Carolyns point of veiw
'Why must i have taken the summer classes and just be a normal person, ohh thats right idiot, your not. Your a 6 foot tall giant with no friends!' I thought as I walked out of the classroom that just had a lecture on global warming. All of a sudden I was shoved against a wall and being held up by my throat, then i was thrown down onto the concrete with a boot now pressing against the side of my head.
"So, we got ourselves a black freak", said one of the overly sized musled guys.
"get off of me before I brake you", I said as best as I could with this guys huge boot on my face.
"Your tall, what are ya gonna do, step on us", anouther one said.
"I'm warning you, run now or get hurt" again I said with the struggle of the boot.
With that he pressed harder and I took my hand and pulled the leg from under him. He fell with a big "uuhhnnff", I then stepped on his face, he struggled but couldn't get my leg to budge. The other two charged at me and I jumped on the guys face to assure he didnt get up. The first one swung and I dodged it easily, then faked a left hook then he dodged it by going right, I then took my chance to hit him with my right. When I did that there was a huge "crack" and I saw his jaw snap, he fell to the floor. The third, and biggest,came charging like a bull towards me. I stepped to my right then swung around and jumped on his back. He tried to shake me but I held on for dear life, then I stuck both my fingers in his eyes and he screamed bloody murder. I jumped off then kicked him in his manly parts and he fell to his knees and I punched him square in his nose, with that he was down.
I then picked up my books and was off to my apartment. On the way up the stairs I tripped and hit my head right where the bozo stepped on. Now for sure the bruise will be bigger and most likely harder to cover with makeup. I dont know why but when I fight im the most balanced person, yet in simple every day tasks im like a toddler. I assume it must be the Adrenaline when im fighting.
Learning boxing and basketball when i was younger was so worth it. With out them i would must likely be dead in a ditch, not even the nicer ditches, probably in the shallow muddy one. I wonder if every ones mind works like mine cause sometimes i just sound stupid up here. Anyways boxing helped me with strength,learning moves, and predicting what the oponate is going to do. Basketball with hand eye cordanation and being abail to do things under pressure.
Im sick of all of this, not just the bullying, but the having to fight back. It may look like its fun, but really even though they hurt me I still feel really bad. I mean I was always bullied from kinder and up. I wasnt just bullied by the normal popular group, I was bullied by the outcasts and emos too. First of all i would get bullied for being emo either way but Im African American as well, im 6 foot tall, i have ADHD, and im super clumsy.
This was the straw that broke the camals back, Im dropping out.
The next day
I woke up with a headache born to kill. Im not letting this headache kill my vibe though, I blast Black Veil Brides 'Rebel Love Song', cause i figured, 'home alone (again), hope the nieghboors like Black Veil Bride.'
I hopped on twitter and Vans Warped Tour was annoucing that BVB and SWS was joining the tour. I was always aloud to go to warped but i was always afraid that i would be the only black person and i would be riduculed for it so i never went. But wtf, imma go anyways since 'this is merica home of the free mericans'.I laughed at my stupidness and tripped over my own foot onto my couch, thank god. To bad the only friend that i have lives in Riverside which is a few hours away, her names Lindsey. Shes 1 inch shorter then me and likes the same bands! I was so happy to find her and be abail to call her my bff.
I called her and by the third ring she picked up.
lindseys point of veiw
I was sitting there on twitter and my phone started ringing and it was Carolyn, so like the person i am i made her wait three rings then answered.
Me: hello
Carolyn: hey shorty
Me: get any taller?
Carolyn: hurtful
Me: get over it you will suvive, whats up chicken butt?
Carolyn: the sky
Me: im going to hang up
Carolyn: no no wait i will be serious
Me: continue
Carolyn: how would you feel about going to warped?
Me: What what really are you serious? Your finally letting us go?
Carolyn: no im a liar and this was a prank so i can get your panties in a twist
Me: finally my panties were so straight i needed a good bunch
Carolyn: warped is in 3 days so get your butt over here by tomorrow
Me: ohh how i love our friendship
Carolyn: its just delightful isnt it?
Me: love you
Carolyn: love you two
Both: NO HOMO *laughing*
Call ended
Me and carolyn we practically the same person.
I was so excited, even more so because sws is my favorite (not in real life just in the story) and i know that bvb is her favorite and there joining the tour.
