Lost It All (On Hold)
Chapter 8
We finished packing around 10:00 and I ended up driving them home. On my way back, I saw a couple on a bench, cuddling. I couldn't help but let my mind wander back to Patrick and I. My ex would text me and tell me to meet him at the park in the swings. Patrick would be waiting there for me, like the great boyfriend I thought he was. Pulling me out of my thoughts, a car behind me was homking at me to go. At least I was at a stoplight. Suddenly, my phone started to ring. What the hell is my slut of a sister doing calling me at 10:27? I think as I hit asnwer.
"What the hell do you want Shelby?"
"Have you seen mom anywhere?"
"No... Wait! Yes! She is at the hospital waiting for Tyler to wake up, or comforting Mrs. Hale."
"Alright. Just worried because of what happened to dad..." My father had dissappeared one night and the next day, they found his body in the river. He had a suicide note in his pocket and deep cuts covering his arms.
"Earth to Madyline? Hello?" Shelby sounded as if she was waving a hand in front of my face.
"Actually Shelby, I'm on Mars. I'm here. And I'm pulling up in the driveway. See you in less than a minute." I hung up and gathered up my purse and backpack, wich I had left in the car earlier. Once I got in the house, Shelby tackeled me in a hug.
"What the fuck, Shelbs? I was only gone for 30 minutes!" I push her off of me and scramble up.
"I was lonely! And I was hungry."
"Bull! You missed your sister, you missed your sister!" I chanted and she just covered her ears.
"Did not!"
"Did too!"
"What the hell is up with all the yelling?!" I hears someone yell and spun around to see mother standing in the doorway, a look of complete shock on her face.
"Shelby missed me and won't admit it!" I said, pointing a finger at her, like a five year old.
"Whatever the reason, shut up! I need some sleep! Donna wouldn't stop crying! I had to stay there until she cried herself to sleep. I'm tired!"
"Me too! Shelby, don't be too loud while your masturbating!" I yelled as I ran up the stairs. I quickly changed into my pajamas and brushed my teeth. Looking at my phone, I sat on my bed and checked my Instagram. Andy Biersack liked my picture from earlier today.
"Maddy! Are you alright?!" My mother was pounding on my door, trying to find the knob in the dark.
"I'm fine mom! What made you think that I wasn't?" I asked through the door.
"I heard a sudden shriek. I thought something bad had happened." She responded. I guess I shrieked when I saw that Andy liked my picture.
"Ooohh! Fangirl moment. Andy Biersack liked my picture on Instagram, that's all." I re-assured her.
"Alright. See you in the morning, then." I heard her footsteps trail back to her room. I re treated back to my bed and instantly fell asleep. *~*~*~The Next Day~*~*~*
I awoke to my sister's dog licking my face.I slap him away and glance over at my clock. Only 6:03? Wow. I hear the shower start up and just then mom walks in.
"Maddy, get up. You have to get Shanel early today. Her mother has to work early. You have to be there in an hour." She walks put and I just sit there. How am I going to face everybody at school today?
"Maddy! Get your ass up, now!" My mother yells, and I slump out of bed. Stumbling over to my closet, I grab some socks from my dresser. I get in the shower and quickly wash my hair and body. Hopping out of the shower, I brush my hair and blowdry it. I change my clothes to this: http://www.polyvore.com/maddys_shcool_outift/set?id=86917863
"Maddy! I said get your ass up! You have to leave in 15 minutes!" My mother yells and I just roll my eyes and run down the stairs. I gulp down my breakfast and grab my phone and keys off the kitchen counter.
"Bye mom! See you later!" I scream as I head out to my car. As soon as I get in, I put in BVB's first record, We Stitch These Wounds. I pull up to Shanel's house just as Children Surrender comes on. I look up and see that she is wearing her new wedges: http://www.polyvore.com/shanels_school_outfit/set?id=86921917
"Damn these shoes! It's impossible to do anything in these!" Shanel curses as she gets in.
"Well good morning to you too. Dazbog?" I ask as she drops her backpack next to mine in the backseat.
"You should know that answer, dimwhit. Of course."
"Alright, let's go." The rest of the ride is in silence, besides WSTW. Once we get there, I saw Macee's convertable sitting right there next to the door.
"Are you sure you want this right now?" Shanel asks, glaring at the car.
"Yeah, I need something to get me up." I say, clenching my fists by my side. We get in there and no sign of Macee, Makana, or Kaitlin. Great. Shanel goes up to order out George's.
"Hey, it's little Miss. Emo Bitch. Come back to just coward away again?" I hear Macee sneer. Last straw, Macee. Last fucking straw.
"Hey, it's little Miss. Slutty Cunt. Come back to fuck Kaitlin's boyfriend again?" I say back, same amout of bitchiness dripping off of every word as her. She just narrows her eyes and leans in close to my face.
"Watch your tounge, bitch."
