Carolyn (Andy Biersack love story)
Run from the World
Lindseys Point of View
“I have this feeling i know you from somewhere” she stated starring at me probably trying to remember where she has seen me from
“Um…. well im not all that recongnizable” I said as she continued to study me
“Ohhh, Ive got it, your from twitter, are you the girl who kissed kellin” she asked
“Y-yes, b-but he is a l-liar” I said choking back sobs
“Oh, no need to fool me honey, we all know hes a douche bag” she laughed but almost immediatly stopped when she saw tears run down my face. “Whats wrong hun”
“H-he told me he loved me then he left me” i said, wow morticians daughter is really the perfect song for this situation,
“I need no more explaination, i saw the tweets, people are so cruel” she said hugging me
Andy turned his head from Jinxx and walked towards me, then sitting on the the couch. Andy nodded at Sammi and she left to go sit next to her husband. Andy pulled me into his lap, kissing my cheek, then something dinged in my head.
‘If it hurt this much for kellin to leave me, imagine how much it hurts Carolyn’ i thought.
I pushed him away, now sitting on the floor, thinking, crying, not ony because the pain of Kellin but because the pain of knowing i cause 10 times as much pain to Carolyn.
He scooted down next to me, attempting to kiss my neck i pushed him away and stood up.
“Did i do something wrong” he asked looking confused
“Yes. You gave up on Carolyn. I thought you were the one who said ‘never give in, never back down’. Yet here you are with me when your soul mate is in a hospital with a murderer” I almost yelled.
“When she cheats on me with a murderer, well yeah” he yelled back while standing up
“You and I know she loves you way more than she will ever anyone else. Plus that lie she told about Juliet was true, trust me i have been he friend forever and i can tell when shes lying” i yelled looking up at his face, im tall, but he is TALL!
“But Juliet would never do that, would she” his voice getting lower and lower with each word.
“Its hard to tell when Carolyns lying but when she does her nose crinkles at the end of each sentence, it didnt crinkle at all Andy” I said
He just looked at the ground, kicking his boots lightly on the carpet.
I grabbed his hand “Come on” i said as i started pulling him to the door “Bye Sammi, bye Jinxx” I yelled as i shut the door behind me and Andy.
I jumped into my car, speeding off into the direction of the hospital ‘what are we going to do about Ronnie’ i thought ‘whatever, if hes going to stop my best friend from true love hes going to go through me’. Wow my life has changed so much since warped tour.
Andys Point of view
We pulled into the hospital parking lot ‘oh my jesus, what am i going to do, what am i going to say, was she telling the truth, more importantly did Juliet actually go that far.
“Get out of my car” Lindsey said turning the car off
“What” I asked of her rude remark
“I wasnt trying to be rude but if i didnt tell you like that you wouldnt have got out now leave” she said, she was right if she wasnt rude i would have gotten out so much slower “Are u not coming in” i asked getting out of the car
“No, im going to go handle Ronald later and plus if i go in you are going to make excuses” she answered, wow she really thought this one through
“Yeah that would probably be best” i said shutting the door and walking to the hospital entrance.
After i got my visitors pass i walked very, very slowly, for me anyways with my long gazelle legs and such.
Once i reached the hospital door i slowly walked in to see Carolyns eyes filled with Anger while she just stared at the wall that had a pair of scissors in it. Not even going to ask.
“Hi” I said as her head snapped to me the anger faded then came back almost instantly
“Hello” she said with her angel voice yet her eyes still were going up with flames.
“Carolyn” I said walking to her bed
“Andy”
“um, i, um,..... i was wrong, it wasnt my position to judge you as a liar when i did not give you the chance to fully explain yourself” I said playing with my hair nervously
“Are you trying to use big words to confuse me because lets not forget i actually graduated high school with the highest GPA in the school and on top of that I got excepted into Harvard but i refused” she snapped crossing her arms
“Oh trust me that was certainly not my intention, I just have a habit of using bigger wor-” I was cut off by her rude remark
“Your life story is not needed in the explanation of why you are here” she continued to stare at me with her oh so beautiful brown eyes.