I pack my stuff and by now its already 1 AM so i decide to hit the sack so i can get a farly early start.
The next day
I woke up, took a shower, did my hair, makeup,and was off to Carolyns apartment.
andys point of veiw
"Im going to tour if you like it or not juliet" I almost screamed
"I just got back from tour 2 days ago and your leaving" she yelled
"Just because you have a career doesnt mean i cant" i said and toward over her. Truth is I dont really like short girls as much as i do tall ones but i settle.
"I dont like it when girls are all over you how would i know your not cheating" she shakely said over tears. With that line it threw me over the edge.
"yeah i cheat juliet, im the one you walked in on with anouther person" i screamed because we didnt tell the press that juliet was caught cheating on me a few months ago
"but i thought we moved passed that" she almost whispered
"no i didnt move passed it, first your besty scout cheats on me then you promise you would never do it but im the dumb one here arent i" i yelled waiting for a responce that i wouldnt get. silence. " yeah thats what i thought, i want you out of my house by the time i get back from tour."
"But-"
"NO"
With that i walked out with my bags onto our warped tour bus while being greeted by the guys.
Carolyn point of veiw
Nothing was on T.V. so twitter it is, and the first thing i see is
@andy bvb- What should I cover my dragonfly tatoo with? Since @julietsimms is a cheater that has no respect for what i do
'there not a couple anymore, poor juliet she must be either heatbroken or with her new man that she cheated on andy with' ive always had a thing for andy but im not going to be mean to juliet for cheating, i mean it is none of my business anyway so yeah.
BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BA-
I open the door and almost get punched but grab her hand before it could happen.
"HEY SHORTY"
HEY"
I attack her in a hug.
"no hugs, bone crushing, losing oxygen, room getting darker" with that i let her go and she gasps for air
"sorry"
"no biggy" she pushes me on the floor and starts attacking me in kisses all over my face
"ew get off" with that i twirl us around and lick her face
"ew, and haha jokes on you cause you just got makeup all over your tongue."
I wipe my tongue super fast and we burst out laughing.
We both look towards the door that was left open and see that a kid in his early teens was recording us. I lean towards Lindseys ear and say "Shall we mess with him"
"We shall"
With that I lean in and kiss her slowly then we get up still attached to each others lips and walk towards the door and the kiss heats up and we are practically making out and with that she touches my butt and we shut the door and bust into laughter.
Dont get us wrong were not homosexuals but we arent afraid to act like it to get attention or to mess with people.
"Have you picked out your outfit for warped yet?" she asked
"No im just wearing some skinnies and a band tee" I said
"No you are not, you are gonna wear something cute so you can possably get the now recently single Andys attention" she announced proudly.
"Possably is the key word here"
"so?"
"why dress up if they wont pay attention anyways?" I asked
"Why breathe you will die anyways" she stated more so a fact than a question
"True"
"Come on" she pulled me to my bedroom
We had a little fashion show and she let me pick her out fit while she oicked mine.
We went to sleep early so we could wake up and get to the venue on time for all of the shows.
The next day
I woke up to see a beautiful Lindsey all ready to go with perfectly straight bonde hair with green tips in a high pony tail, perfect natural looking makeup with eyeliner, and the clothes that i picked out that consist of a a black crop top with the Monster drink logo that i lent her and green and black checkered shorts with black high top convers.
"You look amazing, am i a genuis or... there really isnt any other option"
With that i ran into the bathroom, and jumped into the shower. I heard the door open and i opened the curtain to see LIndsey. "What are you doing?"
"You forgot your clothes and towel oh powerful genuis"
"Thank you peasent, maybe today you can have a 5 extra minute brake from the cotton feilds" I said sarcasticly
"Racist"
"Its not rasist if im making fun of my own race stupid"
"Whatever do you want me to do your hair and make up" she asked while walking out.
"Yes please" I said
I quickly finished and got dress in my purple and black shirt corset with black shorts and black converse. I yelled for Lindsey to come and do my makeup.
"We have an hour and a half till we leave do you wanna redye your hair?" she asked and i nodded.
While she did my make up she was dying my hair and she didnt tell me the color(s) she was dying it. She did my makeup natural but at the same time i could be going to a classy party while still not being able to sweat it off. she washed my hair out and it was black with purple and blue tips in a high sock bun with a bandana.
