----*Dream*----

I can't wait today is finely the day I'm going tell her todays that day and I just can't wait for it I've wanted to tell her for so long to tell Ivy how I feel and ask her out and today I'm finely going to do it. Ok can't play chicken now because if she says that wonderful word my life will change forever.
I was at my locker ready to leave this school for the term and I did tell Ivy I wanted to ask her something and that I'll meet her at her locker and walk to mine. For some reason she doesn't want to go home at the end of the day like everyone else she's not a geek either and when I ask her about it she just goes quite. But I can't focuse on that right now.

"Hey handsome" Amanda the schools most poplur girl everyone says she pretty but I don't see it I really don't
"What do you want?"
"Awww don't be mean to me because of what I said to your girlfriend"
"She's not my girlfriend and why not?"
"Because I'm pretty"
"Yeah right"
"Hey... at least I'm pretty then that slut Ivy"
"How fucking dare you Ivy is not a slut and she's drop dead fucking gorgeous" I shouted how dare she say that about Ivy I ort to punch her lights out.
"Your not the only person who thinks so"
"What do you mean?" ok now I'm getting a little worried why would she say that with a cold exspretion.
"Follow me".

We went around the corner and Oli had Ivy pushed up against her locker, no, no they can't be can they please don't tell me there kissing please, please, fucking please.
"You still think she's not a slut"
"No there has to be a reason for this"
"C'mon CC open your eyes she never felt the same way do did about her, she had you on a hook for all these years" My heart broke into, why?, why? I thought she felt the same away about me she even said she likes me and not as a friend type way but she was just using me. I tied to fight back the tiers but one escaped.
"But there is away to get back at her"
"H-how?"
"Kiss me" Before I could reacted she pulled me down into a kiss and fuck was it grows that worst kiss I have ever had, she pulled me against the lockers I heard someone grown in pain then footsteps leading to the girls bathroom.
I smirked Ivy was just going to the bathroom to cry her eyes out well teaches her right for using me all these years.
Maybe now I have found someone who cares for me, maybe I was meant to be with Amanda even if she sucks at kissing.

----*Dream Over*----

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock going off, Errrr what a horrible dream/memory the day I found out what Ivy really is. I walked down stairs to see my mum had breakfast for me ready and a cup of coffee my mum just has to be the best.
"Moring honey"
"Morning"
"Sleep well?"
"N-not really" I said then took a sip of my coffee
"Why not?"
"Just a bad dream don't worry about it" she just nodded my mom could tell weather I was lying or not but at the moment I don't give a flying fuck. I finished my breakfast, coffee and went up stairs to get dressed. I put on some black knee ripped jeans my black boots a motionless in white t-shirt brush my teeth, hair put on my bandanna, leather jacket grabbed my keys and almost walked out the front door...
"Christian?"
"Yeah mare" I said pocking my head though the kitchen door
"There was a boy on the phone called Oliver sykes just now he said he need to have a word with you in front of the school before lessens, what is this all about?"
"Mare I have no idea"
"Just try and stay out of trouble"
"Sure bye" and out I went. Why would Oli want to speak to me for?, I'm sure as hell I don't want to speak to him but might as well and get it over with.

----*----*----

I saw Oli waiting for me my the parking lot of the school I walked over to him but he's wearing sun glasses for what ever reason.
"What's this all about sykes?"
"It's about Ivy"
"Look you two deserve each other your both backstabbing pricks"
"No, no CC wait It's not Ivy fault, look Amanda told me that Ivy liked me and I liked her well I still do but the way she was acting it didn't seem right" I looked at him in confusion, did Amanda have something to do with this?
"What did you mean the way she was acting she kissed you"
"No she didn't I was going to kiss her before she kneed me in the crotch"
"Why are you telling me this?" He took off his sun glasses and he has a massive black eye, how the fuck did that happen?
"Who did this to you?" I don't care but I had to know
"Amanda's brother"
"No it couldn't have been"
"YES it was Coma when she didn't have sex with you yesterday she came with her bother and did this to me don't you see she played us both, me to get Ivy out of the way so she could get your body".

No this can't be true it can't be but it does sound like something Amanda would do, I did hear rumours about her but I thought they're all lies but could they be true?
"Skyes answer me this is Ivy did care about me then what was the two movies we would always watch together?"
"Why are you asking me this?"
"Because if she did care about me then she would know what my most favourite movies are because only she knows that and I know she has told you, Abi and Alex. So what are the they?"
"Van helsing and Sweeny Todd: The demon barber" He's right we would always watch those movies together when it was just me and her."
"Ok, ok what did she get me for my last birthday them huh?
"That leather jacket your wearing apparently it was really expensive".

Oh God what have I done I have bullied her, I have beaten, I've tried to get her out of my life when I know I can't maybes Oli's telling the truth, wait, wait that am I doing am I an out of my mind of course he's lying Amanda would never do anything like that I know her ok and he doesn't.
"If you not believe then them come to my party tonight get Amanda drunk and you'll she she's be sing like a bird"
"Fine but I'm watching you Sykes and your slut of a girlfriend" I said walking off
"Ivy's not a slut and you know it" He shouted back before heading inside.
Right know I don't know what to believe and what I thought I know is the truth or complete and otter bullshite.

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