“Right, um I was just here to apologize” I answered
“No you werent, you were to apologize in attempt to get me back, correct?” she asked
She is way smarter than i thought she was, actually i thought she was a high school drop out “correct” I said touching my hair again.
“Here, let me” she said leaning over and fixing my probably messy hair.
As i put my hands down from my head she ran her hand through my hair making it all go in one straight line to the side. When she touched me, call me cliche, i felt a spark, onne that once i felt it i noticed that thats what had been missing, thats the void i was trying to fill with Lindsey. As her hand went down from my hair down my sideburns to my jawline, she traced perfectly. Once her fingertips reached my chin they went back up to my mid jawline which she then palmed. She slowly leaned in closer and closer she ever so gently press her lips to mine as if she was experimenting and once i felt she was comfortable I kissed back. She removed her lips from mine and moved her lips to my ear, slightly brushing my cheeks on the way up.
She whispered “correct”
Ronnies point of view
I was not drunk but i felt as if i were to have another drink i would so like the idiot i am i decided to take 5 shots.
I payed and walked to my car, sitting inside i knew i was drunk but i refused to admit the fact it was unsafe for me to be driving. So I sped off in the direction of….. I dont know, and really i dont care. There werent any cars around so i was pushing 100 mph when about 5 minutes later a car pulls around the corner and I was going much too fast to stop. We collided and i knew this was it.
Amandas Point of view
I was almost to my work when i stopped at a stop sign, looking left I saw no cars, looking right i see no cars, looking left again no cars, I turn the corner and all of a sudden i see a car, it looks like the one park a few lots down from me at the bar. I hit the emergency brake but that car was going to fast to stop and it rammed me so hard and then i knew it was it for me.
I felt pain for a few seconds, maybe minutes, then i blacked out and i saw a light which i remained still but it sucked me in. It was blinding for a few seconds with a ear splitting noise so high then in a blink of an eye i was outside of my car. I somehow knew i wasnt alive anymore.
I turned my head to see Ronnie, he must have been the one who hit me, I slowly walk towards him catching his attention I grab his hand. “How about that first date” I asked
He smiled and clutched my hand back “sounds amazing” he answered
I always thought that when you die you walk the earth alone, but i guess who ever put us on this earth wasnt that cruel. I couldnt see any other ghosts so I assume he lets us be with our soul mate for the rest of eternity, thats probably why time as humans we go through bad, so we can get to the good.
We looked at each other, smiled then our souls walked away from our carcasses.
Lindseys point of view
Im bored and my ADHD is kicking in, I hate having ADHD and Carolyn also hates her ADHD. When hers kicks in she gets distracted easily and she taps her fingers but when mine is acting up I daydream and shake my legs.
I cant remember the last time i drank something, I think it was when i was in the shower, dont judge everybody drink shower water once in a while, i means its not like i was drinking it off my body. So i decided to head to Starbucks.
I texted Andy
Me- Srry to interrupt ur lil moment but imma go to sbucks, wan anything?
Andy- no thnx 4 asking
Me- np
I drove to sbucks and got my usual Iced Caramel Macchiato with extra Caramel at the bottom and as i was driving back i turned at the wrong street. I wondered around the area, i could find my way if i wanted to but i knew i would be bored at the hospital so i figured if im going to live her why not learn the area.
I turned around a corner to find a terrible accident and the two cars were both destroyed. I jumped out of my car and ran to the first car, as i reached it i found a blood covered Ronnie.
I have a gag reflex and this was triggering it like crazy and blood was the reason i didnt go to Carolyns boxing matches.
It then hit me, the car Ronnie hit looked just like Amandas so i had a mini prayer it wasnt her and i slowly turned my head and saw her sitting in the drivers seat just as bloody.
I turned around and held my stomach trying my best not to puke at the revolting sight of the corpses.
I turned back around and opened his door and put my fingers to his neck, no pulse, i felt tears stream down my face.
