Carolyn (Andy Biersack love story)
Ronnie The Sadist, Carolyn has ADHD, Andy ADD
Ronnies point of view
‘Finally im back home’ i thought to myself as i finish unpacking from warped tour because i decided to come home early so i could spend some time withCarolyn. God i love her, i would do anything to have her, even upset my fans to see her. Thinking of her reminded me that i need to talk to Juliet so i can tell her that our little friends with benefits thing is over. I know Andy is one of my best friends but i mean ever since my ex fiances birth we havent really had anytime together.
I figured since i dont have anything to do right now ill just go see her at her new house. I hop in my car and drive in the right direction, maybe, and about 13 minutes later i finally arrived, alot of band members live around the same area. I knocked on the door while about 15 seconds i hear the door knob getting fittled with from the other side of the door. Finally she gets it unlocked and opened it.
“Hey Ronnie” she says looking at her feet.
“Hey, um i actually need to talk to you” i said putting my hands in my pockets.
“Ohh uh.. sorry, how rude of me” she says stepping aside letting me in, shutting the door behind us.
“Whatcha need” she asks sitting down patting the seat next to her on the couch.
“Actually its about the whole us thing” i said awkwardly
“Why” she asked surprised.
“You know Carolyn right” i asked making sure she will be able to understand my explanation.
She suddenly stiffened “Yes, um” she gulped “what about her” she asked still looking like she saw a ghost.
“We kind of dating” i said, trying to fight my smile.
“What” she looked very confused as she loosend up a little “Shes dating Andy” she stated even more confused with every word.
“No, she broke up with him” i said, now getting sort of confused.
“No, they got back together” she informed me.
“what” i whispered to myself under my breath.
“Yeah, she cheated on you, let it sink in” she whispered in my ear “if i were you i would be beyond mad right now” she continued “mad enough to torture her till shes barely alive.” Okay that was enough.
“WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT” i shout as i spring up from the couch.
“Come on Ronnie, you gave her your heart, ruined your marrige and seperated a mother and a father, all just to take that heart and to slowly crush it” she said slowly standing up, still very tiny but intimidating.
“I dont know, i know what she did was wrong but-” i said as a tear ran down my face as my heart was slowly collapsing as i was coming to realization.
“Face it Ronnie, your crushed and you want to get back at her. Admit it Ronnie, just admit it-” she was cut of by my voice.
“Okay, yes its true” i admitted it, wait what, Ronnie you know you would never want to do that to anyone, let alone her.
“I knew you would come to your senses” she said softly backing up.
The truth is i actually did kill that little boy (i know he didnt actually do it but this is fanFICTION so if you just pretend it happened then the story will make a whole lot more sense) and i enjoyed it. Im actually a sadist (again fiction) but i have almost controlled that passion for peoples pain, but there will always be that part of my brain that needs the pleasure of peoples pain. As Juliets oh so intriguing offer sinks in, the sadist starts to dominate my brain.
“What are we going to do about her than” i ask sitting down after her.
“Well i have already taken care of the get her here part but you can handle the torture part” she says. Wait What?
“shes here” i ask getting excited
“Yep, in the basement but first, we have to be ready, she has probably found a way out of the rope” she continues “oh help me carry these chains so we can tie her to the wall, i would have did it earlier but chemicals work for only so long” she said leading me to the chains.
Once we got the chains, that werent that heavy she was probably just being lazy, we walk down the stairs slowly. Juliet put her hand on the knob then looked at me for perrmision, which i granted with a nod. She pushed the metal door open and stepped in.
Carolyn sprung from behind the door onto Juliet grabbing her by her hair while pulling her to the ground, she snapped her head up and look me straight into the eyes. She continued to look at me, losing grip of Juliets hair, she stood there. I think she may have ADHD cause she just lost all focus on the situation as she stood there trying to make sense of the situation.
“RONNIE GET THE DOOR” Juliet screamed as a huge slam came from behind me.
I turned around and saw there was no knob, it only opens from the outside.
“Great, now that we are trapped lets get comfy so you can explain what happened.” Carolyn said looking down to find a juliet on the floor holding her head.
She walked over to the corner and sat down, did she know that juliet was the one who kidnapped her. Wait, so thats why Andy called me asking if i knew where she was, juliet took her. Its all making sense.
I ran to the door dropping the chains banging on it i yell “HELP, HHEELLLLPPPP, HEEEL-” i was cut off by a punch in the stomach.
“SHUT UP, ITS A SOUND PROOF FREAKING BASEMENT” Carolyn said.
I turn around glaring into her amazing eyes as i remember “So you think you can just get away with anything” i say with fire in my eyes.
“Wha- ohh no Ronnie its not what it looks lik-” i cut her off with a punch in her stomach 5 times as hard as she punched me.
