Diamonds are a girls best friend
Begging
Andy still has his arms wrapped protectively around me, my head nuzzeled up to her chest. Taylor is still crying softly into Ashley but I am still holding it all in. My blade softly calling me...
"I- I'll be right back..." I mumble softly standing up. Andy looks at me head cocked and I shrug it off as I walk to the bathroom. I make sure the door is locked before removing the bottle of pills and box of razors from behind the mirror. With shaky hands I open the pill bottle, swallowling 3. I take one of the cool blades as the voices sound in my head.
"You'll never be anything." "You aren't worth it..." "Faggot" "Worthless" "Not talented" "Whore"
I cry quietly as the room starts to spin.
"Roxy you alright in there?" Andy's worried voice calls from the otherside of the door, but by then I'm too far gone. I drop the still clean blade into the sink before the world goes black...
Andy's POV
I hear nothing and thats when I go into panick mode. I hear metal clinging against the cermic of the sink and fear the worst.
"ROXY PLEASE OPEN THIS DOOR!!" I scream, pounding on the door. God, I'm an idiot I should'nt have let her go in there. No... God this can't be happening. I take a deep breath before slamming the full force of my body into the door, snapping it off the hinges. I rush to her side, seeing her pupils huge and dilated.
"Oh Rox..." I whisper as one of my tears hits her cheek. Her lips move in slightly speech as I rock her back and forth.
"S-sorry." She stutters and I hold her close to my chest. God... I should have made her not lock the door.
"I- I'll be right back..." I mumble softly standing up. Andy looks at me head cocked and I shrug it off as I walk to the bathroom. I make sure the door is locked before removing the bottle of pills and box of razors from behind the mirror. With shaky hands I open the pill bottle, swallowling 3. I take one of the cool blades as the voices sound in my head.
"You'll never be anything." "You aren't worth it..." "Faggot" "Worthless" "Not talented" "Whore"
I cry quietly as the room starts to spin.
"Roxy you alright in there?" Andy's worried voice calls from the otherside of the door, but by then I'm too far gone. I drop the still clean blade into the sink before the world goes black...
Andy's POV
I hear nothing and thats when I go into panick mode. I hear metal clinging against the cermic of the sink and fear the worst.
"ROXY PLEASE OPEN THIS DOOR!!" I scream, pounding on the door. God, I'm an idiot I should'nt have let her go in there. No... God this can't be happening. I take a deep breath before slamming the full force of my body into the door, snapping it off the hinges. I rush to her side, seeing her pupils huge and dilated.
"Oh Rox..." I whisper as one of my tears hits her cheek. Her lips move in slightly speech as I rock her back and forth.
"S-sorry." She stutters and I hold her close to my chest. God... I should have made her not lock the door.
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