Leaving Hope To Bleed *May Be Triggering to Some*

"Please! Please don't do this!" I feel so weak, I don't think I have the strength to fight back any longer. My head hurts so bad and I feel dizzy. It's hard to keep my eyes open, maybe if I just shut them, maybe all of this will go away......No I can't let this happen, I can't. He grabs my arms and pins them to the floor. I already failed Amber, I sat there and let it happen. I try to close my legs, pushing as hard as I can, which is not so much because they're shaking so bad.
"Stop it!" he growls. No, no, no, no this can't happen. It can't, I wont let it. I sob, wanting him to leave me alone. He kisses my neck, sucking harshly. I squirm under his tight grip, I feel so tired. All I want to do is sleep. Every one of my bones are strained and weak and my heart is hammering in my chest, like it's trying to get out. He lines himself at my entrance.
"No! Please, I'm begging you. Don't do this!" I cry, trying to move my arms. I twist and turn my body.

"Are you a virgin?" He asks smirking at me. I nod, maybe he wont do it if he knows I'm a virgin.
"You're not the only one." He says with an evil grin. More hot tears stream down my face.
"No! please....I'll do anything. Please!" He ignores me.
"Too late." He says slamming into me. A loud scream escapes my mouth.

Jacob's POV:

"Andy!" I stand outside his house for the second time again, screaming. This is it, I tried giving Andy a chance, but taking the two people I love most in this world is crossing the line.The door swings open to reveal Andy.
"What the fuck do you want?"
"Where are they?" I roar, stepping up on to the porch.
"Who?" He asks. "Don't fucking play dumb with me. Where are Summer and Amber?" He looks at me dumbfounded.
"How should I know where they are?" He asks.
"Don't fucking lie to me. Tell me where they are now." I stand stepping closer.

"I said, I don't know where they are."
"So, I threaten you and out of nowhere they're taken?" I ask sarcastically.
"They were taken? How do you know?" He asks crossing his arms over his chest.
"Because there was blood on the wall. And Amber's phone was on the ground."
"Wait, you think I did this?" He asks.
"No. I think it was the clouds. Now where are they?" I ask getting.
"Dude, I don't know where they are. I swear I didn't take them."
"Then who did?" I growl.
"I don't know.......Oh." "What?" I ask. He sighs and rubs his eyes.
"The other day....Ashley was.......trying to have sex with Summer...."

"You think Ashley took them?" I ask.
"I don't know....but I'm pretty sure...." He says shrugging his shoulders, a concerned look on his face. "Well do something and fast." I growl. He narrows his eyes at me.
"I don't take orders from anyone..." He says.
"Andy, do you not care about Summer at all?" I ask and he sighs. He pulls out a phone and dials a number.

Summer's POV:

It hurts, it hurts so bad. "Stop! It hurts, please stop." His grip on my arms intensifies as he gets faster. I sob and shut my eyes. I feel so violated, this has never happened to me. Pure fear pumps through my veins as he continues slamming into me. He thrusts into me one good time, I hear something pop and a sharp pain shoots through me. He moans as he finishes inside of me. I sob loudly and he collapses on me, breathing heavily. I feel so humiliated, How could someone do this to another person? He pulls out of me and clumsily stands up, pulling on his boxers and skinny jeans.

I cover my face and sob, wanting to fade into the blackness. I want to turn invisible, to become a nothingness in the shadows, forgotten by the world. It wouldn't be so bad being a shadow, that way nobody can hurt me.

Andy's POV:

I pull out my phone and call Ashley. He picks up on the third ring.
"Hey Andy. What's up?" He sounds like he's had a few drinks. I hear a girl.....I think it might be Summer. She's crying and saying something. I think she's begging somebody to stop.
"Ashley, what did you do to them?" I ask, he chuckles lightly.
"Well, I haven't gotten anything yet.....but Chris just a piece of Summer" A piece of Summer, oh God, what does that mean?
"Ashley, please tell me....tell me he didn't rape her." I say.
"Sorry Andy, I can't do that." He says, amusement lacing in his voice.
"Ashley, where the fuck are y'all?" I ask, hoping he'll tell me.

"We're at Chris's house." he says. "Ashley don't touch them. I'm coming to get them right now."
"What are you talking about? I'll be done before you get here...." The line goes dead.
"Fuck!" I throw my phone to the ground, it bounces off the pavement and lands in the grass.
"What?" Jacob asks.
"Just come on." I get into my car and Jacob gets into the passengers seat. I pull out of the driveway and speed down the road.
'Hold On Summer'

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