My Blue Eyed Beauty

" i hate this so much, stop thinking about it Albany. You don't need this in your life right now. My fucking past sucks and i'm only 16. When I was 12 and 13 i lived with my father who verbally, physically and mentally abused me, than when I finally turned 14 i went to live with my mother. She't nice to me because of what happen with my father. I'm now 16 and a Junior in high school and i do pretty much what ever I want. I need some sorta authority in my life. I put my head in my knees and cried
" Albany" I heard a voice say
" Just go away please" i cried
" come back inside at least i don't want you to get sick"
' fine" i said as i looked up and say CC
" okay, thank you" he said while helping me up
As i walked back inside all eyes were on me
" what" i slightly yelled
" nothing" they said in unison
i rolled my eyes, and sat next to Andy who was texting away on his phone. He quckly grabbed my hand but i pulled it away
" i'm sorry, its just never mind" i said to him.
His eyes saddened " its okay"
" are you okay?" i asked him
" yeah i'm fine. just the same shit as yesterday"
i moved closer to him and put my head on his shoulder
" i'm so sorry" I whispered making sure he was the only one that heard me
he pulled me even closer to him
" It's okay, its not even your fault"
i smiled a bit
" alright boys, get your shit together its time to get to the hotel" Jon said
" finally" they all said


An hour later

"okay so its going to be Ashley, CC Jake, Jinxx and Andy you get a room to yourself" Jon said
" okay" we all said before Andy and I walked up to his room
" so what ya wanna do?" he asked while opening the door
" well i have one thing that has been bothering me"
" and what is that"
" nahh forget about it" i laughed
" Nooo what did you say" he said while getting closer to me
I smiled " nope you're gonna have to suffer"
he started to pout
" ayee now your making me feel bad, no pouting" i said while poking the top of his nose
" good, now pweeese tell me"
" Okay fine, You know how on the bus I said I wished I wasn't 16 well, I heard what you said just left it alone because I didn't want to start any problems with the guys"
" oh" he said
" shut up, its fine I don't care"
" well I do"
" There's nothing you can do about it Andy"
" I know, I know" he said partly hurt by the fact we couldn't date becuase of my stupid age
i flopped on the bead frustrated and before i know it Andy had flopped on top of me
" owww you big loaf " i huffed out
" sorry but you're comfy"
" can you please get up?" i pleaded
" fine" he said while rolling off the bed and onto the floor
" owww fuck that was a bad idea" he exclaimed
" have a nice fall?"
" yes I did, why don't you join me" he said while grabbing my led and pulling me onto his lap. We sat there cuddle until i felt his phone vibrate in his pocket
" Hey babe" he answered it happily. It killed me seeing him with her
" that"s great, okay i'll see you when I get home "
" Love You" she said before her blatantly hung up on her .
" sorry about that"
" hey it all good, do you wanna watch a movie or something?" i asked him tryng to get my mind away from Juliet
" Batman?" he asked
I laughed " yeah Batman is fine love"
" whats so funny"
" nothing" i said before laying down on the bed once again
" no what" he said before sitting on my legs and crushing them
I sighed, He pouted
" staph i hate wen you pout god dammit"
" why?"
" because when you pout it makes you look sad and I hate you being sad"
he pouted once again. i almost immediately flipped him so he was laying down and i was laying on top of him. ( not sexual Js..)
" Damn well i didn't except that" he said to me
" I may not look strong but I is" i smiled

Notes

I didn't even notice how long this cahpter is...so what do you guys think??
_ nikki