an uncle to you" he asked
"No it won't and it's way better than dancing to blood on the dance floor"
"That was a year ago" Alex said pushing me playfully but he obviously didn't notice who he pushed me into
"Oh the little skinny emo freak is back" jade said
"Shut up jade go.do your nails whatever you do" I said pushing passed her continuing my conversation
" give me your phone" Alex said and I give it to him
, soon the bell ran and me plus alex walked to class unfortunately the teacher was already here as was jade, the teacher glanced at me and looked me up and down and when we got eye contact I walked to my seat "Emo" jade said and I ignored her "freak" she said again but I ignored her again "no wonder your dad always goes on tour he probably wants to get away from you, he doesn't even tweet you and tell you missed you, you.We're probably just a mistake" she said, I got up and pushing her of her seat and punched her "I don't give a fuck about your bullshit reason why you hate me, so about what you thank of my weight or my style but you don't fucking bring my family into shit even if I do hate my dad" I said while punched her
" Biersack, get off jade" the teacher who I hadn't bothered to learns name said and I got off of her and was about to pack a chair up and smashed her pretty fucking face and everyone was watching and saw me pick up the chair and I was just about to hit her when Alex screamed "I WANNA FUCK YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL" causing me to laugh and put the chair down
"Biersack, Ashton get out on my class now" the teacher shouted and as soon as me and Alex walked out Alex started yelling
"You were going to kill her weren't you" Alex shouted
"Yes and I wish I did" I shouted back
"What and go to prison" he yelled back
"Well did rather be in prison that out her.I'd rather be died as a matter of a fact, I'd rather wrap a rope around my neck then be alive any more, I just want my blade right now so I can pull it cross my skin, everyone thinks I have the perfect life, bullshit I have parents who didn't even want children, I have friends that use me apart from you, I am a fat hopeless shit and am fucking sick of living".I screamed and ran off to the toilet punching the wall all the tears that have been building up have finally escaped, after a while the bell went and I went off to English and I walked in everyone stared at me and I swear jade even flinched when I walked past her, everyone was sitting at the front so I sat at the back of the class
"Amie do you want to join us" miss rose asked
"Nope" I said
"Okay than, class I want you to do projects about yourself and show them to the class, you have next we to do it" she said she was about to say something but Mr Kennedy the head came in a spoke to her everyone glared at me and so did the teachers
"Amie Biersack come with me" he said and I left with him.

We got to his office and he sat me down
"So Amie am sorry but your behaviour today has been shocking and it's not even the second quarter of the day, am sorry but you'll be suspended for a week and put on a behavior chart, I need to call your mother" he said
"Sur you can't"
" why not"
"Shes awaydoing some shows"
" your father then"
"He doesn't have schools number so he won't answer, I can call him" I said and he nodded I got my phone out and called Ashley as the head popped out for my file
"Hello?" I heard Ashley spoke
"Hey, ash, can you come pick me up" I asked
"For where?"
"School"
"Why?"
"My head will explain, you owe me remember" I said
"Okay I will be there soon" he said hanging up

Ashley walked in the office with cowboy boots, skinny jeans, a plain black top and a leather jacket, thank god it was him and not my dad "hello Mr Biersack" my head said shaking Ashley's hand
"Hey" Ashley replied sitting next to me noticed my thighs
" Am really sorry we had to call but Amie punched on of my pupils repeatedly in the face and one of Amies class teachers heard her and Mr Ashton arguing and she did say she was about to kill the young girl jade" the teacher explained and Ashley looked at me in shock
"And it has came to my attention that Amie has been cutting herself as she was also caught saying she wanted a blade so she can pull it across her skin and she also said something about she'd rather be died" Mr Kennedy said and I felt like smashing a stapler across his face several times, Ashley just looked at me as I looked down at my legs
"Thank you for bringing this to my attention ill have a word with my daughter am incredibly sorry and I will make sure she and I have a long chat" ash said getting up from his chair as did I and followed him to his car.
"Why didn't you tell anyone about how you wear feeling" he asked as we started to drive
"I.didn't want to be a burden on anyone" I said
"Why did you flip out" he said
" well, jade was talking shit about my dad" I said
"Your dad's had a lot of shit he doesn't care"
"It's not even like he's my dad anyway" I said
"Amie what are you on about"
"My dad said I wish I.wasn't his daughter" I said as we pulled up at BVBS main studio but I didn't question anything which is what I should of done, as we walked in I saw my dad, fuck, I am died, I noticed my uncle Danny was here and everyone looked at me, my dad looked in shock "Andy a word" Ashley said to my dad and they stepped outside and returned my dad looked sad but angry he came towards me and i flinched just like jade did to me, he pulled me in and hugged me kissing me gently on my phone head, "Amie baby, princess whatever,I love you and am so sorry for being such a god damn terrible dad, I am so glad your my daughter am sorry I was just mad" he said holding me tightly
"Am sorry too dad" I said
" but we need to take to the doctors, I think you might have anger problems" he said softly
" please don't take me to some therapist" I said
"dont worry baby, I won't but you need to stop cutting-" he was cutting of by my phone ringing and "closer " the asking Alexandria version was my ring tone, am going to kill Alex
"Alex" I said
"Amie where are you"
"At my dad's studio and guys what Danny's here you asshole" I said
"Hah pay back" he said
"Sorry being shouty and bitchy today" I said
"Am sorry as well"
"I got to go"
"Bye" we hung up and everyone laughed
"So why does a 14 year old have a song that sounds like a stripper song" Ashley asked
"She obviously love her uncle danny's voice" Danny said
" I hope you don't want to fuck someone like an animal" C.C said
"Guys chill it wasAlex's idea of a prank" I said
And everyone laughed againthat was embarrassing.

Later on at home


I was in my underwear looking at my reflection in the mirror or my room figuring out were to cut and my dad walked into the room shut the door behind him, I looked at his reflection and he looked worried
"Amie, I can see your bones and your thigh gap is to big, your way to skinny" he said grabbing my sides gently but still have me shivers and the fact he's looking at my body when I have nothing on but black panties and a black bra, he pulled me closer to him and kissed my temple
"Am probably just like this back am like you" I Stuttered
"so I have an amazing cleavage, and nice as but you can see my bones, I don't think so your way to boney" he said but he said the first part really quietly
"Dad, do you think I should gain weight?" I asked I want to be perfect for him
"Your beautiful but you do need to eat more, a lot more so you are more healthy and you need to stop cutting too" he said as his hands circled and massaged around my stomach band stopping at the hem of my panties but I quickly grabbed my old batman cropped top and plain black pyjama bottoms, he pulled me into a hug and kissed my lips but stopped as we heard my mom. Call us from the front door yass she's home

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