‘Please Amanda please dont be gone to, without you im just me and Carolyn, I know that sounds so selfish but i need you’ i thought as i walk slowly to her passenger door, since her door was completly covered by Ronalds car. I took a deep breath each step and finally i was at the door. I opened it sliding in and putting my hand on her bloody neck, no pulse.
I let out a scream. I dialed 911 and told them there was an accident, where it was, etc.
I sobbed letting out a few more screams, then after about 1 minute that sadness turned into anger. I punched the ground so hard i felt one of my fingers snap but i didnt feel it, adrenaline.
I jumped up, running to my car, i was about to open it but i changed my mind because im not in the best condition to be driving so i kick was being dumb and i kicked a dent into the door and i puched through the glass of the window.
I debated waiting for the police but instead i just started running, so fast i got comments from people on the main street like; “slow down” “wow shes fast” “track star” and some teenagers saying “can you not”.
I ran until i reached the hospital, i still ran inside till i reach the reseptionast when the security stopped me by my arm.
“Do u have a pass” he asked
“No” i answered
“You need a pass” he said
“Then give me a freaking pass” i said
“Dont use that tone, you get it from the desk” he answered
I turned around to see a woman with a blond bun on her head, she through my the plastic pass and winked.
I smiled and gave her a nod “Get your filthy hands off of me mut” i said as he let go of me and i sped to her room.
I finally reached her room to see her and Andy talking with smiles on their faces, how i wanted to punch them, and everything around me.
Their heads snapped in my direction “Yes?” they both asked at the same time and then started laughing. I waited 2 seconds and they werent done so i grabbed a vase and though it to the ground, shattering it into a million peices.
That got there attention “what was that for” Carolyn asked surprised
“Shut up, Ronnie and Amanda are dead”
“There was still no need for you to brake a perfectly innocent vase” she said shakily
I stared at her like i was about to pounce, but Andy stood up protecting her from my glare.
“Calm down Lindsey” he said
“I AM CALM” i snapped and slapped him and running out of the room
I just needed to run, not to get rid of the adenaline pumping through my veins cause running for me only increases it, I was running cause when i run no one can catch me and its just me alone to think. I picture it as running from society, people, and the world in general, thats all i need, run.
“I have this feeling i know you from somewhere” she stated starring at me probably trying to remember where she has seen me from
“Um…. well im not all that recongnizable” I said as she continued to study me
“Ohhh, Ive got it, your from twitter, are you the girl who kissed kellin” she asked
“Y-yes, b-but he is a l-liar” I said choking back sobs
“Oh, no need to fool me honey, we all know hes a douche bag” she laughed but almost immediatly stopped when she saw tears run down my face. “Whats wrong hun”
“H-he told me he loved me then he left me” i said, wow morticians daughter is really the perfect song for this situation,
“I need no more explaination, i saw the tweets, people are so cruel” she said hugging me
Andy turned his head from Jinxx and walked towards me, then sitting on the the couch. Andy nodded at Sammi and she left to go sit next to her husband. Andy pulled me into his lap, kissing my cheek, then something dinged in my head.
‘If it hurt this much for kellin to leave me, imagine how much it hurts Carolyn’ i thought.
I pushed him away, now sitting on the floor, thinking, crying, not ony because the pain of Kellin but because the pain of knowing i cause 10 times as much pain to Carolyn.
He scooted down next to me, attempting to kiss my neck i pushed him away and stood up.
“Did i do something wrong” he asked looking confused
“Yes. You gave up on Carolyn. I thought you were the one who said ‘never give in, never back down’. Yet here you are with me when your soul mate is in a hospital with a murderer” I almost yelled.
“When she cheats on me with a murderer, well yeah” he yelled back while standing up
“You and I know she loves you way more than she will ever anyone else. Plus that lie she told about Juliet was true, trust me i have been he friend forever and i can tell when shes lying” i yelled looking up at his face, im tall, but he is TALL!
“But Juliet would never do that, would she” his voice getting lower and lower with each word.
“Its hard to tell when Carolyns lying but when she does her nose crinkles at the end of each sentence, it didnt crinkle at all Andy” I said
He just looked at the ground, kicking his boots lightly on the carpet.
