together we will be unbroken

"Gah!" I jolt awake after the third nightmare in a row. That's it, no more sleeping. It's quarter to five. I think I'll go play CoD. I open my bedroom door. Wait! I need to cover up my face. It's a long painful procedure. I couldn't apply a lot of pressure to blend everything. Oh my gosh everything hurts so bad. I walk down the stairs very slowly. I wish I could take some tylonol or something... Sadly all pan meds react badly with the medicine I have to take everyday so I have to deal with it. I log onto my Xbox acount and wait for it to load. I think I'll play zombies today....-the clock on the wall reads 7:36. I guess I should make some coffee... I walk up the basement stairs and to the kitchen. "I should have known you'd be up." Mrs. Biersack smiles. "Yeah, I'm kind of an early bird.." I sigh. "I can see that. Are you feeling any better?" No." Yeah, i feel so much better. I think all I needed was a good nights sleep." What's this sleep thing you speak of Lace? "Well that's good. I was worried about you." She hands me a cup of coffee, itbalready has creamer in it! "Thanks." I smile. We make idle chit chat for a while. It's mostly about Andy and his childhood. After a while Andy's dad comes downstairs and joins in the conversation. It makes me smile. Which hurts, but I still do it. -Eleven o'clock rolls around and the guys still aren't awake. I really need a Ronniebhug after last night. Just thinking about it makes my blood run cold. I walk into Ronnie's room, and crawl into his bed. His arms automatically wrap around my waist, right across my ribs. He groans, and opens his eyes. "What'sbup Tum? Couldn't sleep?" "Actually it's eleven. I just needed a hug." A brush s loose strsnd of hair out of his face. "Are you still not feeling well?" He pulls me closer. God this hurts. "No I'm okay now." I rest my head in his bicep. "Are you sure? There's something off about you..." "I'm just a little tired that's all." I really hate lyimg to my best friend. I mean I could tell him, but he would probably end up in jail again. "Well here let's take a nap." He kisses my forehead, and rests his chin on my head. I breath in his comforting scent and drift off to sleep. -My eyes flutter open. "Well good morning sleepy head." Ronnie smiles. "What time is it?" I yawn. "Two eighteen." "Oh my god I slept all day!" I sit straight up causing a wave of pain to hit me. "Whoa Tum are you okay?" "Yeah I just sat up to fast. " I say holding my head. "Can we get food I'm starving." "Of course we can." He smiles and climbs out of bed. -"There they are!" CC exclaims, "I thought you two died or something." I wish I had died. "Oh hush you, Laci is still sick, she can sleep as much as she wants." I love Mrs. Biersack. "Are you feeling better Tum?" Jinxx asks me. No. "Yeah I'm feeling so much better." I sit between Andy and Jake. "Well that's good because we're leaving for the mall.in ten so go get changed." Ashley comands. Well look who's talking to me again. He looks at me with suspicion. Shit he knows something's up. I run upstairs before he can ask me any questions. Wait, he wouldn't ask me any anyway. He's been ignoring me for weeks. A lump grows in my throat, and a hile forms in my chest. Why is this happening? Especially over a guy...

Notes

Hey so those last two chapters were written on mybtablet. Ill edit them at aome point tomorrow. Thank you all for the subscriptiins and comments, i love reading those. :)