My Heros; My Saviours.

Kara's POV:

I take his hand as he sit in the cab. Waiting to arrive at the bus. I look over at his beautiful brown eyes. "CC, I love you." I half smile at him, trying to be the happiest I can. He pulls me over into his lap. "I know Kara. I love you too." He kisses my forehead and I rest my head on his shoulders. I fall asleep temporarily until we get to the bus. He wakes me up and we get out of the cab. I go to open the door and walk in. I see Aria and Andy kissing on the couch. "Jeez, get a room you two." I smile and grab CC's hand as he walks in behind me. Jake and Ella run up to me and hug me. Jake smiles and kisses my forehead. "Oh my gosh Kara! We heard about what happened! I am so glad you are okay!" Jake smiles as he starts to ramble. Ella covers his mouth and smiles at me. "I'm glad you are okay Kara." I smile and look at them. Thanks guys. Jinxx comes up to me and hugs me. "I'm glad you are okay." "Thank you Jinxx." I smile slightly as Aria and Andy run up too me. "Kara! I missed you so much! I am so glad you are okay. Don't scare me like this again Kara. You hear me?" I smile slightly and it turns into a frown. "Okay first off Aria, You are rambling again. Secondly, it's not like I tried to get thrown down the stairs by my insane mother. It wasn't really my choice." I walk to the cabinet, grab a bottle of tequila, and walk to the back room. No one is in here. Ashley must be out. Good.

I sigh as I drink the tequila and start to cry quietly. It's happening again, I am drinking away my problems. Maybe that is for the best. Maybe I need to drink away my feelings. Maybe this was the best way to cope. I walk into the bathroom and sigh as I look at the razor. I let out another sigh as I talk to myself. "Kara, you are too good for this. Don't cave. Not now. Don't let this affect you." I sigh and grab the razor. I pull my jeans down and start to cut my leg. I cry as I continue to run the razor along my skin. It hurts, but it feels good. It is almost unbearable but I have felt worse. It helps me. I feel the warm blood run down my leg and CC walks in and knocks on the bathroom door. "K, I want in." I start to panic. I start screaming inside. I don't know what to do. "Okay. One minute." I sigh and wash the blood away, hoping it will stop bleeding I throw away the razor and pull my jeans up. It is still bleeding. Crap. Maybe he won't notice. "Okay Come in.." CC walks in and puts his arms around my waist. "Kara, what's wrong. Aria didn't mean to make you mad.." I sigh and I look at my jeans quickly. My right leg is soaked. "I don't know... I just--" He noticed them and cut me off. "KARA! You are bleeding! What did you do?" He pulls my jeans down and sees my fresh cuts. I take another drink of the tequila. "Kara. Stop with the tequila." I put the tequila down and look away from him. He sits in front of me and cleans my cuts. Applying pressure so it stops bleeding. "Kara, you can't do this to yourself. It isn't worth it. You have me. You can talk to me. When you feel like hurting yourself, please come talk to me. I don't want to see you like this. Please just don't hurt yourself. It hurts me too." He looks up at me with tears in his eyes. I take his face in my hands. "I'm sorry CC-Bear. I really am. I just, tequila makes me nervous. It makes me overcome myself with emotions. I wasn't thinking. I am so, so sorry."

I have tears rolling down my cheeks and take his hand, pulling him to the bed. I lay down and pull him on top of me. "CC. Im ready. I am so ready for you." He gives me a devilish smirk and kisses me. "Good. I am ready for you too." He kisses me gently and it turns rough after a few minutes. He pulls my shirt off and I do the same to him. He kisses my jawline and moves down to my neck. He starts to kiss my neck rough and suck on it, leaving a hickey on me. He kisses down my body to my chest. He takes my bra off and tosses it on the floor. He then takes my left nipple in my mouth and starts to suck on it. I let out a few small moans. "CC..." I moan his name a few times and smile as I tilt my head back. He kiss down my body until he gets to the top of my underwear. He pulls them down and kisses down into my vagina. He takes my clit in his mouth and starts licking me. I feel him put his fingers in me. He starts pushing them in and out. "Cc!" I moan out in pleasure. I'm sure the whole bus has heard. "CC, Im going to cum." I let out another loud moan and he pulls away as I am seconds away from my climax. I comes up and kisses me. I put my hands in his hair. I pull him as close as I can get him and I pull down his pants and his erection springs free. He pulls away and gives me a devilish smirk. "Condom or no Condom?" I look up at him and smile. "No condom. I can take the morning after pill." He smiles down at me and continues to kiss me rough. He inserts in rock hard erection into me an I moan out in pleasure. It feels too great. I never new I could have an experience like this. He starts thrusting in and out slowly. "Are you okay?" His kisses my neck after he whispers into my ear. "Yeah. Just go faster CC." With this he starts trusting in faster, harder. He puts his hands on my hips and goes in and out. He keeps one hand on my hip and moves one behind the arch of my back. "Cum for me Kara. Please." I smile as he says this. My walls tighten around him and I reach my climax. We both cum at the same time. I let out a huge sigh of pleasure. "CC.. That was--" He cuts me off with a kiss and smiles after pulling away, "Amazing."

I lay next to him under the covers, no clothes, just us curled up in each other. "I love you Kara." I smile as I kiss him. "I love you too CC."

Notes

So, this was a lot more sexual and in depth than I planned on it being. I will update again later. I hope you like it. :)