Help Me Please

Lyric's POV:

After me and BVB went to party for my birthday. I got home and texted Mr.Godfrey.

Me- Hey
Mike- Hello beautiful
Me- Mike! I told you not to call me that!
Mike- But you are beautiful!
Me- No I'm not. What did you want me to text you for?
Mike- I wanted to know if you wanted your birthday surprise c;
Me- Mike! I'm only seventeen. I thought we were going to stay to teasing. Nothing more nothing less.
Mike- I know but I really want you. Oh come on Samantha. Just for tonight.
Me- No Mike. I can't,plus I have to go somewhere.
Mike- Okay then have fun. Happy birthday.
Me- Thanks

I looked at the time 6:55. Fuck! I'm going to be late. I straighten my hair and teased it to perfection. I put on my black eyeliner and I was ready to go.
"Mama Jinxx Im going to a friend's house I'll be back in a little." I yelled at Jinxx.

I walked into my mum's room and went to what used to be my mum's side of the bed. I kneeled down and talked to her.
"Mum,I'm going to talk to Austin Carlile today. Hopefully everything goes great. I love you mum." I walked out and took my skateboard to the park. When I reached the river I heard him laugh Ugh I could just melt because of that laugh.

"Umm...Austin?" I giggled but it came out kinda shaky. Ugh I'm so dumb.
"Hi Austin" He laughed
"Please, Just call me Lyric." I said quietly. I didn't mean to though ugh I'm so pathetic.
"Well then Lyric, I'm happy you came. Now all we were going to do is lay on that blanket,look at the stars and ask each other questions, is that alright?" He asked me rubbing the back of his neck nervously.
He was pretty cute when he did that.
"Yeah It's perfect." I smiled sweetly.
He grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear "Just like you".
I blushed furiously and hid my face from him.
"Aww come on. Don't hide your pretty face what else am I suppose to stare at?"
I blushed even more.
"Are you blushing? Is that why you won't let me see your pretty face. Ugh those gorgeous eyes,your little nose,and those perfect lips..." As he said the last word he lifted my chin with his finger and kissed me. I was shocked and I didn't kiss back,but when I was going to he pulled back. I frowned.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I mean I did but...Sorry. You're just really fucking beautiful. And I also need to do this. Just one more time I promise." He kissed me again,but this time I locked my fingers in his hair and pulled him in closer. He let out a moan and I giggled against his lips. He took the chance to slip his tongue into my mouth and then it was my turn to moan. He laughed and pulled away for some air.
" You're a really good kisser Lyric." He said smiling. I blushed and I hid my face.
"Don't do that. It makes me want to kiss you again."
I still didn't look at him.
"Lyric, Look at me baby." I shook my head.
" Baby, Look at me please. If you don't I'm going to have to kiss you."
To be honest, I wasn't looking at him because I wanted him to kiss me. And being impatient as he is he grabbed my face and kissed me. He lead me to the blanket still kissing me. He laid me on the blanket and started pulling up my shirt when I stopped him. I couldn't do it. We aren't even dating. I pushed him off me and walked to the edge of the river.
"Lyric, I'm sorry. Will you forgive me?"
No answer
"Lyric? I'm sorry baby. Please just tell me you forgive me. I'm a sex crazed teenager and I just kinda need it but please please forgive me."
"I forgive you. I just want to wait until I'm okay with myself."

Notes

Yasss!!!! AUSTIN AND AUSTIN KISSED O.o confusing I know