"Lindsey your amazing"
"I know sweetie, I know"
We grabed our bags and we off to warped.
All day we were running around being idiots, mashing, and to my surprise i havent tripped! We havent been teased or riduculed for being African merian all day. So far we have seen FIR, BMTH, MIW, BOTDF, and a few others. BVB and SWS play at the same time so i Told her to call me after SWS meet and greet. BVB isnt having a meet and greet.
Their concert was the best one I have ever seen! It ended in what seemed like the shortest time even though it was an hour long. Since Lindsey was still at the meet and greet I decided to get myself a monster since I LOVE Monster. I opened it and decided that i should go to the sws meet and greet. As i was walking over i heard someone yell "I think your confused blacky this isnt the twerking comoptition!"
I hung my head low and continued walking when i crashed into a tall skinny but strong person. I saw his hand come down near me and i quickly grabbed it, twisted it, then flipped him over. He fell with an "Uunnhhff" like the wind was knocked out of him. I swiftly did a push off my hands and swung threw the air landing on my feet twirling around and putting my foot on his chest. "What do you want from me" i asked.
He groaned and said "can you get your foot off of me I kind of need these lungs."
That voice is way to reconizable.
Andy Biersack.
I quickly move my foot, grab his hand and pull him up. "Im so sorry, its just a reaction i have when i feel in danger"
"Its fine, i know how it feels to have to protect yourself" he said
"yeah, may i ask why your staring at me like that?"
Andys point of view
The concert just ended and since it was dark I decided it was an apropriate time to take a walk with out anyone reconizing me.
I had been walking for about ten minutes and i heard someone in the distense yell "I think your confused blacky this isnt the twering compotition" and i was about to go and confront the man who just screamed that when a thin but tall man bumped into me. She fell to the floor and i moved my hand towards him to offer some help up. He grabbed my hand twisted it to the point where if it were any harder my arm would have broke and he flipped me over onto my back. The flung himself up and stepped on my chest and said "What do you want from me" it was a girl!" Am i just really weak and skinny or is this girl really strong.
I got a good glipse at her face and she was the most beautiful person i have ever met. She was all i ever wanted in physical appearence; tall, beautiful facial features, doesnt over do it with make up, isnt afraid to dress how she wants, she shows her personality throw her hair, she is strong but doesnt have musles bigger than mine, and skin color never really came to mind while looking for a girl. She also has an amazing voice even when its stern like how it is now. I decided to play it cool instead of fighting back like i usually would with a male, im not being sexist or whatever but im kinda scared of her just a little. "can you take your foot off of me i kind of need these lungs"
"im so sorry, its just a reaction i have when i feel in danger" she said in her absolutly beautiful voice, like angels singing
"its fine, i know how it feels to have to protect yourself" i said not only to cause i can relate, also cause i know that racist comment was directed towards her so she probably thought i was the one who said it and she thought i was goning to beat her or worse.
"yeah, may i ask why your starring at me like that?"
Thats when i noticed i was starring, dang. Think Andy Think. You got yourself in this, get yourself out! "Its just your really strong. How did you do that?" gesturing to what had just happened. Sweet Andy now she thinks that you think shes manly. Great
She blushed "I did kick boxing and basketball so im pretty fit" she looked down at her feet.
Without thinking i put my finger under her chin and brought her head to look at me only like 3 inches taller than her "dont hide your beautiful face" i then leaned down and she backed away. "im sorry i didnt know you had a boyfriend"
"I dont but, Andy i barly know you" even though she was rejecting me she was still an angeled faced godess from wonderland. What does that even mean Andy, STOP
"oh right" I blushed and she giggle made from god himself, if he were real anyways.
"maybe, one day you might be given the privlage to kiss me once you take on a date" i loved the fact that she wasnt afraid to ask me, and she knows my names and she isnt even fangirling surprise surprise. I know that there is something special in this woman and i that im bound to find.
