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Love does not exist

You break my heart and set me on fire


School was over ad I was going to Abi's house which means I can't cut until I get home which is a son of a bitch speaking of sons a bitches CC I'm coming for you and I know you're slut of a girlfriend won't do anything about it. Me and Amanda do have one thing in common we're both bitches but she's a stupid bitch but I'm a crazy fucking bitch what can brake anything on anyone.

"Ivy are you ok?"
"Yeah you know me, I'm always in my mind"
"That's true so how are you going to get revenge?" She said smiling, Abi isn't as evil as me but she still loved my ideas even if they do scare her shitless.
"I don't really know yet but I know it's going to be something epic my best work yet"
"What do you mean by that? she asked a little worried
"Don't be scared Abi it has nothing to do with you but it will be like nothing I've done before"
"But I still remember you're last work and that was amazing how will you ever top that"
"You'll see, oh you'll see Hahahaha" I couldn't help but do the evil laugh but then we both burst out laughing.

Then Abi's phone went off she looked at it and it was a text from Alex Smith one of the kids in school that's in mine and Abi's form and his one year older then me same age as Abi.
"Let me guess your going to have to cancel because he wants to see you"
"No of course not your my babe not him" she said rapping her arm around me, I am really lucky to have a good friend like her.

We got to her house and there was another text fro Ethan
"Ivy you'll never guess"
"What?"
"Alex mate is coming to our school tomorrow and is going to be in the same form"
"And that would interest me because....?"
"He's really cute" she said winking at me I do really care about Abi as a best mate of course but I don't need anyone I'm happy being alone, my heart has no love to give out or it's painted black and broken beyond repair.
"What his name?"
"Shaun, Shaun Taylor"

----*----*----

After a not bad day at Abi's I'm now back in my hell hole where my dad and two older brothers beat me and my mom doesn't care about me and blames me for everything. But I'd rather listen to Abi talk about Alex all day then being beaten to black and blue that's why I never let any of my friend come over here and why I would die to stay the fuck away from this place and one day I hope I do, and that day will come sooner or later weather it's because of them or Coma possibly both.
I found my raiser and hoped into the warm shower then slashed my right leg then my left, then did six on each leg just slashing, stabbing and with the stab followed with a Iongish line that went down to the top of my knees. I watched the water dance with my blood and let the hot water heel me up a little before I get just a little something to eat to keep my from fating of starvation and loss of blood.

I walked down stairs in the really, really cold house oh yeah my family are druggy's and has sold nearly everything in the house other then a loaf of bred and a chair and a few TV's I'm surprised that we do even have hot water, Oh do have a phone but always hide it because if it wasn't for my phone I wouldn't be able to listen to music which also means I would be dread.
Luckily I'm home alone just the way I like it but I know it wouldn't last long soon it's hello green bruise lovely to see you again, NOT.

I went back upstairs and fell on the bed after eating a slice of bread but in my ear phones and listened to set me on fire I love the part when it says a 'silver ass blade'. Then a memory just had to come up when me and Coma were watching Sweeny Todd the part with the song about his raiser's our voices did sound good together and I used to love him but that was until she showed me that love is just a stupid felling and it's an asshole, a trick, a life ruianning sorce.

----Flashback----

"Hey Ivy, looking sexy as always"
"What do want Oli?, I'm suppost to be meeting CC in a second"
"I know but your lips just look so kissable"
"Oli what the fuck are you doing?"
"Just thinking about what I would be like to kiss you" pinning me up against the locker my fist was ready to punch him in his pretty little face but I froze at the sight of horror, CC's kissing Amanda the schools slag. My fist dropped why would he do this to me???he said, he said we wanted to ask me something and that I should be exsited about it not horrified.
"Looks like your still on the market princess".
Oli said stepping a little closer to me so what do I do I kicked him really hard on the crown jewels.
I ran into the girls bathroom locked one of the doors and cut, both so close to my wrists and up and down my arms, small cuts, medium cuts, large cuts everywhere.

----Flashback----

"Mother fucking asshole I'll get you I'll get you good". I said before trying to get so sleep and see what hell am I going to wake up tomorrow.

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Comments

Sorry if my story has gone down hill I just haven't updated in ages but I promise it will get better and I don't brake my promises.

ShadowFang ShadowFang
7/17/16

carry on i relly like your stories this one especially i wanna know who her real family is

Okay, I like this so far. However, no offense, but your spelling, and grammar makes it hard to follow.

Is she going to be ok