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Love does not exist

Goodbye Agony


"I want him out of here" I said looking at Abi I can't look at him now I don't ever want to look at him again but knowing my luck.

"Ivy please" He said taking one step closer to the bed

"NO get out now" tries still falling from out of his eye but right now I don't care I need to tell Abi everything that happened, what its like, that I have a family in California that loves and misses me.

"CC I think its better if you leave" Abi said nicely when did she start to warm up to him, when did they become friends?, has hell froze over or something?

"I just need to tell her something then I'll leave"

"I don't give a shit what you say it won't change anything get out right now Coma I may be weak but I can still kick your ass" His face went blank but his eyes swirled with sadness he just stood there. I looked at his brown eyes again they still showed sadness but there beautiful just like the rest of him his great cheek bones for a 14 year old, nice shaped noise, amazing abs from playing drums. Everything about him is perfect at least that what I thought until I saw his true side.

"Fine I'll go but Ivy you need to let go of the past I never wanted to do any of that stuff to you I thought you kissed Oli" he said looking strait at me.

"Oh yeah because that's a good enough excuse so Amanda being a bitch to both of us is fine, fuck you go out with her but if I kiss a boy my life turns to hell even more oh yeah that's completely fair".

His face fell again he knew I was right but is to much of a pussy to admit it. I can't believe six months ago I wanted to be with him and only him to call him mine what the fuck was I thinking?

After a few more minutes he walked slowly out the door leaving me and Abi alone, he actually blames me for this for the six months of shit his given me he told himself it was my fault. I don't care what James said yes it was me that put the blade to my skin, It was me that cut I know that cutting wasn't the real answer but when he turned his back on me I didn't know what to do. I did and still do have Abi but we will never have the connection me and Coma had.

"You ok?" Abi asked taking me out of my thoughts

" I will be Abi I have so much to tell you"

"I'm listening" she said then sitting on the edge of my bed with her hand on her chin waiting for me to tell her but where do I begin? there is so much maybe I should start with the darkness yeah ok I'll start there.

~~~CC's POV~~~

This is all my fault all of this is my fault why did I let my jealousy get the better of me? why did I beat her up? why did I believe that slag Amanda? why just why?

I still can't believe that Ivy lived around the corner from me when ever she needed me I could have been there in less then five minutes whether it was small or huge, and to think I do want to have sex not with Amanda never with her but with Ivy I have since my 14th birthday she's so hot more then hot she's the perfect girl no matter what anyone says. Why did I let my jealousy take over me?

"Christian" my mom said on the other side of my bedroom door

"come in" I said just above a whisper. She walked in and walked strait over to me "why have you been crying sweetie?" I turned my head slightly to face her should I tell her everything or just what happened last night.

"Mom I'm the worst person ever" I said without hesitation ok I'm telling her everything

"Why want's happened? please tell me Christian".

"Well you know that I've like Ivy for a long time now" I began and she nodded "mom Ivy cuts she has done for a very long time and I just wanted to help her and I wanted her I still do. But I thought she kissed another boy when she told me she like me as well but I was wrong she never kissed that boy he tried to kiss her and she wasn't standing for it but where I was standing it looked like she was and since then I've been nothing but a jerk to her. I've called her things, I've beat her up, I've made her life even more hell and for what? jealousy. A week avo she tried to to kill herself, she tried to kill herself because of me, bullies and her family and it's all my fault if I just let her explain then none of this would of happened. I said then bursting into tries again.

"Christian It's not you fault, it's not your fault its not your's or Ivy's it's Amanda's" she said which made me face her again how did she know? "I knew that girl was trouble the first time I saw her and I thought it was odd that you never wanted to see Ivy I know everything she tried to do".

"How do you know?" I asked tries still poring out

"That boy Oliver called me last night and told me everything and I know what you have done and I do get why Ivy doesn't want to see you but let me tell you something my mom always told me 'time heels everything'". Is all she said then told me goodnight and left me alone. I hope she's right I hope time does heel everything.

Two hours have past I've stopped crying about an hour and a half ago but my minds on Oli's party last night before Ivy's brother came when she was dancing I know she told me that she doesn't know how to do any other dance other then sexy I thought she was joking but no. When she danced it was amazing the way she was moving her hips, legs, arms and her ass oh god her ass is amazing big but tight.

Then I felt my jeans tighten oh fantastic just what I need a boner while my love is in hospital, mind you it's not the first time I got one because of her and I know it won't be the last.

~~~Ivy's POV~~~

Abi left an hour ago an I'm just watching tv when there was a knock on my door then the doctor came in.

"How are we feeling miss Hunter?" He asked looking up from his note pad

"A lot better thank you"

"Good you have some visitors" He said standing right by the door

"Really who?" He opened the door and there they stood the people that has made my life a living hell since I can remember.

"I'll leave you alone" the doctor said then left the room.

OH SHIT

Notes

Comments

Sorry if my story has gone down hill I just haven't updated in ages but I promise it will get better and I don't brake my promises.

ShadowFang ShadowFang
7/17/16

carry on i relly like your stories this one especially i wanna know who her real family is

Okay, I like this so far. However, no offense, but your spelling, and grammar makes it hard to follow.

Is she going to be ok