I grabbed his hand “Come on” i said as i started pulling him to the door “Bye Sammi, bye Jinxx” I yelled as i shut the door behind me and Andy.
I jumped into my car, speeding off into the direction of the hospital ‘what are we going to do about Ronnie’ i thought ‘whatever, if hes going to stop my best friend from true love hes going to go through me’. Wow my life has changed so much since warped tour.
Andys Point of view
We pulled into the hospital parking lot ‘oh my jesus, what am i going to do, what am i going to say, was she telling the truth, more importantly did Juliet actually go that far.
“Get out of my car” Lindsey said turning the car off
“What” I asked of her rude remark
“I wasnt trying to be rude but if i didnt tell you like that you wouldnt have got out now leave” she said, she was right if she wasnt rude i would have gotten out so much slower “Are u not coming in” i asked getting out of the car
“No, im going to go handle Ronald later and plus if i go in you are going to make excuses” she answered, wow she really thought this one through
“Yeah that would probably be best” i said shutting the door and walking to the hospital entrance.
After i got my visitors pass i walked very, very slowly, for me anyways with my long gazelle legs and such.
Once i reached the hospital door i slowly walked in to see Carolyns eyes filled with Anger while she just stared at the wall that had a pair of scissors in it. Not even going to ask.
“Hi” I said as her head snapped to me the anger faded then came back almost instantly
“Hello” she said with her angel voice yet her eyes still were going up with flames.
“Carolyn” I said walking to her bed
“Andy”
“um, i, um,..... i was wrong, it wasnt my position to judge you as a liar when i did not give you the chance to fully explain yourself” I said playing with my hair nervously
“Are you trying to use big words to confuse me because lets not forget i actually graduated high school with the highest GPA in the school and on top of that I got excepted into Harvard but i refused” she snapped crossing her arms
“Oh trust me that was certainly not my intention, I just have a habit of using bigger wor-” I was cut off by her rude remark
“Your life story is not needed in the explanation of why you are here” she continued to stare at me with her oh so beautiful brown eyes.
“Right, um I was just here to apologize” I answered
“No you werent, you were to apologize in attempt to get me back, correct?” she asked
She is way smarter than i thought she was, actually i thought she was a high school drop out “correct” I said touching my hair again.
“Here, let me” she said leaning over and fixing my probably messy hair.
As i put my hands down from my head she ran her hand through my hair making it all go in one straight line to the side. When she touched me, call me cliche, i felt a spark, onne that once i felt it i noticed that thats what had been missing, thats the void i was trying to fill with Lindsey. As her hand went down from my hair down my sideburns to my jawline, she traced perfectly. Once her fingertips reached my chin they went back up to my mid jawline which she then palmed. She slowly leaned in closer and closer she ever so gently press her lips to mine as if she was experimenting and once i felt she was comfortable I kissed back. She removed her lips from mine and moved her lips to my ear, slightly brushing my cheeks on the way up.
She whispered “correct”
Ronnies point of view
I was not drunk but i felt as if i were to have another drink i would so like the idiot i am i decided to take 5 shots.
I payed and walked to my car, sitting inside i knew i was drunk but i refused to admit the fact it was unsafe for me to be driving. So I sped off in the direction of….. I dont know, and really i dont care. There werent any cars around so i was pushing 100 mph when about 5 minutes later a car pulls around the corner and I was going much too fast to stop. We collided and i knew this was it.
Amandas Point of view
I was almost to my work when i stopped at a stop sign, looking left I saw no cars, looking right i see no cars, looking left again no cars, I turn the corner and all of a sudden i see a car, it looks like the one park a few lots down from me at the bar. I hit the emergency brake but that car was going to fast to stop and it rammed me so hard and then i knew it was it for me.
I felt pain for a few seconds, maybe minutes, then i blacked out and i saw a light which i remained still but it sucked me in. It was blinding for a few seconds with a ear splitting noise so high then in a blink of an eye i was outside of my car. I somehow knew i wasnt alive anymore.
