Why me

I lay on the couch, rubbing my stomach. How could Andy do this to me?? I felt more tears fall down my face. I didn't know what I was going to do without him. I couldn't raise this kid on my own. I grabbed my phone and texted Andy.
To Andy
Look please come home. I don't think I can do this without you... I don't even think I can love without you.

To Charlie
I'm not coming back. Sort your fucking life out yourself.

I threw the phone down and started crying. Of course, he will never come back to me again. I sat back up and grabbed the glass sitting next to me. I threw it at the wall and watched it shatter. I knew what I had to do. I grabbed the blade I hid in my drawer. I slid it across my wrists a few time, just wanting it to end. I can't do it without him..

Notes

Sorry its not good. It'll get better once I think of what's going to happen next.
if you have any ideas that would be great... Sorry guys