Love does not exist

Having been woken up by Abi jumping on me since we now share the same bed and strait away needing coffee this morning is alot better then what I'd normally have to put up with. With coffee in my hand and for some reason Abi on my lap we was watching Almost got away from crime taking the piss how some of these people make the same mistakes over and over and going to prison like five or six times.

After I finished my coffee Abi dragged me up stairs stating that she had a surprise for me she made me put my hands over my eyes so that I wouldn't have a seek peek damn she knows me so well.

"Okay open your eyes" she said I could tell that she was smiling in her voice I opened my eyes and there was a box of black hair dye in her hands.
"Oh my god Abi...I fucking love you". I said giving her a massive huge I can't believe she did this I could kiss her Hmmmm I could kiss her wait what? Ivy what are you thinking?
"Hehe I knew you would like it come on we'll do it now" she said leading me to the bathroom I've got to admit I didn't realize how big of a ass a sexy big ass, IVY STOP!!!!

~Time Skip~
Later what day we was waiting for Chinese food God I'm starving where is it? By the way my hair went from a mousy brown to a raven black and I'm loving it. The door knocks must be the food thank God I got up before anyone else could and opened the door but there was no Chinese food but one of Satan's minions Christian bloody Coma.

"Sorry I never ordered a twat" I said about to shut the door but he stopped me by putting his foot at the bottom of the frame.
"Ivy please can we talk?" He asked with hope in his brown eyes.
"No"
"Wait Ivy please look I know what I've done is wrong but its not my fault".
"Fine it may not have been your fault but you still chose to do what you did and for what? To get revenge on me Coma I once loved you and now I just feel sick looking at you. I don't care if anyone thinks I'm being to hard on you but you went to hard on me and what's worst you never even asked for my side of the story its too late to say sorry".
"Ivy I love you" He said with tires starting to run down his cheeks.
"Six months of go I would have fainted with joy if you said that to me but now I just fell nothing". And with that I just shut the door and heading back to the living room everyone was watching the Ellen show but Abi wasn't down here so I went to "our" room knowing that she would be there. I walked in and she was on kneeling on the floor crying holding a blade in her hand. I ran towards her knocking the blade out of her hand checking her for cuts lucky I got here in time and her skin had no new scars.
"Abi what the hell where you thinking?" I asked her grabbing her chin making her look at me
"The phone rang and agent Cooper was on the other end" oh god I know where she's going with this oh no.
" Your leaving" she said again still crying strangely. I sat down and sat her down on my lap her head in the crook of my neck I place on hand on her head and the other on her thigh.
"Yes I'm leaving and I'm sorry that I didn't tell you I only found out the other day I just I didn't know how to tell you because I don't want you to walk out of my life". I said and her crying started to settle down but she still wasn't stopping I can't bare to see her like this she means the world to me.
"Abi I know its hard I don't want to go either but please try to understand I'm not safe here but I can't leave you I can't leave my girl". She stopped crying and faced me her face inches away from mine I wish I could just pull her closer and kiss those lips she smiled and hugged me god she smelt so good Ivy spot it now STOP IT!!!!

~Abi's POV~

I still can't believe that Ivy's leaving I don't want her too but I know she has too I don't want her leaving I need her to stay with me. I just hope this new family of hers treats her right she deserves the best after what's happened to her.

~CC's POV~

Ivy's right I did have a choice and I chose the wrong thing I should of asked her, her side of the story but I let my pride take over me and now she's leaving Ohio for good and I'll never see her again well done you stupid idiot.

I laid in bed just thinking what would of happened if that horrible day went differently if I let her explain she would have been living with me not Abi with me and I've seen that little look they give each other without even noticing how knows they could be kissing right now. Oh shut up CC Ivy isn't Bi or gay she's strait right? Right?

~Ivy's POV~

Why is this happening, why am I keep on seeing Abi in a different way I mean fair enough she was the first person to make me feel like a human and I may have thought of her differently before but not this much oh my god I'm I'm attracted to Abi but it wasn't just her before I've see a few girls that I thought was hot and saw myself and them but its the same with boys oh god. I-I'm bisexual I'm bisexual I I can't believe this but I can't be can I no no I'm not but I am Ivy shut up your not but am I god I don't know this is just way to confusing but if I can will people just hate me even more.

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