I Am Not Insane

After Andrew introduced me to some people, we went back to my room. I met some pretty cool people. A woman who has schizophrenia like I. Her name is Molly and she is really nice. There is another girl who chopped her own foot off! Her name is Jade and she is actually very kind. Then, I met a guy close to my age. He is extremely cute and he has an eating disorder. His name is Marcus and dispute his disorder, he is still very attractive. "So? Do you think you could have some friends here?" Andrew asks me. I nod and smile at him as I sit on the edge of my bed. Andy plops down beside me and sighs. "I'm sorry you're stuck in here." Andrew whispers. I shrug and look at his hand. He must've seen me looking because the next thing I know, his hand is in mine. I blush and look down at my feet. "I don't want to be here Andrew.." I whisper and chew on my hair. "Don't worry. You'll be out soon." He says and I look at him. "How do you know?" I ask. He smirks and shrugs. "It's a secret." He replies and I lick my dry lips. He looks down at my lips then I see his teeth bite his lip ring as he starts tugging on it. That's sexy... He leans in slowly and my eyes widen as I stand up quickly and run to the corner. No.. He can't kiss me.. And he can't have feelings for me.. I'm a psycho... I can't make him deal with me.. I hide in the corner and he gets up slowly. His steps are soft and easy as he makes his way towards me. I whimper as he kneels beside me. "I'm not going to hurt you." He whispers in my ear. I calm down a little and nod slowly. I look up at him and smile as he smiles back. He leans in again and I feel my heart beat quicken. Finally, his lips press to mine and I feel my heart drop into my stomach. Oh god.. What do I do? I close my eyes and kiss him back. He pulls away slowly and I open my eyes and blush deeply. "I-" He starts but he gets cut off by loud screaming. I place my hands over my ears as I scream as loud as I can. "Stop!" I yell as the voices scream with me. Tears rush down my face as I claw my face. Andy grabs me and the voices vanish. "Andy.." I whisper as he picks me up and places me on my bed. He lays beside me and pulls me to his chest. "Shhh... It'll be okay.. Everything will be okay.." Andrew whispers and I nod slowly. I close my eyes and let him pet my hair. What was that...

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