As the wind knocked out of her she fell to the floor and started coughing crazily as blood spilled from her mouth.
‘what is wwrong with you ronnie, you love this girl” my thought echoed through my head.
‘Well she doesnt love you back so i dont see why not’ the now dominant part of my head thought.
She look at me, still struggling on the floor, in the eyes and i could see a hint of desperation hidden behind her own self worth.
I walked up to her and squated to her level, “Well you cant” i said kissing her forehead while standing up and kicking her a few more times till she passed out.
I checked her pulse, weak but still pumping, i picked up her small but strong body up and begin to try her limbs to the wall.
Andys point of view
Where could she be. I finally decided, after a long debate with myself, that im going to call the police, maybe it will help.
911- 911 whats your emergency?
Me- My girlfriend has gone missing, i think she was kidnapped
911- Whats her name, sir?
Me- Carolyn Grace, shes 19 years old
911- whats your address?
Me- (enter random address here)
911- please stay calm a patrol car will be there in a few minutes, would you like to stay on the line with me till the police get there.
Me- no thank you, have a nice day ma’am
911- have a nice day
I then hung up, actually i did need to have her on the line, who knows what i will do to myself if she was kidnapped, or worse killed.
‘No Andy, dont think like that, shes a fighter, shes probably out there kicking butt’ i thought trying to force the bad ones away.
‘But Andy think, she has an almost broken foot and a shoulder thats shot’ my bad thoughts thought towering over my good ones.
My bad thoughts come from my terrible ADD coming back to haunt me.
‘Go Andy, go and kill yourself, she probably didnt get kidnapped, she probably ran away from you’ my thoughts continued
When i was little i was able to fight off the bad thoughts but right now they are eating me alive.
I walked upstairs slowly while battle in my head continued. Once i get to my bathroom i take out the pills i got for Carolyn at the pharmacy right before she had gone missing. I dump all of the pills in my hand while my ADD won the battle. I hear banging on the door “This is the LAPD, open up” the police officer screamed from the other end of the door.
I simply stay put, as i slowly lift my hand closer to my mouth i hear more banging and screaming. My hand filled with pills finally reaches my mouth and i pour them in my mouth. I slowly swallow all the pills and almost immediatly feel dizzy.
“Goodbye Carolyn, I love you forever and alw-” i was cut off by a huge bang from the door being kicked down. Then all of a sudden i stood up and fell to the floor, black out, soon enough i will be dead and me and Carolyn will be reunited.
‘Finally im back home’ i thought to myself as i finish unpacking from warped tour because i decided to come home early so i could spend some time withCarolyn. God i love her, i would do anything to have her, even upset my fans to see her. Thinking of her reminded me that i need to talk to Juliet so i can tell her that our little friends with benefits thing is over. I know Andy is one of my best friends but i mean ever since my ex fiances birth we havent really had anytime together.
I figured since i dont have anything to do right now ill just go see her at her new house. I hop in my car and drive in the right direction, maybe, and about 13 minutes later i finally arrived, alot of band members live around the same area. I knocked on the door while about 15 seconds i hear the door knob getting fittled with from the other side of the door. Finally she gets it unlocked and opened it.
“Hey Ronnie” she says looking at her feet.
“Hey, um i actually need to talk to you” i said putting my hands in my pockets.
“Ohh uh.. sorry, how rude of me” she says stepping aside letting me in, shutting the door behind us.
“Whatcha need” she asks sitting down patting the seat next to her on the couch.
“Actually its about the whole us thing” i said awkwardly
“Why” she asked surprised.
“You know Carolyn right” i asked making sure she will be able to understand my explanation.
She suddenly stiffened “Yes, um” she gulped “what about her” she asked still looking like she saw a ghost.
“We kind of dating” i said, trying to fight my smile.
“What” she looked very confused as she loosend up a little “Shes dating Andy” she stated even more confused with every word.
“No, she broke up with him” i said, now getting sort of confused.
“No, they got back together” she informed me.
“what” i whispered to myself under my breath.
“Yeah, she cheated on you, let it sink in” she whispered in my ear “if i were you i would be beyond mad right now” she continued “mad enough to torture her till shes barely alive.” Okay that was enough.
“WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT” i shout as i spring up from the couch.
“Come on Ronnie, you gave her your heart, ruined your marrige and seperated a mother and a father, all just to take that heart and to slowly crush it” she said slowly standing up, still very tiny but intimidating.
“I dont know, i know what she did was wrong but-” i said as a tear ran down my face as my heart was slowly collapsing as i was coming to realization.
“Face it Ronnie, your crushed and you want to get back at her. Admit it Ronnie, just admit it-” she was cut of by my voice.
“Okay, yes its true” i admitted it, wait what, Ronnie you know you would never want to do that to anyone, let alone her.