"okay, but maybe first it would be appropriate for a name first" she blushed the color of a perfect rose
"Im Grase, Carolyn Grase" she answered with a beautiful yet ironic name. I chuckled, she looked sternly into my eyes as i looked into her perfect brown eyes "are you laughing at my name, ive had it much longer than your song"
"well fu-" i was cut off of my cuss word with her angotic voice, if thats a word, ill use it
"im not very fond of cuss words, so can you please try your best to not swear?"she asked and i have been asked that but im stuborn and usually say no but she has this control over me that i cant help but feel like i want to always plaese her.
"i will try my best" i answered suprising myself.
"would you like to hang out for a while if you dont have anything planned or.... stuff?" she asked looking her feet playing with the dirt
"i would love to and what did i say about your face Carolyn" i said
"sorry" she replied instently looking up
"where to m'lady" i say offering my arm, right now i would follow her anywhere
"we are off to Sleeping With Sirens merch tent" to my surprise she jumped on my back and screamed "onward"
I nayed and galloped to the meet and greet and once we were there she patted my head and said "good horse, extra carrots for you, can you see the girl over there" i nodded "shes my best friend lindsey and she loves kellin"
"whats the plan?'
Lindsey point of veiw
Im next in line then all of a sudden i see Andy Biersack whispering and kellin looks at me with what looks like googly eyes then it turns to anger. He waves his security over and whispers to them something and they look at me and start coming my way. They reach me and pick me up and i start kicking, now im regretting not taking up Carolyns offer to teach me some moves.
They take me to the back and handcuff me to a chair and shine a light in my eyes like a detective movie. All of a sudden Andy and Kellin come into the room and look me staight i the eye.
"You were summond here to be asked some questions from our boss" Andy said in his deep voice that i didnt find as cute as kellins higher one. IM so confused right now.
"what are you talking abo-" i was cut off by kellin
"silence" with that he squirted water straight in me face. Thank god for waterproof mascara.
Then the door swung open and Carolyn stepped in and said "dont you wish you took me up on my offer of teaching you some moves"
"Ohh my god, im going to kill you" i screamed
"your going to kill me" she laughed, i blushed "give me the keys" she told the security guards. They look at each other and then they looked at me and shrugged
"YOU LOST THE KEYS IM GOING TO KILL ALL OF YOU WITH MY FEET CAUSE I CANT USE MY HANDS" i struggled in the cuffs i felt wetness on my skin, and i felt a sharp pain. the cuffs had reopened the cut i inflickted on myself this morning when carolyn was asleep. i scream bloody murder in pain and Carolyn ran over and uncuffed me she looked at my wrists and saw them.
She then walked up to my and slapped me full force across the face," what is wrong with you, you said you stopped!"Andy then ran to her and picked her up and restained her from hurting me any further.
"No Andy let her go, we made a promise when we were younger to slap the other one whenever we cut so that was her keeping her promise" i said getting up rubbing my probably already buising face.
He let her go and she swung around and slapped him to but not that hard "dont you ever, ever restain me again, i know what im doing butt head" and what he did shocked me. He laughed, i know andy to be someone how gets angered easly and doesnt take anything without giving something back, from what ive seen in his videos.
Kellin was now standing right next to me "are you okay?" he asked
"im fine" i said trying not to fan girl
"that carolyn chick is strong!"
"yeah shes a majure in boxing and stuff"
Andys point of veiw
after carolyn talked to lindsey in private probably about her self harm situation she walked straight towards me and began to talk in that angel voice i missed even though its been only like 10 minutes "me and lindsey are heading home now it was nice meeting you, today has been the best thank you" and with that she kissed me on the cheek and turned to walk away
"but i dont want this to end" i said with tears coming to my eyes, i hate crying so i didnt let it show.
"but it has to, im just a random girl who almost broke your arm" she said as it seemed she didnt care that much about our time together but i can tell she wanted to cry as well, i dont think i was the only one who felt this connection.
Carolyn point of veiw
i hate crying so i powered through, he tryed to be cool but i dont think im the only one who felt this connection
I turned around and started walking away and to my surprise he didnt stop me this time. were are almost to my car when we see a figure running towards us with something in his hand that is sharp, a knife. I have heard about people getting kidnaped outside of concerts and were not one of them. Its almost Pitch black and i can barly see my own feet "lindsey, get in the car now and if something happens be prepared to drive" she obeyed me as always in situations like this, shes use to the drills like this cause in highschool kids would have knives and stuff and i told her to run. she use to object till one day i got a broken nose cause she didnt listen and now she knows how too. The guy came running towards me he slowed and i dropped down in a spiderman position and swung my leg under him and he fell. i quickly grabbed the knife threw it and was now strattaling his chest with each leg on his arms.
