I really don't want to have this baby. Don't get me wrong, I love have a little human being to take care of, it gets me out of doing a lot of shit. But I don't know, I feel off about this pregnancy. My first pregnancy with the twins was scary but I felt good about it. This pregnancy just isn't right. Right now I'm in the waiting room of the clinic. I'm here to get my first ultrasound done and Ricky's with me. Andy wanted to be here, but he's buying the new house at this moment.
The doctor moves the wand over my stomach and we see the first scrap of the alien inside of me. I wave of emotion crashes over me and tears swell up in my eyes, but not because I'm happy. Because of what I was just told by the doc.

"The baby's around seven to eight weeks in development." He says and my heart sinks. If I do my math correctly, then the baby can't be Andy's. The doctor leaves the room and Ricky stares at me, not knowing what to do.

"Are you crying because of how happy you are to have the baby?" Ricky asks. I shake my head and continue sobbing. "Scar what's wrong?"

"Alex is the father." I whisper. He nods and holds me tight.

"Alex might have gotten you pregnant, but Andy will always be this kid's father." Rick says rubbing my back. I wipe away my tears and he takes me home.
I lye down on the couch as soon as I enter.

"Great you're back! I just signed the papers for the house, we should be moved in by next Saturday." Andy says kissing my forehead. I can't tell him, it'll make things so much worse.

"Cool, I'll start the packing on Monday." I say.

"So how far along is the baby?" He asks.

"About two monthsish."

"That means in another two months we can find out the gender."

"I see you've been doing your research. What gender are you hoping for?"

"A boy, but I don't have any name ideas."

"What about Sam? I don't know why but I've always loved that name."

"Plus it's gender neutral, so if the baby's a girl it works." I nod and bite my lower lip. "You look like something's upsetting you."

"No everything is great."

"But how are you?"

"Andy stop worrying about me and just relax. When this baby comes out there's not going to be time for relaxation and sex."

"No sex?"

"Ooh, can you please not talk about sex?" Amy asks as she steps into the living room area. I roll my eyes.

"I thought you were going out to a movie with Alice." I say.

"I thought that too, she just texted me and cancelled. She's been dodging me week after week and I don't know if I can take it anymore." She says.

"You might want to talk to her about it before ending the relationship." Andy chimes in.

"I will," she says taking out her phone. "Mom, Alex came up to me yesterday and said he needed to talk to you."

"Do you know what about?" I ask. She shrugs.

"He didn't mention why, I'm guessing about the divorce." She says and walks back to her room.

"Are you ready to talk to Alex?" Andy asks.

"Doesn't matter whether I'm ready anymore, I need those papers signed." I tell him.

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