as I lay next to ash I couldn’t help but think is Ashley telling the truth about Andy and Kina? I could tell that Ashley was asleep so I got out of his arms and went out to see Jinxx and Jake their playing the Xbox I smiled as I watch that when Jon ask me to help set the stage for a gig and I went out to help out and I couldn’t help but think where was Andy at I didn’t see him last night after everything was up I saw some fans and smiles and thinks I use to be one of them waiting in line to meet them now I am friends with them hell one of them is my brother. That is when I got sick and ran to the bathroom to throw up that is when I felt movement in my belly as my eyes went wide and thought “no I can’t be no maybe if I take the test if I am it is not going to be Andy it is going to be Ashley and I didn’t want to tell him.” That is when I came out and it was close to show time and I went back on the side of the stage with the others as they ran out to get ready to go on stage as Jinxx pulled me to the side “Sis something is up with you why do you keep putting my hand on my stomach that when I had to tell him that I might be pregnant that is when I saw his eyes go wide and ask me who the baby dad as we both knew. “Jinxx I can’t be here I don’t want him to know and what ash said was true before we all came on stage Kina and Andy told me the truth I am not mad at them I am just glad they told me so me and Andy are not together anymore and I don’t want ash to get me back I have to leave now.” Jinxx nods his head as he said I could still stay with him and Sammi which made me smile.

That is when I went back to the bus and got all my things out and went back to Sammi and Jinxx house, I rub my belly and thinks I can’t let him know but he needs to know I won’t tell him yet. After 3 days CC and Jake now new about me being pregnant and I beg them not to tell Ashley I didn’t want him to know they all said ok then last I had to tell Andy and he ask if it was his and I told him no but it looks like he already knew that it wasn’t his, that is when he told me that ash and Kina got back together because he thought we are still together and he just gave up on me which made me hurt but now I know that he is happy I wasn’t going to tell him now I didn’t want Kina to be mad at me but I didn’t care what she thought of me but I didn’t want her to help raise my child that when Jinxx went to Sammi and he got on one knee ask her to marry him as she had tears in her eyes then she said yes which made me smile more and I couldn’t wait for her to be my sister in-law everything was good till I saw Ashley and Kina and I didn’t want to see them so I went back into the house and lays in my bed as I heard them talk to everyone else.

~year later~

I had the baby which was a baby boy and I name him ash after his dad he was 3 years old and look just like his dad and it made me smile Jinxx and Sammi got married and not so shocked that CC as Dani to marry him and she is also going to have a baby soon and both him and Dani couldn’t wait and I was happy for them. That is when I went over their place as I hear CC hyper ass saying he was going to be a daddy and that he couldn’t wait. “That is cute I know he is going to be a good dad right sis?” “you are so right sis I cant wait to have the baby and to be CC wife Dani Mora I like the sound of that.” We both giggle as she ask me if I found anyone yet and I told her no I didn’t have time to date when I had little ash to look after that is when she ask me if I was going to tell Ashley as I tear up I didn’t want to hear his name he is also getting married soon to Kina and I didn’t want to hear his name or see him I don’t know if my heart can take it. “Sorry sis didn’t mean to bring him up but it is his child after all he got to know it is his.” I nod. Few hours later we are all at dinner at their hotel they be going on tour soon so I had to be their to see my brother off with the others so that means I have to see Ashley and that bitch I didn’t like that much but hell I had to fake it, I was dress nicely as ash hold onto my leg “mommy don’t leave me alone with the babysitter please mommy” I look down at him and picks him up and told him he had to be good to her as he nods. I look nice/sexy oh and Andy got himself a new girlfriend which was my best friend for life Juliet Simms (Dani is also my BFF) and I was so happy for them.

I got down to the diner place as I see everyone and I smile that is when I saw Jake with his new girlfriend Ella you can tell their was love in the air I only wish that I had someone to love me I was the only single one here but oh well everyone is happy which makes me happy I just hope my baby boy don’t come down here to see me I don’t want him to meet his daddy with another girl in his arms. That is when I went to greet everyone as I hug them I sat by Juliet and Dani my two best friends, that is when I saw Ashley and I couldn’t help but see how sexy he was looking that is when I saw Kina and I rolled my eyes as I saw her breasts falling out of her dress as I shake my head. That is when I felt Ashley eyes on me as I look up at him he looks back as he tries not to let his jaw fall from looking at me, I blush and looks away . after a while we all started to eat and talk that is when I saw they had a dance floor and I smile as the guys took their girls to dance. I watches and smile and only wish that someone would dance with me and hold me in their arms that is when I felt I was being watch as I look back at the dance floor as Ashley looks at me while he dancing with kina he gave me a smile as I smile back . that is when I was getting up as the music change into something sexy as the girls drag me out on the dance floor as we all dance sexy but kina just stayed by ash side which I didn’t care I was having fun with people I like. That when I bend down all sexy and my dress when up a little as the girls giggle at me as I flip them off. That is when everyone was drinking but me, Dani and CC they all look at me as Ashley ask “hey amber why are you not drinking?” I look at ash and told him that I didn’t feel like it and I couldn’t tell him here that we have a kid together.

After a while I heard a voice I hope I hadn’t it was my and Ashley son “mommy!” I look up and got up as he runs to me as I pick him up that is when Ashley look over as I try to hide ash I couldn’t that is when I hear Ashley say “he looks like me but there is no way he is mine” I got pale as I look at Ashley as I got up and runs away with ash in my arms I didn’t want ash to find out like this, that is when I felt someone stop me and turns me around and it was Ashley