together we will be unbroken

When we returned to Andy's house, his mother already had a dinner of steak, carrots and my favorite, mashed potatoes! "Geez Tum got enough mashed potatoes?" Jake teases as I shovel more onto my plate. "I'm Irish what do you expect?" I laugh. "It's good to see a girl eat her fill." Andy's mom smiles. "Now adays girls are obsessed with being skinny not healthy and it's sad." "Yeah we see it all the time, some of them are just a skeleton with skin and I feel so bad for them." Jinxx says. We all nod in agreement. "So Laci, what is it like being the only girl?" Andy's dad asks. I'm so thankful he changed the subject. "It's definaty an experience." I laugh. "But it's not my first rodeo so it's not too bad." "Are you like the mother of the group?" He asks. The guys al laugh. "No that's John and Mike's job, but I make breakfast on occasion and make sure everyone in Falling In Reverse is up in time." "Oh yeah she does." Ronnie nods. "Her favorite way of waking us up is either playing really high notes on guitar, using an air horn, or my personal favorite, throwing snow on us." Jacky replies. "Really? You woukd do that?" Andy's mom looks shocked. "No!" I smile and nod. "Yes." "Boy am I glad you don't stay on our bus." Says Jake. "Well I'm glad you can hold your own." Andy's dad chuckles. "Oh I have three older brothers. I'm used to the while hold my own thing." I smile when I think about Mark, Greg, and Stephen. "Oh let me guess, you pull that stunt with the super glue on them all the time." CC asks. "Oh that's mild compared to what I do to them." I smile. "Ooh ooh ooh tel me tell me tell me!!" He exclaims. He reminds me of a puppy. "Well one time my brother Stephen and I tied our brother Greg up in a raft and we set the raft in the lake behind our house while he was sleeping." The memory makes me smile. Everyone bursts out laughing. "You did not!" Andy's mom exclaims. "Oh I did." I've pulled so many pranks on my "brothers" "My personal favorite was one that I orchestrated with Greg's friend. Greg fell asleep during a party." "I think I know where this is going." Jinxx smiles. "So when everyone was getting ready for bed, his friend Scot came up to me and said 'yo I want to pull a prank on Greg.' So what ened up happening was um.. we carried Greg up to his bedroom and we unbuckled his pants." I start laughing. "And Scot did the same, and slept in the bed with Greg. And when Scot woke up he told Greg that his asshole hurt, and Greg lost it. He was yellimg and running around the house asking everyone if he got raped and whatnot." We are all laughing so hard. A few ofbus have tears coming out of my eyes. I haven't felt this happy in a while. Ashley's eyes lock with mine for a few seconds and then look away. That happy feeling just leaves me in an instant. But I put on fake smile and we continue our conversation. "I'm going to get some air." I tell everyone after we cleaned up. It's 9:09 right now. I'm sitting on te front porch just watching the snow fall down. It's so beautiful, so calmimg. I think about Ashley, and how he's been acting strange around me. Did he just want to have sex and no commitment? That's what I wanted, or so I thought. But he is acting really strange. Before he would hold my hand and just be really sweet but now he doesn't even look at me. I don't understand... I sit on the porch and watch the snow fall and think until my eyelids get heavy and my head drops to my knees.

Notes

Hey sorry I didn't update yesterday I was sooooo tired. I'll do another chapter tomorrow thanks for readimg everyone, please comment it lets me know that I'm doimg a good job, or a bad one. Seriously tell me what you think though i love reading comments :)