The Puppet Master
Entry 1-Emilie's diary
November 13th.
Another uneventful day. You'd think Friday the 13th would break from normality, but it hasn't. The depression is easing up now and I am clinging to my month without cutting.
I spoke to Doctor West when I came home from school and managed to get hold of some scar - reducing cream. I really am trying to get better.
Then I went on Pintrest and Tumblr, then read on Wattpad. 9:30 pm, I type on Black Veil Brides fan fiction then at 10:40 I message Jenny on the same site. After that I write everything that's happened today which made me smile in here. I hate doing this, but if Doctor West says it will help, then I trust him. I trust his smile which always reaches his green eyes. I trust how he talks to me like I'm an equal. I trust his filthy language and tattoos. I trust him because he trusts me. But at the same time, I don't. And I really shouldn't.
I don't think I ever wrote about Jenny in here. Doctor West will probably wish to know about it, so I will explain.
I met Jenny when I was scrolling through the Black Veil Brides fan fiction page on Tumblr. The story she'd written was captivating. It was about Jinxx falling for a fan and it was so wonderfully written, despite how English wasn't really her first language - she is German.
I didn't have an account, so I created one so I could tell her how amazing she was and get updates. We quickly became friends and we have lots in common. We even have the same dreams sometimes! It's really odd. I have to sleep now, maybe I will share yet another dream with Jenny.
Notes
A first chapter to get things going. :)
Next chapter is all yours, MarryBerry. Hope this has your approval, darling! I'm so glad you are back! Xx
Da hell dude. You can't leave it like that!
6/12/16