“I knew you would come to your senses” she said softly backing up.
The truth is i actually did kill that little boy (i know he didnt actually do it but this is fanFICTION so if you just pretend it happened then the story will make a whole lot more sense) and i enjoyed it. Im actually a sadist (again fiction) but i have almost controlled that passion for peoples pain, but there will always be that part of my brain that needs the pleasure of peoples pain. As Juliets oh so intriguing offer sinks in, the sadist starts to dominate my brain.
“What are we going to do about her than” i ask sitting down after her.
“Well i have already taken care of the get her here part but you can handle the torture part” she says. Wait What?
“shes here” i ask getting excited
“Yep, in the basement but first, we have to be ready, she has probably found a way out of the rope” she continues “oh help me carry these chains so we can tie her to the wall, i would have did it earlier but chemicals work for only so long” she said leading me to the chains.
Once we got the chains, that werent that heavy she was probably just being lazy, we walk down the stairs slowly. Juliet put her hand on the knob then looked at me for perrmision, which i granted with a nod. She pushed the metal door open and stepped in.
Carolyn sprung from behind the door onto Juliet grabbing her by her hair while pulling her to the ground, she snapped her head up and look me straight into the eyes. She continued to look at me, losing grip of Juliets hair, she stood there. I think she may have ADHD cause she just lost all focus on the situation as she stood there trying to make sense of the situation.
“RONNIE GET THE DOOR” Juliet screamed as a huge slam came from behind me.
I turned around and saw there was no knob, it only opens from the outside.
“Great, now that we are trapped lets get comfy so you can explain what happened.” Carolyn said looking down to find a juliet on the floor holding her head.
She walked over to the corner and sat down, did she know that juliet was the one who kidnapped her. Wait, so thats why Andy called me asking if i knew where she was, juliet took her. Its all making sense.
I ran to the door dropping the chains banging on it i yell “HELP, HHEELLLLPPPP, HEEEL-” i was cut off by a punch in the stomach.
“SHUT UP, ITS A SOUND PROOF FREAKING BASEMENT” Carolyn said.
I turn around glaring into her amazing eyes as i remember “So you think you can just get away with anything” i say with fire in my eyes.
“Wha- ohh no Ronnie its not what it looks lik-” i cut her off with a punch in her stomach 5 times as hard as she punched me.
As the wind knocked out of her she fell to the floor and started coughing crazily as blood spilled from her mouth.
‘what is wwrong with you ronnie, you love this girl” my thought echoed through my head.
‘Well she doesnt love you back so i dont see why not’ the now dominant part of my head thought.
She look at me, still struggling on the floor, in the eyes and i could see a hint of desperation hidden behind her own self worth.
I walked up to her and squated to her level, “Well you cant” i said kissing her forehead while standing up and kicking her a few more times till she passed out.
I checked her pulse, weak but still pumping, i picked up her small but strong body up and begin to try her limbs to the wall.
Andys point of view
Where could she be. I finally decided, after a long debate with myself, that im going to call the police, maybe it will help.
911- 911 whats your emergency?
Me- My girlfriend has gone missing, i think she was kidnapped
911- Whats her name, sir?
Me- Carolyn Grace, shes 19 years old
911- whats your address?
Me- (enter random address here)
911- please stay calm a patrol car will be there in a few minutes, would you like to stay on the line with me till the police get there.
Me- no thank you, have a nice day ma’am
911- have a nice day
I then hung up, actually i did need to have her on the line, who knows what i will do to myself if she was kidnapped, or worse killed.
‘No Andy, dont think like that, shes a fighter, shes probably out there kicking butt’ i thought trying to force the bad ones away.
‘But Andy think, she has an almost broken foot and a shoulder thats shot’ my bad thoughts thought towering over my good ones.
My bad thoughts come from my terrible ADD coming back to haunt me.
‘Go Andy, go and kill yourself, she probably didnt get kidnapped, she probably ran away from you’ my thoughts continued
When i was little i was able to fight off the bad thoughts but right now they are eating me alive.
I walked upstairs slowly while battle in my head continued. Once i get to my bathroom i take out the pills i got for Carolyn at the pharmacy right before she had gone missing. I dump all of the pills in my hand while my ADD won the battle. I hear banging on the door “This is the LAPD, open up” the police officer screamed from the other end of the door.
I simply stay put, as i slowly lift my hand closer to my mouth i hear more banging and screaming. My hand filled with pills finally reaches my mouth and i pour them in my mouth. I slowly swallow all the pills and almost immediatly feel dizzy.
“Goodbye Carolyn, I love you forever and alw-” i was cut off by a huge bang from the door being kicked down. Then all of a sudden i stood up and fell to the floor, black out, soon enough i will be dead and me and Carolyn will be reunited.
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3/17/15