Love does not exist

Oh shite what the fuck is Ryan doing here?, how did he even know I was here?, the hole room was silent everyone was staring at me like they always do but this time with confutation in their eyes and not hate.
He walks up to me slowly not paying any attention to anyone else then slaps me around the face so hard that I nearly fell to the ground.
"Why aren't you at home?" he asked through his teeth my brothers and dad are the only people I'm scared off and I know if I play my cards right I could get away scot free but with my big mouth I know that's not going to happen.
"WELL, answer me you little slut"
"Yay look I don't know who you are but get the fuck out of my house!!!" Oli shouted
"Oh so she never told you that she has a big brother?"
"wait what?, Ivy is this true?" I had no idea what to say, what do I say? oh yeah I have not one but two abusive big brothers.
"Ryan what do you want?" I mange to say ignoring Oli's question
"Well, me Tyler and a few of our mates have had a little idea"

The room was silent once again and I know what he's about to say but I don't want to hear it, I don't want anyone else to hear it.
"What is this idea?" Abi said out of no where.
"Lets just say Ivy say goodbye to your cherry"
"NO, NO, NO, FUCKING NO!!!!"
"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME!!!" Ryan shouted then grabbed my hair and pulled me towards him,
"you listen to me the only reason why I'm doing this now and not years ago is because of what you done, cutting ever since you were five all because me, dad and Tyler beating you, going into the asylum when you were six until last year when we moved took a lot of time out of my plan, then hardly being at home, you are not going to mess up my plan even more bitch."

Everyone gasped, now everyone knows everything about me what I've tried to avoided for this past year suddenly revealed in one night. I looked around to see everyone shocked faces I looked at Coma's he looked like he was about to cry but why he hates me his one of the reasons I cut why would he be trying to fight back tiers?
"Let go of her" Shaun said behind Ryan, he turned slowly still holding on to my her like it was the last thing he'll do.
"Awww does someone have a crush on this cheep slapper?"
"Don't call her that" A voice said but I know that voice it was coma's why would he be defending me?
"Christian" Burns said trying to get him to shout up
"No Amanda let go of her"
"Shut up Coma if it wasn't for you then Ivy would still believe in love"
"Abi shut the fuck up I think we have bigger problems here" I said with a tire running down my cheek no one has ever seen me cry before until to night
"Shut up slag now your coming home whether you like it or not" he shouted in my ear.
"I'll say it one more time let go of her" Shaun shouted
"Shaun don't you don't know what his capable of, ok, ok Ryan I'm coming home just don't hurt anyone". He smirked at me letting go of my hair then whispered something in my ear.
"Good girl, just remember you will always be a warless slut" I just nodded then walked to the front door with Ryan following right behind me, once we reached the door I looked back at all the faces with tires streaming down my face then left to something I knew was coming ever since I was five.

----CC's POV---

Off she walked out the door I can't believe this she's been though so much and me bulling her hasn't helped wait why do I care? she broke my hearts it's the other way around she's just doing this to get attention right? but why would someone do this just to get attention?
"Looks like she got what she deserves" Amanda said braking he silence
"Oh shut up you cheep slapper" Abi said
"Christian are you going to let her talk to me like that?" She said with fake sadness in her voice.
"Amanda's right"
"NO she's not" Alex shouted
"Yes it is"
"Coma what has this bitch done to you may I remind you what her bother did to me"
"Her brother didn't do anything like that"
"Yes he fucking did don't you get it or has your brain already been taken over"
"Oliver you know nothing about Amanda's family"
"Yes I do because Amanda tried to do the same thing to me and failed because I had a crush and still do have a crush on Ivy and I know you still do."
"No I don't"
"Oh yeah well how about when she was dancing, you couldn't take your eyes off her or every time you look at her I can see that spark in your eyes."
"Even if I did which I don't she never felt the same way about me, she was just leading me on"
"Oh yeah if she was leading you on them why earlier when we ditched school did she tell me that she still loves you!!!!"
Oli shouted with hurt in his voice, she said that she does love me dear God what have I done I can't torcher myself anymore I love her too I have since the moment he met before I even knew what love is, I have to tell her but she gone.
"She told you that?"
"yes we were heading the park she kept on calling herself ugly I said she wasn't and that she's stunning then she went well tell Coma that then, she does love you CC, I can't never change that."

The room went silent I can't belive this.
"Well it doesn't matter because he has me now isn't that right baby" Amanda said yep she is wasted
"Oh shut up you slag"
"CC, don't call me that"
"Answer me this did you get Oli to think that Ivy likes him?"
"well yeah"
"Did you do it to get Ivy out the way so you could get me?"
"Of course"
"Do you love me?"
"of c-course n-n-not I o-nly wanted y-your bo-ody" she said then throw up, Oli's right she did only want my body.
"Now do you believe me?" Oli said with a smug look on his face.
"Where does Ivy live?"
"I don't know no one but her and her family does" Abi said with sadness in her voice and eyes. I can't believe this shit this is all bullshit.

----Ivy's POV---

Three hours have past and everyone had their little game on me my brothers and their mates and my father, I was past around like a peace of cake and everyone taking a bite. I just want to die I'm lying on my bed with only the blanket to cover me my nightmare has finally come true it took its time but it came.


There nothing I can do but cry if I screamed out for help no one would here me, everyone's now gone to the pub so I'm just here alone with nothing but flashback of what has just happened then I started to think of that asking Alexandria song moving on and hummed the lyrics trying to forget everything.

I suddenly remembered that there a blamed under my pillow I took it out and I what I have tried to do so many times but I never did it deep enough well tonight that changes I slit across my writes then up and done them, then slit across my throat. Everything went dark but before my eyes completely closed for good I saw my door swing open and someone running towards me then nothing.....

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