"Dude, what are you doing get off me you retard" i know this voice but whos
"who are you and whats your purpose of attack"i sternly say, i snap twice and lindsey finds the flashlight and throws it at me. I catch it easily and shine it to see who it is but not in there eyes i dont want to blind them unless i have to. OMG it Ronnie Radke. He pushes me off then punches, i guess he didnt see i was a girl. The flashlight flickered and its dead now so its just me and him in the dark. he swings and i dodge it twirling around and kicking him full force in the stomach, it hurt him but it also hurt my foot since i forgot his abs are built like bricks.he spits out something i assume its blood. He runs towards me reminding me of the guy a couple days ago, i step to the left and as he passes me i grab his neck and pull towards me and he slams to the floor. I grab his arm and twist till a here a popping noise "aaahhhh" i let go of his arm i didnt want to brake it so i just dislocated it cause he wouldnt stop till i did something worth stopping about, i then straddled his upper tatooed chest almost neck.
"dude get your junk out of my face" he said struggling but to no avail
"im not a dude, therefore i have no junk to remove" i said angerly " why where you running at me with a knife" i asked
"your a girl? oh my god im so sorry for punching you i just thought you were a dude with a voice as high as kellins"
"its fine considering the fact that i dislocated your arm, do you want me to pop it back in place, be warned it hurts" i said
"it really does trust me" lindsey added, i remembered the first time i learned this move and i almost broke her arm
"um sure if you know how" he said softly
"what are you doing" said a voice that i missed so much, Andys, thank god he had a flash light.
"popping ronnies arm back into it socket" i said with a smirk on my face
"so i assume he tryed to fight you" andy said squatting so he could shine the light where needed
"dude this chick is strong, how do you know she got into a fight with me" he asked suspitiously
"she almost broke me earlier when she tripped over her own foot and spilled monster on me then beat me up" he said i giggled at my protective ness
"ready on 3 okay" i said, im going to do it at 2 cause people tend to chicken out on 3 " 1,2" pop, crack, pop
"AAAHHHH" he screamed bloody murder
"i told you it would hurt, no worries it will go numb in about 30 secounds" i stated and turned to Andy "what are you doing stalking me or something?" i asked hopefully
"no i heard a scream and i ran to come and see what it was, and here i am with the secound person today, is this a hobbie" he gestured to the sobbing ronnie
"actually, im a boxer so yes" i said looking into hie eyes but its to dark to see his beautiful eyes, we both giggled and laughed
"actually since i have you right now i wanted to ask if youwanttogoontourwithus?" he asked
"woah slow it down" i said slowly
"aaacccttuuaaallyy ssiinncccee iii haavv-"
"woah, spead it up" i said giggling
"do you want to go on tour with us?" he asked looking at the floor
it seemed tense so i put me finger under his chin and raised it up and said" dont hide your beautiful face" i said in a mocking tone and leaned in expecting him to play along and pull away he actually kissed me back i was in shock for a secound. i eventually kissed back and heard a wolf whisle from Lindsey. I pulled away and stuck me tongue out at her.
"why is your tongue out here when it could be down his throat" she said and all of us laughed even ronnie. Andy pulled my face back and we contiued to kiss. when we touched lips it wasnt just a spark it was a firecracker exploting butterflies in my stomache
Andy point of veiw
This is a kiss ive never experenced before it wasnt just a spark like i got with juliet it was like the whole fused blew up and lit fireworks into a butterflie garden.
After a while i pulled back all she said was "yes" with a smile i pecked her lips. leaving way to soon so now we were both craving each others touch.
"Can i say something crazy" i said smiling a goofy smile
"continue i like crazy" she said smiling, the most beautiful person in the world
"i love you my princess and i know you might not feel the same bu-" i was cut off by her jumping in my arms and me easily carying her light weight
"i love you" she said making a tear run down my ceek
"forever?"
"and always"
"awww" Lindsey said
"dude dont ruin the moment" carolyn and i said at the same time

Notes

Hi i know it may seem confusing right now but you will understand more and more as the story goes on
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