I turned my head to see Ronnie, he must have been the one who hit me, I slowly walk towards him catching his attention I grab his hand. “How about that first date” I asked
He smiled and clutched my hand back “sounds amazing” he answered
I always thought that when you die you walk the earth alone, but i guess who ever put us on this earth wasnt that cruel. I couldnt see any other ghosts so I assume he lets us be with our soul mate for the rest of eternity, thats probably why time as humans we go through bad, so we can get to the good.
We looked at each other, smiled then our souls walked away from our carcasses.
Lindseys point of view
Im bored and my ADHD is kicking in, I hate having ADHD and Carolyn also hates her ADHD. When hers kicks in she gets distracted easily and she taps her fingers but when mine is acting up I daydream and shake my legs.
I cant remember the last time i drank something, I think it was when i was in the shower, dont judge everybody drink shower water once in a while, i means its not like i was drinking it off my body. So i decided to head to Starbucks.
I texted Andy
Me- Srry to interrupt ur lil moment but imma go to sbucks, wan anything?
Andy- no thnx 4 asking
Me- np
I drove to sbucks and got my usual Iced Caramel Macchiato with extra Caramel at the bottom and as i was driving back i turned at the wrong street. I wondered around the area, i could find my way if i wanted to but i knew i would be bored at the hospital so i figured if im going to live her why not learn the area.
I turned around a corner to find a terrible accident and the two cars were both destroyed. I jumped out of my car and ran to the first car, as i reached it i found a blood covered Ronnie.
I have a gag reflex and this was triggering it like crazy and blood was the reason i didnt go to Carolyns boxing matches.
It then hit me, the car Ronnie hit looked just like Amandas so i had a mini prayer it wasnt her and i slowly turned my head and saw her sitting in the drivers seat just as bloody.
I turned around and held my stomach trying my best not to puke at the revolting sight of the corpses.
I turned back around and opened his door and put my fingers to his neck, no pulse, i felt tears stream down my face.
‘Please Amanda please dont be gone to, without you im just me and Carolyn, I know that sounds so selfish but i need you’ i thought as i walk slowly to her passenger door, since her door was completly covered by Ronalds car. I took a deep breath each step and finally i was at the door. I opened it sliding in and putting my hand on her bloody neck, no pulse.
I let out a scream. I dialed 911 and told them there was an accident, where it was, etc.
I sobbed letting out a few more screams, then after about 1 minute that sadness turned into anger. I punched the ground so hard i felt one of my fingers snap but i didnt feel it, adrenaline.
I jumped up, running to my car, i was about to open it but i changed my mind because im not in the best condition to be driving so i kick was being dumb and i kicked a dent into the door and i puched through the glass of the window.
I debated waiting for the police but instead i just started running, so fast i got comments from people on the main street like; “slow down” “wow shes fast” “track star” and some teenagers saying “can you not”.
I ran until i reached the hospital, i still ran inside till i reach the reseptionast when the security stopped me by my arm.
“Do u have a pass” he asked
“No” i answered
“You need a pass” he said
“Then give me a freaking pass” i said
“Dont use that tone, you get it from the desk” he answered
I turned around to see a woman with a blond bun on her head, she through my the plastic pass and winked.
I smiled and gave her a nod “Get your filthy hands off of me mut” i said as he let go of me and i sped to her room.
I finally reached her room to see her and Andy talking with smiles on their faces, how i wanted to punch them, and everything around me.
Their heads snapped in my direction “Yes?” they both asked at the same time and then started laughing. I waited 2 seconds and they werent done so i grabbed a vase and though it to the ground, shattering it into a million peices.
That got there attention “what was that for” Carolyn asked surprised
“Shut up, Ronnie and Amanda are dead”
“There was still no need for you to brake a perfectly innocent vase” she said shakily
I stared at her like i was about to pounce, but Andy stood up protecting her from my glare.
“Calm down Lindsey” he said
“I AM CALM” i snapped and slapped him and running out of the room
I just needed to run, not to get rid of the adenaline pumping through my veins cause running for me only increases it, I was running cause when i run no one can catch me and its just me alone to think. I picture it as running from society, people, and the world in general, thats all i need, run.
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3/17/15