"At least mine isn't down Carson's throat all the time." I face palm her and she stumbles back, glaring at me. "Oops. Have a nice day, bitch." I take my George from Shanel and walk out to my car.
"What the hell do you want Shelby?"
"Have you seen mom anywhere?"
"No... Wait! Yes! She is at the hospital waiting for Tyler to wake up, or comforting Mrs. Hale."
"Alright. Just worried because of what happened to dad..." My father had dissappeared one night and the next day, they found his body in the river. He had a suicide note in his pocket and deep cuts covering his arms.
"Earth to Madyline? Hello?" Shelby sounded as if she was waving a hand in front of my face.
"Actually Shelby, I'm on Mars. I'm here. And I'm pulling up in the driveway. See you in less than a minute." I hung up and gathered up my purse and backpack, wich I had left in the car earlier. Once I got in the house, Shelby tackeled me in a hug.
"What the fuck, Shelbs? I was only gone for 30 minutes!" I push her off of me and scramble up.
"I was lonely! And I was hungry."
"Bull! You missed your sister, you missed your sister!" I chanted and she just covered her ears.
"Did not!"
"Did too!"
"What the hell is up with all the yelling?!" I hears someone yell and spun around to see mother standing in the doorway, a look of complete shock on her face.
"Shelby missed me and won't admit it!" I said, pointing a finger at her, like a five year old.
"Whatever the reason, shut up! I need some sleep! Donna wouldn't stop crying! I had to stay there until she cried herself to sleep. I'm tired!"
"Me too! Shelby, don't be too loud while your masturbating!" I yelled as I ran up the stairs. I quickly changed into my pajamas and brushed my teeth. Looking at my phone, I sat on my bed and checked my Instagram. Andy Biersack liked my picture from earlier today.
"Maddy! Are you alright?!" My mother was pounding on my door, trying to find the knob in the dark.
"I'm fine mom! What made you think that I wasn't?" I asked through the door.
"I heard a sudden shriek. I thought something bad had happened." She responded. I guess I shrieked when I saw that Andy liked my picture.
"Ooohh! Fangirl moment. Andy Biersack liked my picture on Instagram, that's all." I re-assured her.
"Alright. See you in the morning, then." I heard her footsteps trail back to her room. I re treated back to my bed and instantly fell asleep. *~*~*~The Next Day~*~*~*
I awoke to my sister's dog licking my face.I slap him away and glance over at my clock. Only 6:03? Wow. I hear the shower start up and just then mom walks in.
"Maddy, get up. You have to get Shanel early today. Her mother has to work early. You have to be there in an hour." She walks put and I just sit there. How am I going to face everybody at school today?
"Maddy! Get your ass up, now!" My mother yells, and I slump out of bed. Stumbling over to my closet, I grab some socks from my dresser. I get in the shower and quickly wash my hair and body. Hopping out of the shower, I brush my hair and blowdry it. I change my clothes to this: http://www.polyvore.com/maddys_shcool_outift/set?id=86917863
"Maddy! I said get your ass up! You have to leave in 15 minutes!" My mother yells and I just roll my eyes and run down the stairs. I gulp down my breakfast and grab my phone and keys off the kitchen counter.
"Bye mom! See you later!" I scream as I head out to my car. As soon as I get in, I put in BVB's first record, We Stitch These Wounds. I pull up to Shanel's house just as Children Surrender comes on. I look up and see that she is wearing her new wedges: http://www.polyvore.com/shanels_school_outfit/set?id=86921917
"Damn these shoes! It's impossible to do anything in these!" Shanel curses as she gets in.
"Well good morning to you too. Dazbog?" I ask as she drops her backpack next to mine in the backseat.
"You should know that answer, dimwhit. Of course."
"Alright, let's go." The rest of the ride is in silence, besides WSTW. Once we get there, I saw Macee's convertable sitting right there next to the door.
"Are you sure you want this right now?" Shanel asks, glaring at the car.
"Yeah, I need something to get me up." I say, clenching my fists by my side. We get in there and no sign of Macee, Makana, or Kaitlin. Great. Shanel goes up to order out George's.
"Hey, it's little Miss. Emo Bitch. Come back to just coward away again?" I hear Macee sneer. Last straw, Macee. Last fucking straw.
"Hey, it's little Miss. Slutty Cunt. Come back to fuck Kaitlin's boyfriend again?" I say back, same amout of bitchiness dripping off of every word as her. She just narrows her eyes and leans in close to my face.
"Watch your tounge, bitch."
"At least mine isn't down Carson's throat all the time." I face palm her and she stumbles back, glaring at me. "Oops. Have a nice day, bitch." I take my George from Shanel and walk out to my car.
Notes
Sorry it took me so long. Just been very side tracked lately. Promise to update more. What'll ya'll think? It's exactly 1:00 am here, so I'm gonna get to sleep. Try to update tomorrow or the day after. Thanks for reading! <3~Madi
pls update!!!
6/9/14